brain meltdown

For a long time I have had many simultaneous thought streams. I got used to having two dominant ones and a bunch of secondary ones, one of which would occasionally rise to the surface to compete in the debate. This may be normal or not: I am uncertain.

With music I have always had a sort of soundtrack in my brain. But it has always been one song which was either based on my thoughts or tempo of walking or random recall. While exercising today, though, my brain snuck up on me and smashed through. Suddenly I was listening to Stevie Nicks, Mstrkrft, Def Leppard, Noir OST1, Queensryche, and Laidback Luke. All at once in some sort of weird simultaneous jumble/melange. My jukebox has never done this before.

It is completely freaking me out. I am trying to reprogram myself by listening to the One True Song over and over to drive away the strangeness. You do not want even two songs competing in your head, much less six. At least blasting myself with one song is defeating the soul ripping chaos.

Now to go out and but a fluffy white cat and a servant with a sharp metal brimmed hat.

Edit: Blasting is kinda working. I can feel the other bits trying to escape but this song can defeat all others given time.