my boob's so white. you can so see it. fucking uneven tan. i hate it. last night was my first event as a proper employee. all the hard work was worth it. what a success. props to helena's photo and her ever growing modelling skills. man, she has come a long way since our last shoot.. so proud! anyway, the pics from the event will be out soon. life's been awesome.
"tinuturo ka ng fag ko kanina.. sabi niya "she's your friend? nag-flash yan ng boobs sa government?" " PUTANGINA! HAHHAHAHHA. ok lang gov't naman eh. :DD
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. im so happy right now. i could ALMOST die. it's ridiculous. this smile on my face. i cant even construct proper sentences because my face aches from mindless smiling.
mel's birthday party tonight. should be crazy. she's coming in a plaid skirt as a sexy london girl. sexy r&b is the theme. well, nica mendes made the theme up. hahaha. rhianna daw siya. we're going to the mendes parlor to get makeovers. yayness. :DD
But i am learning now the language of care and waking. I could never live there with you because there are pieces in myself that do not fit and yet are also mine. I am stranger to myself more than you will ever know : how my skinpores dream the ancient languages while my braincells protest the ill logic of its structuring; how my eyes stream with unlived grief while my hands shape the sounds of the moaning, gnashing sea in me
i haven't stopped listening to this track that plays that american beauty theme where things start to unravel with the vocals of don't let it bring you down by niel young.. annie lennox did a version too, i think. i am in love with this song.
remember that sex and the city episode where carrie starts feeling better about the who mr big and natasha thing because she recieved a note from her and she made a mistake somewhere? like using their instead of they're or something to that effect?
so,i was doing my usual stalking on myspace and then in someone's profile, there it was. a comment from this girl.. instead of saying "YOUR picture" she says "YOURE PICTURE". i've probably made the same mistake before but it's just amusing to see it plastered in all caps from that girl. i don't even have anything against her. it's just that she's one of those girls, yknow? she's the really perfect girl with perfect straight hair blahblahblah. she's a trophy wife, basically. haha. i'm probably just bitter. but fuck it, it was amusing for a minute and a half.
God, for some reason, i've been thinking about when tiesto was here in manila. that has got to be THE BEST EVENT i went to this year. it was mindblowing. just thinking about it gives me goosebumps. i've never seen manila so alive. seriously. i mean, people flew in from not only around the country but also around the world.. i guess they knew tiesto is fucking good.. but tiesto in manila.. that's a different story. i've gone to van dyk and chicane ...they arent even in the same category. honestly, nothing will ever compare to that night. even all those people i know who go to all these kinds of events tell me that tiesto was THE BEST EVENT MANILA HAS EVER SEEN. april 1, 2006 oh how i love.
omg, when i heard about the rumours that tiesto was dead i had mixed feelings. but mostly i really didnt know what i was feeling because it felt like such a big deal! it was weird. i remember when i told a friend, she stared blankly for half a minute and said "but he said he was gonna be back". at the same time we were thinking how awesome april 1 would be cuz it would remain sacred.
i remember after his set, on our way out all anyone could do was just observe everything around them. there was a group of about 20 people sitting in a circle all still at awe. no one could believe it. everyone said it was good and everyone had the highest expectations but he took us all to a place no one in manila has ever seen before.
i dont want him to come back too soon .. not till something like 2010. i remember him saying he wanted to come back to the philippines but next time in bora.
"there is only ONE PARTY TONIGHT!!" "one night, one party" "we are tiesto virgins no more"
i've posted this before but god this video almost brings me back :
all that was last week thursday. fluxxe anniv. that was fun. more pictures at anothernightout.com anyway, i love you hannah cruz. i miss you na. you left me last night! don't you know i have Abandonment issues? ha? ha? iniwan mo ang lola mo. ahahhaha. deins. i had fun naman last night. hope you had fun last night too.
even milan didnt go out last night, that bastard. BUT!! rianna decided to go out with me so it was rianna mikko and a friend with lia and i. the dancing queens are back again. that's all we did all night, dance! i love it. i had too much to drink by the end of the night. i was blasted.
i should really work on uploading all my pics on multiply. sorry friends! i've been real lazy. they'll be up soon. wah. friday tom hopefully i can leave for batangas on monday morning.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qEbXiFUM5rA this song, on the other hand, i'm in love with. ugh. how heartbreaking is his voice. and i think i'm in love with HIM. number one endearing quality in an artist for me, losing thyself.
First of all, a happy happy 20th to my dearest bru, TRINA. you have been to me, in more ways than one, one of the best friends anyone can ask for. I hope you had a blast last wednesday. We surprised her in la salle.. everyone came to visit. :)
the eggs with the egg head. of course, the birthday girl with the flowers
then later on that night, more insanity took place. we had a blast in embassy. happy birthday to jon. man, all that free booze was a fucking fiesta for all of us. Not to mention, the DJ just played all the right songs. i love my friends. thanks you guys.
love me love me say that you love me
after they left, i stayed and got myself into a lot of annoying circumstances. it's not that i'm THAT affected. i just don't like it when people make me look stupid, you know? well, whatevs. they played i just wanna dance with somebody and since you've been gone, good enough for me.
you know what, now that a lot of people are back from the states, i'm riding along with their summer.. well, i'm not complaining. it has been loads of fun. a lot of drama too, but that comes with the fun, i guess. friday night at embassy again. thanksthanksthanks to everyone.
more good times tonight. this time, i'm kind of in the mood to get really drunk. hmmmm, yay, i have an outfit na. i wanna dance to beep. lol.
you know what, you meet so many people when you're out but it makes me so glad that in the end of the day, i have certain friends i can trace roots with. i love you guys and yuo know who you are.
my room's a mess. i don't know what to pack. pfft. i'm leaving for hongkong tomorrow. malaysia right after. i'm happy. not just because of that. but also because when i get back.. janthina will be too. im not sure about hannah.
got tagged by Hannah Matronic (Frigidaire) Once you are tagged, write a blog entry about your 6 weirdest habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to tag six people to do this in their lj. :)
hmm weirdest habits?
lemme see. a strange pattern of behavior acquired through frequent repetition
1. during useless and seemingly endless nights, i mess up my entire room trying on all the outfits thinkable. With that, i put togehter oufits i can't pull of or too scared to wear in public. Like, it's 4 am and i'm full blast glam with hella thick make up. I turn on some kylie, madonna, mariah, whitney or sugarbabes.. then dance, drink and smoke in my outfits. omg, i do it ALL the time. janthina knows about this, i think. princess too. one time i was fully dressed an my mom walks into my room and screams "tatakas ka nanaman?"
2. when i go to restaurants that have big ass mirrors on their walls.. I as much as i can, never stay on the opposite side of the mirror. this is kind of gross but i do it because my i end up looking at myself more than the person i'm having a meal with. it's disgusting! i hate it.
3. I try to write social commentaries, novels, short stories, whenever i fell worthless or shitty. somehow, it allows me to remember that there's some kind of depth somewhere deep inside of me. Not that it really proves anything cuz i never finish it anyway.
4. When i'm on the phone with a friend. i usually end up just having a piece of scrap paper while doodling on it. i write the names of the people we talk about.. people we're close to, people we know, people we don't know. one time i foun pieces of paper scattered around the house and it had the strangest names written down on them. I was observing one of them and seemed that most of the names in it were in the tatler most eligible list, so maybe that was while talking to either hannah prin or jan, gossiping over these people. The other one had the SADDEST lines from movies, and i realized that must've been while talking to trina because she's weak like that. hahaha.
5. On nights similar as the ones i mentioned in #1, I gather all my old clothes, cut them up, sew patches on them, embellish them, and try to make them look currently vintage. like seriously, it's weird cuz i cut socks up too. i do this more than twice a month. its crazy.
6. i eat cheese with raw lumpia wrapper. now that's weird.
I tag, KAT, HELENA, CLAIRE, RIANNA, GAB, and RUMPLES
i really wanna quit all my bad habits. and i mean, sincerely. i figured, if i continue diong the things i do, i'll be wasting my life away. i have thrown away countless opportunities just because i was too caught up in having fun. -- i forgot about sacrifices. i forgot that life isnt all fun and games. i haven't achieved anything i was dreaming about 10 years ago. i'm walking around like a headless chicken. i'm really, oh sincerely and honestly, lost. i just wanna do things i do well and do them superbly.