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[12 Nov 2005|03:21pm] |
aren't i just a terrible person who fucks everything up? and i'm so immature, gosh. oh, and i can't forget that I ALWAYS CAUSE DRAMA. because i speak my mind.
mhmm.
maybe it's time for some new friends. some that don't know me. ones i won't get so attached to.
i just need a camera, some awesome bands, some beautiful scenery, and i'm set. friends are overrated anyway.
a year and a half and I'M GONE. to seattle. or maybe to new york; to pratt art institute. just somewhere out of lakewood.
typical, "i hate my life here, i can't wait to leave" teenage bullshit;
don't mind me.
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[08 Nov 2005|06:47pm] |
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, repost this little paragraph and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.
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[06 Oct 2005|09:50pm] |
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here we go again...
your shadow is the only friend you know...
look around and all you see are these broken down attempts...
i can't say it's all mine or everyone else's fault, but stuff gets too much out of hand sometimes. i'm sorry if i've ever said anything to anyone that they didn't like. i'm sorry i speak my mind. i'm sorry i'm a drama queen. i'm sorry i'm a bitch. i'm sorry you can't accept me for who i am.
tell me my faults. tell me what your problem is with me.
i need to hear if i'm doing something wrong. i need to hear you're here for me.
i'm trying to be a better person... i really am...
but i need my friends to stop playing with my feelings. please...
tell me the truth.
p.s. where the fuck is my best friend when i need him? probably off gallivanting with la douche. =/
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[06 Oct 2005|08:30pm] |
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truce "overrated" |
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i think i've said this before, but...
apparently, i'm a massive bitch who causes nothing but drama.
so, if you have something to say to me, please tell me. i'd like to know how i can make myself a better person.
<3 kthxbye.
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[06 Oct 2005|07:08pm] |
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truce "endless serenade" |
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amy_dance and heal_the_libra:
sorry, access denied.
and to anyone else who even thinks about letting chance borrow their LJ name so he can read my journal; you'll be gone, too.
<3 kthxbye.
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[04 Oct 2005|06:20am] |
this is bullshit. i wanted the drama out, but it keeps finding it's way in. so fuck it. this journal is going to be only photographs from now on. i'll probably make another normal one sometime later. but for now, fuck it. <3 and fuck you.
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