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[28 Sep 2006|12:13am] |
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Robbie and me are still together, we have our ocasional up's and down's but lately all has been well.
I'm still working at the mall but my boss is a fucking douche, I can't stand it anymore so, tomorrow i'm going to start looking for a new job.
I'm going to have to get a good job, because me and rob are planning to move in together and we're saving up.
I'm so tired though, i'm going to bed.
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[23 May 2006|02:55am] |
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Robbie and I are doing good. We were made for eachother.
I started working at the mall, selling perfume.
It's a decent pay. At least now I can get what I need, without having to mooch off my parents.
I thought I'd make a little update, sense I haven't in awhile.
I've been busy working and what not.
oh well.
night.
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[09 Mar 2006|05:49pm] |
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Life is good.
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[23 Dec 2005|05:37pm] |
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srry i haven't updated much. someone stole my password yesterday and i had to change it. ♥
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[19 Dec 2005|02:56am] |
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[10 Dec 2005|02:01pm] |
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robbie and I are now a couple, we started going out on thursday.
12♥8♥05
i just had to put it down somewhere.
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[23 Nov 2005|08:58pm] |
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I'm going to my mom's for thanksgiving and robbie is coming with me. i'm so excited. we're still just friends, but i know we have something.
the other night he kissed me on the cheek and i felt something i haven't felt before. i fell asleep next to him afterwards on his bean bag thing, just cuddling and watching re-runs of stupid reality shows and talking about life. i love this boy.
Happy turkey day!
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[18 Nov 2005|02:54am] |
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robbie and jess sitting in a tree K I S S I N G ....
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[15 Nov 2005|07:24pm] |
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Would you...
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] listen to music with me?
[_] dance with me?
[_] make me breakfast?
[_] tap me on the butt?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] carress my body?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] want to wear my clothes?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle wit me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
ARE WE...
[_] aquintences?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?
AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
ARE Y0U...
[_] done with this survey?
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin bout me?
[_] going to repost this so that i will return the fav?
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[05 Nov 2005|11:20am] |
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i decided to update becuz i haven't in a while and i'm bored..
Halloween was okay, went to a party and saw ryan there with alyssa. we broke up couple weeks ago but i still have feelings for him which sux becuz it looks like he's on to newer and better girls.
So I spent the night skankin with vanessa and her friend christy..
then i met this boy named robbie total punk boy but very sweet, and he's very good looking. He said he liked my whole ska style haha, i thought that was very cute. The night ended with him giving me a ride home and exchanging phone numbers.
the very next day he called me and he wanted to hang out so i agreed and he picked me up and we went out for lunch and then went for a walk.
we talked about a lot of things like old relationships and he asked me if i was still going out with ryan (he is friends with one of ryans friends and he told him about me and ryan) and i told him the truth that no i wasn't and that he broke up with me for some unknown reasons..personally i think he got bored of me and wanted a new girl to fuck with.
robbie called ryan a whole bunch of names and said that he's very stupid for letting me go and that made me smile and feel good.
i'm getting over ryan really fast lmao.
robbie just broke up with his girlfriend 2 weeks ago becuz she went to this party without robbie and hooked up with some other guy.
he said that she really hurt him becuz they had been going out for awhile.
the past week we've been hanging out together and just taking it slow.
yes i still kinda like ryan but i have a huge crush on robbie now...and i think he likes me too but i think we're going to take this slow.
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[01 Nov 2005|03:15am] |
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i'm too lazy to update about everything.
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[28 Sep 2005|06:59pm] |
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Staff development tomorrow so no school.. yippie.
Ryan and I are BETTER but things are still rocky I can feel it.
The other night I asked him if wanted to break up with me or something because he was acting very distant and he just responded with an "I don't know" later he dropped me off at home he hugged me and kissed me goodnight and before I went to bed I saw that he text me a message saying "i love you goodnight"
I'm so confused and I don't like these mind games.
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[25 Sep 2005|06:24pm] |
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I'd just like to say that boys are overrated.
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[20 Sep 2005|08:31am] |
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long time no update.
me and ryan have been fighting a lot, which really scares me because i love him so much and i don't want to lose him.
yesterday we were heading out to see our friends and then we started arguing because i asked him if we could leave a little early because i wanted to spend time with him alone sense we've barley had any US time because of school and work. At first he didn't answer me and when i asked again he yelled
"jessica, i can't do everything you want me to do just like that!" so i asked him what that was supposed to mean and we just started going back and fourth. When we got to joeys, he didn't even look at me or even say anything the whole night he just kept drinking with his friends so when i had enough i asked
laura if she could please take me home sense she was heading that way anyway. she agreed and i grabbed my stuff and was leaving when joey was all "you're leaving!?" and i told him that i was tired and what not so i said bye to him.
ryan continued to act like i didn't exist so i just turned around and left.
later when i was on msn he had imed me but i was away and he said "i know you're probably going to ingore me and not talk to me but i don't want it to end this way please call me. love you. ryan"
i'm not going to call him though because he really hurt me so i'm going to let him call me and i'll act distant and we'll probably end up breaking up and i'll regret it all.
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[13 Sep 2005|10:46am] |
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lol i'm the slut one
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[09 Sep 2005|11:36pm] |
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I seriously hate school now more then before.
i hate all these bitches that try to start shit and then don't back it up and just start bullshit rumors about you.
i'm so over this.
atleast i have my boyfriend to back me up no matter what.
he's the only one i can trust now.
by the way i still don't have a computer but i'm hoping by next week i will.
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[31 Aug 2005|03:10am] |
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I hate school..
I hate everything about it..
waking up, the people, the teachers, the work..just everything.
on top of that my mom is always bitching at me...
I don't have a computer anymore at home, but my grandma lets me use hers so i'll be writing in here whenever I can.
Me and Ryan have been fighting about the dumbest things that i'm on the verge of just breaking it off..even though i've had strong feelings for him forever. Not to mention that he rather hang out with his friends then me.
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[22 Aug 2005|02:03pm] |
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school started today and it was ok i guess...first days are always slow and nerve racking. i don't want to go tomorrow..just thinking about it gets me in a bad mood. i don't have homework atleast...heh
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[17 Aug 2005|01:19pm] |
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I went to mike's party the other day and almost got into a fight with ana..but it's all good cuz ryan was there and now we're going out. i'm so happy I could die. hehe.
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[13 Aug 2005|12:55pm] |
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i'm so bored.
does anybody know where a good quiz place is?
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