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[Apr. 1st, 2006|09:12 pm] |
HAHAHA ! my dear ppl. russell got TRICKED by me. he actually BELIEVED i'm stuck in hospital. HAAHAHAHAH. it's joke okay. =P. thanks for all your concern! HAHAAHAHAHHAHA. =D. happy april's fool everyone!
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[Mar. 31st, 2006|02:52 pm] |
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| | THE CLICK FIVE - CATCH YOUR WAVE | ] |
shifting LJ. url on request.
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
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I HATE RUSSELL CHAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HMPH. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2006|08:17 pm] |
I read a note my Grandma wrote
Back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed it once to me
He said
Boy you might not understand, but a long long time ago
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none
But I loved your Grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter
And this is what it said:
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me
I read those words just hours before
my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of a church
Where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry
In all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love, me
And between now and then
Until I see you again
I'll be loving you . . .
Love me
Love, Me
Collin Raye |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|08:34 pm] |
woohoo!
2.4km run 8:49!!
100m breaststroke 1:18.61, fourth!
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[Mar. 19th, 2006|07:11 pm] |
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I believed in myself, but what did i get? It's just so unfair.
I can't believe this. Doubled crap all in a day.
I knew I shouldn't have entered for this event. I knew I wouldn't swim well at all. 400m freestyle, 5:08? Hit me. Pb+2, and it's been stagnating there ever since last year. 5:06.17, damn that time.
50m breaststroke. This one was even worse. 35.56s? Total rubbish. Even the start was flunked. 25m split, 16.18s? What the hell. All the things I had set out to do, get under 35s, make the Category B timing, beat ***** and Mayumi, they just flew out of the window along with my fighting spirit.
And you say I'm not determined and physically strong enough. If my physical strength wasn't adequate I wouldn't be doing what I am capable of doing now.
If i wasn't determined, I wouldn't have gotten first for cross-country. If i wasn't determined, I wouldn't have done 19 pull-ups. If i wasn't determined, I wouldn't have gotten 2nd in class. If i wasn't determined, I wouldn't have beaten Mansheng and Benho for 50m breaststroke during Double Age-Group. If i wasn't determined, I wouldn't have trained so hard. Determination isn't that golf ball you can fly across 800m. Determination isn't that rugged soccer ball you can pump halfway across the field. Determination isn't a rock-solid thing that is so easy to get moving.
Sorry for letting all of you down. Sorry for saying all this.
And, thank you everyone.
Kimm, Lang, Yao, Wenjian, Kenneth, Mansheng, Ems, Samm, Peck, Ning, Ser, Fraser, Austin, and everyone else.
I promise, I will try harder for 100m breaststroke and freestyle. I hope they'll be better... |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|08:56 pm] |
I'm so NOT retarded OKAY. see how moronic russell is? lemme tell you sth.
RUSSELL'S TOPLESS.LIKE NOW. OOOH. SEXY.
for one so small ,
you seem so strong.
my arms will hold you,
keep you safe and warm.
this bond between us,
can't be broken,
i will be here don't you cry.
i'mstubborninthethingsibelieve* |
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|08:30 pm] |
| [ | colour me |
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| | Phil Collins - Can't Stop Loving You | ] |
See how retarded kimberlywangzhihui/ lora was! Hahaha.
Anyway. NAG tomorrow! I feel so unprepared, honestly. As in, like wow it's suddenly here.
Hmm. I've got a feeling I won't do very well for 400free... I think I shouldn't even have taken that event. Because the past few times I've been getting myself upset and disappointed over my times for this very event. Sigh.
I hope I can get something out of 50m breaststroke. Aiming for a 34, but I'm not really confident about it. Oh anyway, I've got to beat Mayumi! She did 35.40 a few days ago in the Commonwealth Games, which is 0.09s faster than my time! Dang I've gotta beat her! Haha. But nah, beating her wouldn't satisfy me. I need a 34 to get top 5, and to make Category B timing. Well, that's the least I can do even if I don't qualify for SEA Age, right?
Well then, good luck to everyone! Let's see what tomorrow has in store for us.
Come stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you, from all around you
I will be here don't you cry
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[Mar. 18th, 2006|04:28 pm] |
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MY PREVIOUS MASTER DISAPPEARED like *POOF* into THIN AIR. TSK.
TSK. spent so long creating my masterpiece okay. nevermind about that. here's ANOTHER one.and it better not go *POOF* or *POOFPOOF* or *POOFPOOFPOOF* or whatever.lol. nope, i'm not russell. MHUAHAHAHA. but i didn't hack into his account okay.he was just uber sweet to leak it out. =X sorry if i ruin your journal. =P
. ¦-russ.3324.¦ ¬] there won't be a night when i won't think of you says:
remember to say it's you!
don't worry. i won't thrash your reputation
. ¦-russ.3324.¦ ¬] you're never alone says:
faster leh i wanna see
HAHA.patience.it's just the BEGINNING.
TODAY is so boring. it's so boring it's driving me NUTS. can't wait for school to reopen. cause, I WANNA SEE YOUR FACE LA STUPID BUT TERRIBLY SWEET RUSSELL. i wanna know my SS results! haha. i THINK i did PRETTY well, like average. like. you know. no, you don't know. UH. nevermind bout that.
. ¦-russ.3324.¦ ¬] you're never alone says:
okay... don't make it too long!
nah don't worry, it's gonna be shorter than your.. "PROGRESS REPORT" post. which is.. REALLY long. =X
this is just lotsa spaces man. oh yeah. I WANNA BUY BAG.i will try my very best to be a good girl.I WANNA BUY BAG.lol. oh yeah, had this kitten (2-3weeks) up for adoption last last night. and the kitty goes tooooooooo *DRUMN ROLLS*....... ERNIE! friend's friend. lol. it was her birthday. how lucky eh ? my friend said " let's send the ginger kitty to her house and say : HEY AUNTIE! YOUR DAUGHTER'S BIRTHDAY PRESENT! *innocent smile*" . how ridiculous. i'm actually havin FUN with this thing. lol. thanks russell :D okok. he's rushin me to end this. lol. one LAST thing before i go.
BACKSTAGE CREW FOR THE MUSICAL ROCKS! =P
i'm the girl whose,
stubborninthethingsibelieve*
<edit>
KIMBERLYWANGZHIHUI aka LORA was here!
p.s. remember to catch xing shan shan every weekday night at 9pm on channel eight!
<edited by russssss>
RUSSELL YOU'RE SUCHA MORON........
<by kimmy.>
say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime.
say you need me with you now and always,
promise me that all you say is true.
that's all i ask of you. |
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[Mar. 13th, 2006|08:28 am] |
| [ | ear candy |
| | Evan & Jaron - The Distance | ] |
Back from early morning training! The heartrate set was quite enjoyable although it got me panting quite bad. Haha, but it was really fun. Managed to maintain my heartrate up at 180bpm while hurting quite badly. Lactate! xP
Oh there's track training on Wednesday morning! Yay finally I can make another training session. Oh taper starts on Wednesday as well.
However, I don't feel quite ready for NAG. Sigh, nevermind, I shall just carry on normally and see what NAG has in store for me this year.
I'd brave fire, I'd break free
To be by your side, I'd do anything
I can't take the distance
I will go the distance
I will go the miles
That's how much you mean to me
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[Mar. 11th, 2006|08:38 pm] |
| [ | ear candy |
| | REO Speedwagon - In My Dreams | ] |
SS test was okay, but what a way to end the term!
Aaanyway, progress report!
Quite ashamed of my chinese, what a disappointment. English wasn't much better either! If Mr Tan had included the compre exercise inside I would have gotten an A2 and 2nd in class! He went through the answers in class and we were expected to copy the updated answers in our exercise book, but some people stupidly copied their original answers. Why should he remove it from CA just because they didn't listen to instructions and end up failing? And, I've got to buck up on my composition because it's slidinggggg.
But hmm I should put away the negative stuff.
English 66%, B3, 7th in class
Bio 59%, C5, 4th in class
Physics 80%, A1, 1st in class
Chem 78%, A1, 2nd in class
E Math 90%, A1, 1st in class
A Math 77%, A1, 2nd in class
Combined Humanities: (61%, B4)
Elective Literature 71%, A2, 11th in class
Social Studies 51%, C6, 17th in class
Overall average percentage: 69%
Class position: 2/36
MSG: 3.0 (Expected MSG: 2.8)
L1R5: 11
L1B5: 11
Okay my progress report sucks.
Oh I just realised that my lousy Bio mark is actually 4th in class! Which means that my class is lousy...
In 3G, the scholar class, my average percentage would put me at the 11th position in that class! Argh. From now I shall mug my guts out in order to buck up for English, Chinese, Bio and Humanities! Actually, to buck up for all subjects. And get my MSG up to 1+! Yay. =P
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Training today was pretty okay. Warm up was a super looooong-ish 2k but it was fun leading! Haha okay oops. But it was really fun. During the main set, however, I was lactating like anything.
My taper for NAG is a whopping FOUR DAYS LONG! Okay, okay, it isn't really a big deal. But I thought I would get taper on race day itself, like for warm up or something. Okay JOKE. I didn't expect my frequency to be 4.1/week, I had a nasty feeling it had slid down to like 2 or 3. But nevermind whatsoever, I just hope I can do really well for NAG!
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The competition season is nearing. It's darn packed! There's like speech day on the 12th of April, then the next day is Combined Schools' Meet, then Asean Cup for the whole weekend! Thanks goodness it's in Singapore, or else I would have to miss CSM! And that would be how sad. Then right after Asean Cup, It's wushu school nationals on the 17th! For a whole five days of the week, In which I'll be sitting for my English paper 1 as well, I think. >< Major stress load!
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The holidays are packed to the brim.
Saturday (today): Wushu training, then swimming training
Sunday: Swimming training, tuition, dental, off to grandma's house
Monday: swimming training, homework, MOVIE, chalet
Tuesday: Student Leaders' Convention, tuition
Wednesday: taper starts! Swimming training, homework, swimming training again
Thursday: SLC, swimming training
Friday: SLC, swimming training
Saturday: wushu training, swimming training
Sunday: NAG 400m freestyle, 50m breaststroke
Monday: back to school!
Phew so >< ish haha.
Off now!
and as i wonder if
the dawn is really breaking
she touches me and
suddenly i'm alive |
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[Mar. 9th, 2006|10:24 pm] |
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After having been MIA for a period of about a week (or more), I'm finally back!
Okay anyway. School's been okay, just that chinese suckssssss. I can't imagine what my parents will say when they see what I get for chinese, ss and biology, aside from 5 other distinctions =S.
I've got an SS test tomorrow. What a fine way to end the school term.
Bestie's on TV once again! Everybody, remember to catch Xing1 Shan2 Shan3 every weekday night, 9pm, on channel 8! Go Kim/Lora (:
I shall update again sometime soooooooon.
Just be patient. ; D |
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[Feb. 25th, 2006|09:25 pm] |
Have I actually bothered stopping and thinking about the others around me, taking a good look at them and wondering, who really is he/she?
I've realised, after being a very selfish person, how insensitive I've been to many. Especially to people like Yao, Emily, Tammie, etc. I've never thought about how you guys felt when I threw a tantrum or pulled a long face. I've never really stopped to think, what am I doing to the people around me, or am I doing this at the expense of others?
"i realised how selfish we humans can get.from the simplest thing like thinking about how worthless you are to endangering yourself uneccessarily to complaining and pulling a long face.it's selfish if you think you're worthless and no one cares about you cos people do. but how many times have i thought that? how many times do people think that again and again? it isn't fair to those who care. that's why it's selfish to endanger yourself uneccessarily, becuase you wld only be hurting them. we affect one another whether we like it or not. why pull a long face and make someone unhappy when you could be smiling and making them happy instead?"
I'm really really very sorry. And, thank you guys, Kang, Yao, Emily, Tammie, Samm, and all the others, for having been there for me, whenever I was down or needed some ranting, or when I needed some help or advise or encouragement. Thank you guys so much.
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Some people, however, have been really disturbing up till now. I've tried so many times to be nice to you and to be a friend. But tell me just how many times have you let me down? Who the hell do you think you are? Just because I did something that has totally nothing to do with you, you start hurling swears at me like anything, and until now you're still at it. What's this about a new you that you were planning a few months back? What did it turn into? Now you're even worse than ever. You're a liar, you're a slacker, you're just everything nobody wants at all. I'm not trying to be uber mean here, all right? I can't say that I dont lie or anything, but I'm way better than you. I don't deliberately tell someone I'm not turning up for a movie because I've got tuition but still appear there. I don't stay at the wall just because I'm not in the mood to swim when I'm supposed to be swimming, and pass rude comments on people's stroke. I don't swear at or ignore or get pissed someone just because I feel like it at that moment. I don't act like a retarded fellow trying to attract attention and harass others when they're trying hard train but keep getting hindered by you.
And, I cannot stand the way you use my name to tag and insult me. You call me an attention seeker, but take a look in the mirror. If you think you are that big a figure, so much so that we should remember you more than rachel yeung, well then you are so wrong. What's more, I don't whine as much as you. You think you're really cool by telling me that I had a biosterous ego in the past and now I'm a hardcore whiner? Well then let me tell you, you're much more, and your comments aren't very much appreciated thank you very much. Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me. Stop trying.
I really cannot bring myself to be nice to you any longer. Really hope I don't see you in training any time soon.
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The pace is picking up, and I'm trying really hard to keep up. Late nights doing SS essays, heavy eyebrows in Chinese class, rushing out summaries in the morning, quite inevitable at times. What's more, I've got to find time for swimming, track, wushu, sports capt stuff, studying and self-revision. Committments, hah ;D
The good thing is, though, my efforts are paying off well. Not very well, but good enough for now. I managed to pass my first Chinese common test of the year, with only 4 people in my class passing. Quite an accomplishment, especially to beat Yixiong and Wenda. Also, not forgetting Physics! I really can't believe I got highest in class for the test, 28/35 when I actually quite dislike that subject. Highest in the level was 33 though, some scholar I guess.
Hope I can pull it off for Bio as well. =/
when people try to put you down
just walk on by don't turn around
you've only got to answer
to yourself |
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[Feb. 22nd, 2006|11:04 pm] |
This supernatural soliciting
Cannot be ill, cannot be true. If ill,
Why hath it given me earnest of success
Commencing in a truth? I am Thane of Cawdor.
If good, why do i yield to that suggestion,
Whose horrid image doth unfix my hair,
And make my seated heart knock at my ribs
Against the use of nature? Present fears
Are less than horrible imaginings.
My thought, whose murder yet is but fantastical
Shakes so my single state of man that function,
Is smothered in surmise, and nothing is
But what is not. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2006|09:01 pm] |
| [ | ear candy |
| | Kenny Loggins - Your Heart Will Lead You Home | ] |
Support Adriano! Send M6 to 77377 now! haha.
!SMASH'D last saturday!
Went down to Tampines Mall at 2pm. Was supposed to meet Chris at 1pm but he was sick, how sad. Went to buy some stationery at Popular and at the same time take a look at some CDs. Then went down to the interchange to wait for Kim at 2.20. I waited for like, half and hour for her, only to see her so damn overdressed and in some weird hairstyle, lol no offence Kim. Met Zu Cheng after Kim kept delaying cos she didn't want to walk around with her hair like that. Ran off to Pavilion LAN shop where Sin Huat, Jason, Terence and Jonathan were playing CS, and where Kim decided to redo her hair after much persuasion from ME! haha. It seriously looked much better okay. By then it was around 3.45. Met Shawn Ting at the interchange.
Lunched at Express Teppan-yaki at TM basement. Met Yichao and gang who had gold hair spray! And since it was already 4.50 I decided to do my hair instead of heading over to Kela's house to let her do it, to save time. Went to the toilet to do my hair, with Shawn's help. The outcome was uh... kind of saddening.
Rushed into the MRT station, and it was running quite late... 5.05! Decided not to go to Kela's house and Follow Kim and the rest instead. Ran back into TM only to discover that they were gone. Met them again at the MRT station an met Andy/Aladdin lol.
Arrived at DTE at 5.20. Kela called and uh, "scolded" me for not going over to her house because she was planning to leave at 6.20 instead, with Marie and Xiaxue. Haha. Borrowed gold hair spray from Yuan Song and got Neville to spray it for me, but damn he almost screwed it up so Michelle took over.
Then went to the bus stop to pick Sarah up. Went back in to wait for Hyder, Syafiq and the three girls.
They arrived at about 6.10 and we went in to get seated. Kangyu and Steffi koped my bag to smuggle in Macs! hahah.
The introduction performance, Wake Me Up When September Ends by Dzul was, uh, horrible. He was like jumping about and screaming into the mic like some mad idiot so we couldn't really make out the words. But it was all an act lah.
Then all the performances by the contestants. First up was Dead and Over With, from our school! Liang, Wenda, Sean(sry i don't know how to spell his name lol), Chee Ching and Weipo. Wenda's drumming was fricking pro. Couldn't really make out Liang's singing because according to Wenda, he was a little high... lol.
I can't say i was really impressed by all the performances. Those that caught my eye (or ears), though, were Thiara(solo vocal with Udaya on keyboard), some dance group I forgot the name, Infrared (dance group from my school), and RYAN's beatboxing! Whoo. Sadly, though, the dance category winners were the girls, Infamous. Didn't think they were really that good compared to the other two dances.
And then, people from the beat society and Ronin performed. Man, was my principal pertubed by Ronin when they started a mosh pit though they weren't supposed to. She literally walked out of the place in digust. One of their bassists later apologised.
Overall, it wasn't as good as I thought I would be. A little disappointed as well.
After that, went to Macs for supper with Xiaxue, Nic, Kela and Val. Got home at 11+.
!SMASH'D!
Sunny days and starry nights
lazy afternoons
You're counting castles in the clouds
and humming little toons.
But somehow right before your eyes
the summer fades away,
Everything is different and
everything has changed
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