Melissa is a broke kid. I swear this time I ain't lying. And no, I'm not going to compare with your funds. "Broke" is subjective and I have my own definition for myself. In this case, I'm fucking broke. I'm trying hard not to think about it, really. Every time I think of how much money is gone, I get really upset. I seriously wonder where the hell it went, trust me I do.
Part of it went to a lot of dinners and outings (goddamnit! Waste of money only) and part of it went to my overdue bill. I know I totally deserved it because I'd irresponsibly neglected it. Now I have to pay an additional charge of $5 and Daddy ain't happy 'bout it. $15 gone. Then Daddy pays me late so a whopping $117 (for 3 months) just flew out of my account into Singtel. Curse this phone bill. I don't even think I use my phone enough for its worth. Irritating expensive piece of metal.
The more I think about it, the more my blood is boiling. But seriously, where the hell did all my money go? (And no, shopping is never going to be part of the "waste money' section.) Shopping is well-spent money, shut up. I really think I should get my lazy ass off and squeeze some part-time work into my schedule... But I hate looking for a goddamn job. Both ways make my blood boil.
Well excuse me, I'm going into a money-coma with my little runny nose and it's pathetic attempts to sour my mood a little more.
By the way, I love my well-spent weekends spent with my boyfriend. Hey baby, if you're reading this (I don't think so though), stop thinking about the responsibility you have concerning us. Those matters only make up 10% of our problems. 90% is related to emotions and I'm pretty sure we don't have much of those. So don't worry about it too much, I'm a smart girl. I always figure something out.
Another long week ahead of me. Tomorrow gonna wake up early to pay respects to my grandfather. Maybe New Moon with my very excited mother. Tuesday to Thursday, another chalet. Christmas with my family. Saturday with my darlings♥ (since like forever, I'm so excited seriously!) So... MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone (in advance). Here are some cupcakes from Crystal Jade to make you drool (actually it was taken a long while back by my sister but I reserved the photos for this. I'm sorry they've all been digested and gone already.):

Part of it went to a lot of dinners and outings (goddamnit! Waste of money only) and part of it went to my overdue bill. I know I totally deserved it because I'd irresponsibly neglected it. Now I have to pay an additional charge of $5 and Daddy ain't happy 'bout it. $15 gone. Then Daddy pays me late so a whopping $117 (for 3 months) just flew out of my account into Singtel. Curse this phone bill. I don't even think I use my phone enough for its worth. Irritating expensive piece of metal.
The more I think about it, the more my blood is boiling. But seriously, where the hell did all my money go? (And no, shopping is never going to be part of the "waste money' section.) Shopping is well-spent money, shut up. I really think I should get my lazy ass off and squeeze some part-time work into my schedule... But I hate looking for a goddamn job. Both ways make my blood boil.
Well excuse me, I'm going into a money-coma with my little runny nose and it's pathetic attempts to sour my mood a little more.
By the way, I love my well-spent weekends spent with my boyfriend. Hey baby, if you're reading this (I don't think so though), stop thinking about the responsibility you have concerning us. Those matters only make up 10% of our problems. 90% is related to emotions and I'm pretty sure we don't have much of those. So don't worry about it too much, I'm a smart girl. I always figure something out.
Another long week ahead of me. Tomorrow gonna wake up early to pay respects to my grandfather. Maybe New Moon with my very excited mother. Tuesday to Thursday, another chalet. Christmas with my family. Saturday with my darlings♥ (since like forever, I'm so excited seriously!) So... MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone (in advance). Here are some cupcakes from Crystal Jade to make you drool (actually it was taken a long while back by my sister but I reserved the photos for this. I'm sorry they've all been digested and gone already.):

Feeling:
sick
Listening To: Rihanna's "Russian Roulette"
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