I think I'm starting to pick up. I'm starting to do more positive things. I've been mainly quiet on the net for a while, not that anyone would really know if I was missing or not. There's no one around who would miss me if I never updated this thing.
I wonder how much in advanced JC will announce these tour dates, if it is a fact. I really could do with some time to save up and maybe get a job? If I know it's for sure I'll go just do a few weeks down at high risk, double money and unsociable hours pay. Damn that bloody atlantic ocean.
I got the DVD's today which is one good thing. I sat down again to watch 8 mile but can't get that far into it. I don't know what it is, usually I can sit and watch ANY movie.
Made some new goals after some terrible news today.
1. Going to start going to the gym, starting Sunday. Why have spent all that money on the damn thing if I don't use it?
2. Start a diet tomorrow.
3. Email uni on Monday and see where I stand on finishing my degree. If I can still do it then get on with that, if not then look into starting something in september when everything starts up again.
4. Continue with therapy and working to get things in order.
5. Stop giving in to mood swings and try to be more positive.
6. Eventually one day give up smoking.
7. Start saving some money.
8. Be more friendly...how I have no idea. I think I'm a friendly person I just find it very hard to make that first step.
misunderstood_
mellow.