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| User: | porkie_ (4605565)
It's Never-Ending
delectable, indeed
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| Name: | Aerulan |
| Location: | Kuwait |
| Birthdate: | 1987-07-23 |
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| porkie_ | @ | livejournal.com (Jabber) |
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| Bio: | Can.You.Hear.Me?
I've been breathing here in this dark corner
167 hours and counting but you didn't notice
Can.You.See.Me?
I've been waiting here in this hell hole
18 years and counting but you didn't save me
Shh—
Maybe I'm not really here
Maybe I wasn't meant to be, anyway
But I'm so cold, so cold,
Slowly numbing into nonexistence
And I need you to understand,
This never would have happened if you'd just listen
Listen…
I.Can't.Do.It.Anymore.
Because I'm tired, so tired I ache and wince
When people touch me
I.Can't.Feel.Anything.Anymore.
Because of the cold, and the hell I endured
When you abandoned me
Shh—
I don't cry anymore
I don't cry, can't cry, just can't
But I'm so tempted, so very tempted
To crumble into nonexistence
And I need you to understand,
This never would have happened if you'd just feel
Feel for me..
-Dead Already.
Poem by the talented gougoufied
![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) stupidsizeme
back bones are fragile love
Made by ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) hungerbound |
| Memories: | 10 entries |
| Interests: | 150: abuse, accuracy, adhd, adrenaline, aerobics, anaemia, animals, anime, anklets, anorexia, art, aspartame, balance, ballet, beach, beading, beauty, belly-dancing, bitchiness, blackmail, bones, britishisms, broadway, bubbles, bulimia, caffeine, calories, cannibalism, chocolate chips, cinnamon, classical music, cleanliness, coconut, compulsive hand-washing, compulsive overeating, conformists, contortion, control, controversy, counting, cows, crochet, culture, dana taiba (my bijou), dancing, depression, diet coke, e e cummings, eating disorders, emaciation, erasers, even numbers, exorcism, extinction, extreme sports, fasting, french, fruits, goals, good lyrics, grammar, gymnastics, hair dye, hitler, hunger, hypnotism, idioms, illiteracy, impulse, irony, jogging, jules verne, karma, languages, latin, laxatives, lemon, les miserables, long emails, long words, manipulation, matchsticks, measuring, memory, mind-over-matter, museums, music, musicals, mythology, narcissism, necrophilia, neuroses, numbers, obsession, ocd, orthorexia, paris hilton's death, parodies, passion, pathological lying, paulo coelho, pharaohs, photographs, piercings, placebos, poetry, posture, psychology, pyromania, quiche, racism, reading, reflexes, rubber bands, scars, scents, self-injury, shel silverstein, singing, soap, stability, strepsils, stress, success, sugar-free gum, surgery, swan lake, swimming, swimwear, sylvia plath, talent, tan lines, tattoos, ten, the nutcracker, theatre, theology, time, trichotillomania, underwater ballet, vanilla, veganism, vegetarianism, violence, water, white hairs, willpower, writing, yoga, zammee |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: | | 45: | 99_regrets, _____unpretty, asphyxia_____, badoora87, beeka_, beezramona, benjil0ve, cradlesmyheart, crazydana, electric_drug, eliza82, eschivir, fauxfreon, fiordelisa, fragsteal, handidandiandi, heyhello, horse_knuckle, hvarana, i_rock_88, infernal_virtue, jesyka_maree_87, joannamalaga87, knowbody_nos_it, mi_at_toush, miminized_route, nothingleft__, omg_what, oooh_weee, prettyrecovery, qahtte, serenefish, smart_idiot, solong_420, sososinvida, spares, spedition, sunnigurl, thesicksadfood, thesicksadtruth, thinpurity, tobe_forgotten, vanillee, varseere, wolvenblack | | 1: | stupidsizeme |
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| Friend of: | 39: 99_regrets, _____unpretty, asphyxia_____, badoora87, beeka_, beezramona, cradlesmyheart, crazydana, electric_drug, eliza82, eschivir, fauxfreon, fragsteal, handidandiandi, heyhello, horse_knuckle, hvarana, i_rock_88, jesyka_maree_87, joannamalaga87, knowbody_nos_it, mi_at_toush, miminized_route, nothingleft__, omg_what, prettyrecovery, serenefish, smart_idiot, solong_420, sososinvida, spares, spedition, thesicksadfood, thesicksadtruth, thinpurity, tobe_forgotten, vanillee, varseere, wolvenblack |
| Member of: | 5: _hmm, bodyfeedback, guessmyweight, madradhair, stupidsizeme |
| Account type: | Basic Account |
