1. To persist in or remain constant to a purpose, idea,
or task in the face of obstacles or discouragement.
2. To continue without halting despite difficulties or setbacks..
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JUST MOVED FROM BOSTON ON MAY 22ND TO LOS ANGELES.
I LOVE IT HERE. I NEED TO GET OUT IN LA MORE.
"...I guess I haven't taken the time to reflect. Obviously that's one of the major problems. Reflection. I close myself off. Not wanting to let what's in the mirror of my life stare back at me. I never take the time to feel the effects of my choices. Maybe it's because I would be ashamed, maybe afraid. I realize I have avoided my pain for as long as I can remember. It's what I've been taught. Be strong little one...things can only get better. As life goes racing by me, all the while my soul goes on with sickness. Yes, sickness. It feels like it's ailing. Because the one that should be nursing it is too busy trying to succeed and be accepted. I'm certainly scared that if I try to fix what has broken in me, so long ago, I may not succeed. So I go on faking that I am whole, proud, and strong...I don't really know what the urgency is I feel: loneliness or complete heartbreak? But I fight it, saying it can't be broken. I still have hope that I will find peace within myself, and that must be what it's about."
>JENNA JAMESON<
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