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Friday, October 31st, 2014
11:46 am - And I shall whisper to the sea...
[Scrivo per me.
Scrivo perché nelle mie parole ho trovato un tempo, più tempi, un aiuto.
Una guida, un conforto. Una strada già tracciata per riorientare il futuro.
Il mio, non solo il mio.]

Strade che non si sa dove portano, solo più avanti.

Quest'anno, in questo tempo, ho paura. E la paura attira i predatori.
Celebro la tua assenza.
Stride, il contrasto.
Ma io sono fatta per i contrasti: nero e colori; dramma e superficie.

La superficie. Così sottile.
Così cristallizzata, la profondità.

E' freddo. E' freddo.
Lontano.

Non ci sei. Ma solo l'assenza rende eterni.
Solo essere -più niente- può durare per sempre e per sempre accompagnarti.
Su quella strada già tracciata, un tempo, più tempi. Per sempre.


E malgrado un tempo sempre uguale, diventi diverso.
O mi illudo. O non mi arrendo al vuoto.
C'è bisogno di certezze in questa vita.
La sicurezza è un bene raro.

You, my Prince of Instability, are a centering thought.
A means, not an end.
A part of me. Again and again.

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Sunday, December 1st, 2013
2:08 pm - Blood on the snow
Relentless wind.
Oceans of love.

And then.
Silence.

I can feel
my blood freezing slowly,
icy splinters in my veins.

The dead travel fast.

And from an open wound
blood flows freely.

You have found me,
you are consoled.

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Thursday, October 25th, 2012
12:37 am - There is no better gift
I could've given myself.

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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2012
12:12 am - Doing the same things I do
Every time I try to erase you.

I'm all you've ever been.

current mood: all you've ever been

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Tuesday, August 14th, 2012
1:53 am - Petra Pan
I'm a trick, I'm a lie.
Life's deepest abyss, most delicious gift.

I would hide in a forest, tonight,
If I could.

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1:41 am
Now I know what that frailty is for.

current mood:

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Friday, August 10th, 2012
1:35 pm - Questioni di vita e di morte
Come l'acqua, trasparente e senza colore, così semplice e così necessaria.

Come il vino, tossico e sensuale, avvelena la mente e fa bruciare il sangue.

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Friday, August 3rd, 2012
1:52 am - Tbh
You keep pissing me off.

http://www.castellane.org/fr/

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Wednesday, July 11th, 2012
2:41 pm - Boys, games and places
Ma ti pare che non mi dovevi rovinare quel nome...

E ascolterei così volentieri i tuoi futili motivi.

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Tuesday, July 10th, 2012
9:39 pm - It's always darkest before the dawn
You, Prince of Instability, are a centering thought.

A means, not an end.

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Tuesday, June 26th, 2012
12:15 pm - Can u feel it?
Of course you can. I miss u.

Actually, il problema è proprio l'opposto.

Di nuovo qui a muoverti nella mia mente.
A urlare come il sole accecante, a bruciarmi nelle vene come veleno.

E allo stesso tempo, come sempre ho saputo, non ho saputo mai.

current mood: indescribable

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Sunday, June 24th, 2012
4:10 pm - There's a fire starting in my heart, reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Ti sbagliavi, sai.

E mi sbagliavo anch'io...

current mood: anxious

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Wednesday, June 13th, 2012
9:55 pm

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9:54 pm

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9:23 pm - When my time comes...
I'm strong on the surface
not all the way through
I've never been perfect
but neither have you



Forgetting
All the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

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Thursday, January 19th, 2012
1:25 pm - Profetici flashbacks
Inviti superfluiCollapse )

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Tuesday, January 10th, 2012
3:52 pm
"Fai attenzione a ciò che desideri, perché gli Dei te lo concederanno."

Le Nebbie di Avalon - Marion Zimmer Bradley

current mood: curious

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Thursday, January 5th, 2012
4:00 am - Cry+Laugh

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3:50 am - :):):)


You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
Cuz they fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You think me rude, but I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems

Cuz I get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they try to teach me how to dance
A foxtrot above my head
A sockhop beneath my bed
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
Cuz I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep?
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far to tired too fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird cuz I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell)
But I know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
Cuz I saved a few and I keep 'em in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Cuz everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep)

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seam

current mood: chipper

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2:28 am
Why does it only take a moment to say "hello", but forever to say "goodbye"?

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