Cold weather makes me so lazy! I've been way into naps and HBO lately... I wish that I lived in an old home with a big stone fireplace and an old gas grill to make tea. I believe that I was born in the wrong decade. I wish I grew up in the 70's. Or 20's. Minus the racism... Who am I kidding? I'm sitting here on livejournal right now... I'd probably be bored. Or even MORE weird! IMAGINE!!! oh goodness

I've lost all touch with my inner thoughts, it's all gurgling out into my fingertips and it's so odd. I don't spend much time thinking about myself anymore. I need to be more reflective. I don't spend much time talking to anyone about anything slightly above menial, either. I don't know how to express MYSELF to others. I can explain the three different types of volcanoes and why they errupt differently (ask me about it anytime) yet I cannot for my life talk to anyone about what's happening with me and Joshua Jackson. What an odd and beautiful relationship.

I'm going to start trying to post more! I PROMISE! I need to as much for myself as for your entertainment.



A MESS OF RANDOM PHOTOS!










Josh/Stephen Hybrid











And now... I exit to my left... for.. a.. nap!