Melissa Hughes ([info]melissa_hughes_) wrote,
@ 2006-05-17 14:17:00
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Current location:the office
Current mood: indifferent
Current music:"The Metro" by Berlin
Entry tags:tm

tm Challenge: Write About Your Mother
My mother. Ok. I guess I’ll write about my mother. Anything to keep my mind off . . . The Squid. That’s right. I’m going to just pretend I didn’t hear the . . . I guess we’ll call it ‘ruckus’ . . . in his office the other day AND pay no attention to the graphic rumors flying around AND continue to believe those scratches on his face and neck and god knows where else are just from some inexplicable fall. I can ignore all of this. He’s still mine. Whether he knows it yet or not.

Anyway, back to my mother.

I guess the word mother can mean a lot of things. I mean, it’s just a word. It can just mean the person who gave birth to you, or I guess it can mean the person who raised you and cared for you. I’m not sure the best way to describe my mother. All I really knew, growing up, was that my mother was different. She was never traditional, and she always followed her own paths. Which is good! Believe me, it’s good. I totally admire this about her. It was really great how she traveled a lot, and explored a lot, and never got stuck in those awful ruts of having a traditional job or a traditional marriage. 'You only live once, don’t you,' she would say. But anyway, it seemed like she was always the happiest when my dad would come for visits. I remember them in his van, singing along to the radio. We never actually went anywhere, we just drove around and I would pretend we were a normal family, taking a normal Sunday drive. But we don’t really talk about him any more. I think her new boyfriend doesn’t like him. I wonder what Alan’s mother was like.

*stares at typewriter*

Hmmm, I’m still thinking about The Squid.



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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-18 06:10 am UTC (link)
He was never yours, Melissa. There's something about claiming possession of a person that makes me inwardly shudder. Cast a blind eye if you must, but he is the subject of those graphic rumors (many of them true) and those various and sundry scratches were acquired in precisely the way you might deliberately choose not to imagine.

You know what you want--it's one of several qualities you possess that I find admirable. And you know me...well enough to have already begun pretending. Consider that I may not be what you want.

My mother tell me the use of the past tense was a lucky guess had blue eyes, blonde hair and a fondness for giving gifts. She made delicious french toast but only on Saturday mornings.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-18 04:28 pm UTC (link)
He’s the one who’s pretending. Because he DID participate in the kiss . . . didn't he?

*opens filing cabinet and begins stuffing papers inside* You don’t need to worry about me, Alan. I’m a big girl, and you know what? I can wait. I can wait through Lizzie and through the Squid and the chick in the elevator and the chicks fighting over you on the floor and all the other inane debauchery you consider your love life until - you're ready to sleep with someone who actually admires and cares about you . How stupid do you think I am? I see what you’re doing here, Alan; you’re trying to protect me from you *looks at the particularly jagged scratch on his cheek and notes the irony* but you know what? We both know it’s going to happen. *closes filing cabinet drawer and turns back toward desk* Next season.

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-18 07:35 pm UTC (link)
He's rather old for that.

*watches impassively until she's finished, although he'd rather she didn't pay such close attention to the cuts* I by no means consider you stupid, Melissa. I do, however, think you're infatuated--I'd include the word "dangerously" in that description if it weren't already implicit.

Don't wait. The only claim you have to me is a kiss, while I've known Lizzie--in almost every way possible--for years. I'm not yours. I'm your boss, nothing more, and as such I suggest you put your time to more productive use.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-18 08:49 pm UTC (link)
*doesn’t answer him, but instead picks up a stack of papers on her desk, attempts to straighten it, and sets it down. Then picks up the same stack and attempts to straighten it again*

Alan *she finally says, to stop him from leaving* I guess I just, I don’t understand. I mean, *she looks around and lowers her voice to a whisper* you’ll do it with anyone; what makes you think it’d be so bad with me? *She interrupts his attempt at a reply, and walks toward him* You’re nothing more than a vaguely acquainted colleague to Marlene, I mean, you just met her like three days ago, I know you prefer it to not mean anything . . . so if you’re nothing more than my boss, *leans in close to whisper in his ear* why can’t we just . . . do it?

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-18 10:21 pm UTC (link)
*closes his eyes and takes a breath, then opens them* You'd like to mean to me what Marlene does.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-19 01:49 pm UTC (link)
*doesn’t move, her mouth still by his ear, and lets what he’s said sink in and finally sighs*

No. No . . . I don't want that. *lets her hands run up along his sleeves then squeezes his arms* I don't know. I'm just, I'm just so attracted to you. I don't know what to do about it. *rests head on his shoulder* No one has ever really gone to bat for me the way you have and you look so sexy when you give those long speeches and Alan please don't transfer me back to human resources!

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-19 05:46 pm UTC (link)
*smiles despite himself* You aren't going to be transferred. Not by me, at any rate.

*sighs, catching a whiff of her hair as he does so* Let it go. For my part, I'll try to limit myself to speeches no longer than five minutes in duration. *glances at her* Make that three minutes.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-19 06:43 pm UTC (link)
Oh, thank you! I really hated working with those guys.

*she hasn't moved her head from his shoulder* You're right Alan. I'll try to just let it go. *but instead of letting go she slides her arms under his jacket and pulls him closer*

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-19 10:00 pm UTC (link)
*warningly, eyebrows raised* Melissa.

I meant what I said. This...*shakes his head* there can't be any 'this' to speak of.

*doesn't quite meet her eyes* I need to get back to work.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-22 01:50 pm UTC (link)
Ohhh, fine. *let's go of him* But this might be your last chance, you know. Tomorrow . . . who knows. I might develop a crush on someone else. Maybe Denny! You can't predict these things.

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-22 03:02 pm UTC (link)
*smiles* A crush I can guarantee Denny wouldn't hesitate to consummate.

*once the smile's faded* I know what I'm doing.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-22 03:46 pm UTC (link)
*cringes in fear* Alright. So trying to make you jealous was a bad idea. Never mind. *then reconsiders* You'd honestly let me - no, nevermind.

*looks at him sadly* Sure you do.

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-22 06:42 pm UTC (link)
*touches her gently on the shoulder* Should you need me to call off Denny, I'll be in my office.

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[info]melissa_hughes_
2006-05-23 02:18 pm UTC (link)
Damn it! Now I'm going to have to make out with Denny, just so I can watch you burst in and gallantly rescue me

Alright. I'll keep that in mind. In the meantime, have fun with her. *sits down at desk and resumes working* It sounds like she's been having fun with you . . . and your stamina.

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[info]alan_shore
2006-05-23 08:32 pm UTC (link)
*raises eyebrows and opens his mouth to respond, but swiftly thinks better of it, instead offering her a faltering smile and retreating to his office*

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