35 questions you can answer in a comment if you so choose. :-)

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship:
02) What was your dream growing up:
03) What talent do you wish you had:
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be:
05) Favourite vegetable:
06) What was the last book you read:
07) What zodiac sign are you:
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where:
09) Worst Habit:
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride:
11) What is your favourite sport:
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude:
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me:
[14) Worst thing to ever happen to you:] OPTIONAL -- substitute "best" or "weirdest," if you prefer
15) Tell me one weird fact about you:
16) Do you have any pets:
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
18) What was your first impression of me:
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary:
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be:
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience:
22) What colour eyes do you have:
23) Ever been arrested:
24) Bottle or can soda:
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it:
26) What's your favourite place to hang out at:
27) Do you believe in ghosts:
28) Favourite thing to do in your spare time:
29) Do you swear a lot:
30) Biggest pet peeve:
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself:
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance:
33) Favourite and least favourite food:
34) Do you believe in God/a higher power/whatever you want to call it:
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you

I think I have become addicted to Diet Dr. Pepper! :P I forgot to bring one with my lunch today and now that's all I can think about!!! AHHH!
I think I am going to have to run to McDonalds and get me a supersize one :)

My pop pop is dying. He's been in the hospital for about a week now, and just keeps getting worse :( His body is basically shutting down. He wont eat, wont open his eyes, wont talk, his hands have turned blue...The doctor called my mom this morning and told her he doesnt think he will last another week :( My mom and brother Tyler are going to Pennsylvania tomorrow afternoon to see him. I hope he can make it until my mom can say good bye. On the other hand I hope he doesnt have to suffer much longer. He's miserable..he just wants to go...go be with his wife, my nanny. (she passed away a long time ago and he has always just wanted to go be with her) Life can be so depressing. I am so glad I got the chance to visit him over the summer. I had a gut feeling that if I didnt go I would really regret it. Every time someone close to me is dying my Pappy ( my dads dad who also passed several years ago) comes to me in my dreams, he always says to me in the dream "everything will be ok sis" ( he called me sis when he was alive) Last week I had a dream that pappy and I were in a big beautiful house that over looked a huge lake with big green trees. In my dream I was staying with him in this house. I had woken up early to spend time with him. We sat on this beautiful deck looking out at the lake...he turned to me and said " everything will be ok sis" and that is the only words I remember in the dream...sure enough a day after the dream is when my pop pop really started to go down hill. I havent told my mom this..i figure it would be too much to share that with her now.
I am really sad that Isabelle will probably not have many memories of Pop pop when she gets older :( I think I am going to make a picture frame for her, full of pictures of the 2 of them and hang it in her room, and always talk to her about the pictures, and what they would do when we went to visit and the toys they would play with, etc...that way maybe it will all stay in her memory. Death is so hard to deal with.
This has felt like the longest day ever! With the time change and all that has happened today I just wish the day would end so I can go to bed. Soon! very soon!
On another note, my mom went for a follow up with her doctor today. Now that she has been sober (which I am so proud of her) her lab work is back down to normal! She's no longer yellow, she's lost about 15 pounds, she really looks great! The reason my brother Tyler is going with her to PA is she does not trust herself not drink if she goes alone and with the circumstances.
Just had to get that all out. I don't write her much. Hopefully the next time I write, it wont be so sad.


From our last visit. They loved taking walks together.







Isabelle's 2nd visit to see Pop Pop


Isabelle's 1st visit. The 1st time he got to meet her <3



I am going to miss him so much!

I know I never post here anymore..But if you haven't already seen these on facebook, here ya go :)

Went through a couple of boxes of my "skinny" clothes on Friday. Mostly sizes 16, 15 and 14. Pulled out a couple pairs of things that are 16, and w00t, they fit! I am so happy to be wearing a pair of 16 jean capri's right now! They are stretchy mind you..but they are still size 16 and still came out of my skinny clothes box!! woo! My goal..to lose 25ish more pounds..I have already lost 24. I want to be able to wear the rest of my skinny clothes by winter, (most of the stuff in the box is cute sweaters and pants) :)

My brother got his first job about 2 months ago...all into it, would work overtime, etc. Come to find out...it was a SCAM company, and it got busted!
My dads friend called my dad last night and said uhh, I think I just saw your son on ABC worldwide news :P

Heres the link- if you watch the clip, my brother is the one in the white baseball cap :)

http://abcnews.go.com/Blotter/story?id=8152126&page=1

I guess last night the FBI broke a window and broke into the office building and took all the files.

Guess it's time for him to look for a new job :P

Hey girls!

What do you use to prevent getting razor burn when you shave your bikini area??

Does anything actually work??

This weather is crazy! Thunder, lightning, of & on rain! San Diego never sees this kind of weather. I love it!!

It's scaring pup though :( He's hiding under my desk :P

Can someone explain to me why the airlines charge $250 Round trip for a small dog to travel in cabin under a seat?! When it even counts as the passengers carry on!!! Shit for $6 more I can buy him his own damn seat!
I hate airlines..

I need to make a friend who has a plane :P