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User:lovesick____ (3799965)
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Name:lovesick____
Website:. x - journal
Location:North Attleboro, Massachusetts, United States
Birthdate:1987-10-08
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Bio:fRED:

n. aka f-UNiT, fAG, fUChEAD, fRUiTIE, fREDDiE, fREDERELLA

[ d e f i n i t i o n ]**

n. 1. The personal name most frequently used as a
metasyntactic variable (see foo). Allegedly popular because
it's easy for a non-touch-typist to type on a standard QWERTY
keyboard. In Great Britain, `fred', `jim' and `sheila' are common
metasyntactic variables because their uppercase versions were
_official_ names given to the 3 memory areas that held I/O status
registers on the lovingly-remembered BBC Microcomputer! (It is
reported that SHEILA was poked the most often.) Unlike J. Random Hacker or `J. Random Loser', the name `fred' has no positive or
negative loading (but see Dr. Fred Mbogo.

See also barney).

2.An acronym for `Flipping Ridiculous Electronic Device'; other
F-verbs may be substituted for `flipping'.


I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit,
I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order or in therapy
Deranged, confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string
so what the fuck I got to lose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my real homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hoping to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess, indecisive, fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relying on my sanity, I threw it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today

I'm so, Hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold.
Forgiven though because of my beliefs
I'm no - body that you ever wanna be
'Cause I know that the world is afraid of me


Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid of the world because they want me to die,
can you believe it?
But I'm still alive... and been floating since '95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
Let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
Because it’s just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now

And I'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again

And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart 'cause I gave it away
No time for feeling sorry, I'll grieve another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feeling low
That's the same reason I hold on and never let go




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Interests:92: 36 crazyfists, 80's, 90's, a static lullaby, abuse, alphabetical order, anybody killa, bathory, beautiful women, beer, blaze, bleeding through, blunts, bong rips, bowls, boysnightout, bright eyes, bud, chibi, collide, connor oberst, cosmetics, cradle of filth, cunt, cursive, daughters, dreams, dropkick murphies, early slipknot, emo, esham, eyes, floccinauccinilhilpilofacation, freddie mercury, friends, from first to last, get-getin real blazed, gg allin, guttermouth, hardcore, haste, hippopotomonstrosequippedaliaphobia, horror movies, inappropriate touching, insane clown posse, joints, kissing, kottonmouth kings, laughter, lust, making music, marajuana, medicated, metal, mindless self indulgence, music, naked women, nora, nudity, paranormal, pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis, porn, pot, queen, questions without answers, rain, rocking out, senses fail, steriogram, synthpop, tech n9ne, the birthday massacre, the bled, the bouncing souls, the color pink, the cure, the faint, the good life, the suicide machines, tub ring, twiztid, undead, undying, unearth, violence, women, writing, xavier, yahoo, yesterday, you, zao
Schools:None listed
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Communities2:news, violetprison_
Friend of:29: bloodthrstylett, boy______broken, coral_reefer, cuttingxedge, falsetovalntine, insertcognition, kaite4904, lydz_martie, multi_pink, ninjapenisqueif, no_more_feeling, phipps_says, prettyeyedchild, sicklikeyou, slashed_r0mance, slipknot_6sic6, sto0pidsquirrel, sugarnspice6279, sytriss, tbmchibi, thewrongsurgeon, towingxjehovah, wilfred910, xlxpurplexlx, xpurelyinsanex, xs0_contagiousx, xxinfect_mexx, xxlestatxx, xyour_a_cxnt
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