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Mon, 11 Jul 2005 19:58:31 GMT

Sooo yesterday was awesome awesome food company drink and herb. My aunt uncle and grandmaother were crazy stank. And Alicia can't drink with me again she just gets mean.
but for today smoked a bowl went swiming and am just enjoying the ac right now Anchorman is on but I don't want to focus GOD i love jimi
and I want to go to amsterdam for my birthday yumm

I WANT MY DIGI CAM BACK *tear*

MOVING ON

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 06:09:47 GMT

I'm not using this journal anymore it kinda died out I made a new which I will definitly keep up with so add it pleaseee http://www.livejournal.com/users/velvet_catch/

quiz time

Sat, 11 Dec 2004 04:57:25 GMT

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I like frank better<33

You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything.

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Winter

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Fall

75%

Summer

40%

Spring

35%

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Fri, 10 Dec 2004 23:36:26 GMT

I can actually feel the world coming down around me.

I need some time where I can stop thinking I need to not think.

yo soy bumcake

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 03:51:50 GMT

yay I got jeans

Today was cool I got a Deftones shirt and vinyl thanks Nydia <33 and

lmao I showed the shrit to my dad and he said the deftones were a beebop band in the 50's

Cyn made me feel special.

I missed Natalie ,I can't wait to see Alicia tomorrow

I forgot about adam for awhile but I'm still very mad (the fucker lives in the same house as me and forgot my birthday)

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 03:12:47 GMT

My Chemical Romance kicked ass last night.
Crazy rough crowd and the little people looked like they where gona pass out.
We left after Anberlin and MCR whatever it was awesome

December 30th at Starland maybe hmmmmm

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 01:45:27 GMT

I'm so tired of the same shit everyday blah I need to get out of yonkers my birthday is in like a month

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 05:36:59 GMT

Well not much has been going I'm trying to get a job calling in on the want adds and not any luck with that sad face

O and A couple of days ago I was at Nydias with Alicia and Alicia decided she wanted to play darts and out of nowhere and threw a dart at me and it was just hanging stuck in my hand which was bleeding and I didn't have a camera which sucks because a picture would have been great. Some bitches are just to violent

Tickets came <333

...Herman my cat was just humping my dog

I had to hide all my paraphernalia because my sister likes to go through my stuff but thats ok because she might be movin out.

night

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 00:59:12 GMT

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable!

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 21:18:03 GMT

Story of the Year • Lostprophets • My Chemical Romance • Anberlin

Nydia: aww christines ordering her first ticketssssssss

<33333333333333

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 22:57:55 GMT

My brother was just watching an anime it was hilarious and than it got really scary

And now I'm going to go watch Foamy

and Adam sucks cuz he said I was high mad loud and hes trying to talk to me

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 16:01:30 GMT

Yesterday sucked...Take this blade to my wrist
Help me end what makes you ugly

Last night was awesome....I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever

Why do people always bring you up than shoot you down dot dot dot

My chest hurts I think my asthma is acting up

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 06:14:40 GMT

I like this picture of me ::claps::

French fry in a ketchup bottle

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 04:55:38 GMT

I've been up for forever and I have a stupid cold.

Less than Zero is such an awesome movie. <333

And I love the deftones

Yeah goodnight

wow

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 04:54:52 GMT

I haven't used this journal in forever thats kinda sad sorry about that.
This whole journal was so sad

Like every entry was about me being depressed.

So I've decided to start anew.

I have a new room downstairs pretty awesome <333

And I haven't cut in forever. And I'm doing good. so yeah here are some pics of me , Alicia and Nydia

Thu, 08 Apr 2004 03:38:53 GMT

so sick right now and my dads being mean ;;kicks him::

Wed, 31 Mar 2004 02:38:34 GMT

It feels like they can't stand me. Omg they talk to me sometimes and it makes me so happy but then sometimes they act like I'm not even there or as if I shouldn't be.

If only they noticed all the things I do for them maybe then they would be happy with me....or if they acted as if they liked me

Mon, 29 Mar 2004 17:59:28 GMT

ugh...life sucks right now

Sat, 27 Mar 2004 04:56:03 GMT

My dads not mad at me no more claps<3

But loren(my sister) still needs an as kickin any volunteers

Fri, 26 Mar 2004 19:14:22 GMT

My dad hates me

I'm not getting kicked out of my program and I need a job like right now.

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 22:27:09 GMT

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | fear of getting caught smoken(that already happened)
02 | death
03 | Being sick
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Alicia
02 | Nydia
03 | Stacey
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Weed
02 | Sex
03 | My friends
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Lies
02 | Feet
03 | Not havin money
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | My dad
02 | My lack of social life
03 | My anger
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | I
02 | don't have
03 | one
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Talking to Nydia
02 | typing
03 | Talking to Alicia
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Have kids
02 | Get a job that pays well
03 | Smoke massive amounts of weed
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | Talk
02 | Type
03 | Love
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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Dependent
02 | Loving
03 | Funny
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Work
02 | Focus
03 | Not smoke weed
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | EMINEM
02 | Funeral For A Friend
03 | Poison The Well
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | Jessica Simpson
02 | 98 degrees
03 | Nsync
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Let me live my life
02 | whatever
03 | later
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Ice cream
02 | chicken
03 | eggplant
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Pepsi
02 | Pepsi
03 | water
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | RAINBOWBRITE
02 | My little pony
03 | Gostbusters
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RANDOM QUESTIONS:
01 | why do I always have to be perfect
02 | why can't people just look good all the time
03 | Why can't all men have big penises that are circumsized

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 21:39:37 GMT

I want to change I think its time to start pretending more often....I cut today I'm so lost

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 19:46:21 GMT

Alicia is coming over to have a lil talk with me. Shes mad because "Nydia let me smoke weed" But I know it was my own choice...

I was scared to go to program today because I have to tell my therapist that I smoked. I already know that they are going to kick me out.

Last night went ok but I know my dad is mad because he gave me five dollars today and was like "don't spend it on pot please"

Alicia is going to chew my ass out. But she doesn't understand how sad I am all the time how the things my family say affect me I haven't cut but its so hard not to everyday is a fight and it feels like I'm going to lose.

Weed should be legal. I wish I lived on my own I wish I was happy or at least felt ok.

I wish my family would let me live my life its not right what they try to do. I'm an adult now its my life let me live it

I can't smoke for awhile I guess. God I'm going to miss it. I love it so much lol

I sound crazy oh well

Thu, 25 Mar 2004 02:24:51 GMT

I'm about to tell them about smoken wish me luck :[

Wed, 24 Mar 2004 20:53:58 GMT

Well, at my program today they drug tested and I KNOW I'm going to fail it. Which means they test me again to be sure and then ask me to leave. I really don't want to be there but I my dad will so filp when he finds out why. I don't know what to do I have no money to by one of those clean your system out things :[

So what am i going to do...get kicked out most likely we shall see.

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