tears

now i know i am lost. i am about to lose something that means so much. so many of us are going to lose something that means the world to us and i dont think she even knows it. i dont know that she knows how much she means to us. i wish i could talk to her so i could tell her i am willing to help and i have a few ideas of how i can help. and i know so many would want to help her. she is an amazing person and non of the things that are happening to her should be. we may of had some bad times in the end but i dont want anything bad to ever come to her. and here they are and i dont think there is anything i can do to help her. i will miss her so much. so many of us will miss her so much. i know for a fact she will always have a place in all of our hearts. holly you made a very big inpact on our lives. we love you so much and i know that we will always be here for you.