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[27 Feb 2005|11:44pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

so yeah. it's been official. i just get too lazy to update.
i need to brush my teeth.

1 | Kiss.

boredommmmm. [26 Feb 2005|02:23pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

(x) - done
( ) - haven't done

the first bunch of question are the usual but there are some interesting ones further down

(x) ever smoked marijuana
(x) been drunk
(x) madeout with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) been to Japan
( ) played mailbox baseball [wtf?]
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) kicked someone's butt
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x)had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) stole something from my job
( ) celebrated new years in time square
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) walked a tightrope along train tracks
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) climbed a volcano
( ) used a fake ID
( ) gone ice skating
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) ridden on a camel
( ) climbed a mountain
(x) played ‘clue’
(x) had a sleepover
(x) been tickled
( ) seen a UFO
(x) told a lie
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) been fishing
(x) snuck into a movie
( ) consulted a psychic
(x) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) been to a zoo
( ) seen your dad cry @ a funeral
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( touched a starfish
(x danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) jousted/sword fought/jedi light thingys
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) been spit on by a llama..BASTARDS!
(x pole danced
(x) met anyone famous
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been to the circus
(x been to jail
(x) laughed during a sad scene in a movie/tv show
(x) played with an etch a sketch
( ) eaten caviar
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) hated your computer
(x) owned a pet
(x) made a banana-split
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) had a midnight picnic
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) laughed in the middle of church (when they do the hitler move at weddings.. haha)
(x stepped on a nail so that it went into your foot
( )made homemade ice cream
(x) actually enjoyed your classes
(x) used a magic 8 ball
( ) made a flower chain necklace or other type of jewelry
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils (markers)
( seen a moose up close
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you would never do
(x) played air guitar
(x) tripped up the stairs
( ) had a crush on a family member - ewwww
( made a mud pie - aww the memories
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) seen a broadway show on broadway
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
( )watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(x) cut down a christmas tree
(x) had a wish come true

1. name: Sam
2. single or taken: Taken
3. sex: duh
4. bday: July 13th, 1987
5. sign: Cancer
6. siblings: nope
7. hair color: brown
8. eye color: brown
9. height: 5'5

RELATIONSHIPS

1. who are your best friends?: maggy, karly, my mom and max.
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep ;]

FASHION STUFF

1. where is your favorite place to shop: i'm a sucker for target. sallles<3
2. any tattoos or piercings: only my ears are pierced and i have a tattoo on the front of my left shoulder-ish area.

SPECIFICALLY

1. do you do drugs?: pot?
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: tresemme <3 ;]
3. what are you most scared of?: being alone, the dark, plenty of things.
4. what are you listening to right now?: Copeland - "Brightest"
5. who is the last person that called you?: I don't remember.
6. where do you want to get married?: Somewhere outside
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 11
8. what would you change about yourself?: Nothing.

FAVORITES

1. color: pink, peach, teal, green
2. food: cheesey rice.
3. boys names: Christopher, Adam, Brandon.. i dont even fucking know. haha
4. girls names: Penelope Estelle, Alahna Mae..?
5. subjects in school: Fashion Merchandising & Promotion
6. animals: doggiesss. :]
7. sports: Don't care

HAVE YOU EVER

1. given anyone a bath?: a few little kids
2. smoked?: yes
3. bungee jumped?: nope
4. made yourself throw up?: yep
5. skinny dipped?: yep
6: ever been in love?: i don't think so.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yeah, lol.
8. pictured your crush naked?: lol, yeah.
9. actually seen your crush naked?: well.. my "crush" = my bf. so yeah? haha
10. cried when someone died?: who thought to put this question next? anyway yes.
11. lied: yep
12. fallen for your best friend?: mhm
13. been rejected?: yes
14. rejected someone?: yeah
15. used someone?: probably
16. done something you regret?: yep, but i wouldnt take them back for anything.

CURRENT

clothes: teal hoodie (its itchy wool), jeans, white shoes.
music: Clearlake - "I'd like to hurt you"
make-up: Whatever I missed when I washed my face last night.
annoyance: the itchyness of this sweater
smell: "curious" by bspears<3 :]
favorite artist: i dont know.
favorite groups: I don't have just one.
desktop picture: the one that comes with XP
cd in player: Norah Jones.
dvd in player: Cabaret

LAST PERSON

you touched: My mom
hugged: myMax
you imed: Morgan
you yelled at: The dog
yelled at you: Probably my mom
you kissed: Max

ARE YOU

understanding: usually
open-minded: for the most part.
arrogant: sometimes
insecure: yep
interesting: lol, i dont think so but. you decide?
random: haha yeah.
hungry: no
smart: when I try
moody: on occasion
hard working: when it's something worth working hard for.
organized: not really. i lose everything.
healthy: at the moment? kinda.
shy: with new people
difficult: soemtimes
attractive: I'm the ugliest girl in the world.
bored easily: yes.
messy: yeah.. i leave clothes everywherreee.
responsible: for the most part.
obsessed: sometimes i think am.. but i dont really know.
angry: when there's a reason
sad: not right now.
happy: for the most part
hyper: not right now
talkative: If it's a topic I know anything about.

2 | Kiss.

[21 Feb 2005|04:08pm]
[ mood | sick ]

,snkldfas i've been way sick since thursday. i'm not sure who got me sick since a bunch of people were sick. my throat is seriously swollen so a disgusting degree. i got max sick. i feel bad. a little. turnabout is coming up anddd i better be healthy for it. my throat is allllll white in like huuuge strands across the little muscle-y fiber strand things in your throat. and its so swollen that i cant even swallow my own spit. gross gross gross. and last night, i was at max's and maggy invited like. 123482 people to come hang out and i was just like i dont feeeel good. i dont wanna see that many people. so i just slept at max's all night. then i woke up at 5 in the morning and decided to come home cause my contacts were bothering me. i dont think im gonna go to school tommorow
i really wanna go back to the doctor. i know it isnt strep but whatever it is hurts and i want some fucking pills to make it better.
yeah. im probably gonna go pass out now. <3

7 | Kiss.

[15 Feb 2005|02:14pm]
[ mood | happy ]

i havn't updated in like. a month probably.
i get bored with lj alot.
but uh. new boy? i think so.
wonderful valentines with the new boy? definately.
are we "an item" with this new boy? who the fuck knows!
do i care? absolutely not.

4 | Kiss.

[17 Jan 2005|10:52pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

whatever, fuck you.
playing it off like you don't care is always the best way, right? ;]

edit:i really wish people would think about their actions.

2 | Kiss.

[14 Jan 2005|12:09am]
[ mood | tired ]

mhm.
i dont know whats up with me lately but.
i need to suck it up and be old cheerful sam again. :\
i dont like all this stupid not happy crappy stuff.
I I I.
i don't feel like myself.
but. thats life. yeah.
i'm tired though.
<3

Kiss.

k. [12 Jan 2005|09:58pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

so, howabout..
fuck you.
deal? deal.

2 | Kiss.

[12 Jan 2005|09:31am]
[ mood | restless ]

HASH(0x8934874)
40's to 60's Oh my god you are super mature... you
look at things just like they are, it's good
that you live in the real world, but dreaming
doesn't kill you, you know. Well anyways :D
mature person you are...


. What is you inner age?
brought to you by Quizilla


right. so now that i feel old and lame. :\

you should all give me money.
so i can .. move away from here.

1 | Kiss.

[06 Jan 2005|11:19am]
<td>
You are a sock.



You are a cozy, fuzzy, warm-hearted person. A lot of your friends describe you as a hopeless romantic. You fall for the opposite sex very easily. But be careful, because usually you don't know what you are getting into, and because you are very sensitive, you can get hurt... especially in early relationships. Also, don't exclude the cold-hearted from your "want-list", because they just might be looking for a kind person to warm up their heart.... or a sock to warm up their feet.

Most compatible with: Toilet Paper.


Click here -- What Random Object Represents Your Inner Self?
</td>
Kiss.

[06 Jan 2005|11:11am]
[ mood | cold ]

fuck snow.
fuck shoveling.
fuck broken snow blowers.

oh. and fuck chicago.

Kiss.

[04 Jan 2005|08:49am]
[ mood | amused ]

Gabe: God: "Moses, listen to me-"
Moses: "x god"
Moses:" God - ignored bastard"

Rofl, I love my friends.

1 | Kiss.

[03 Jan 2005|12:17am]

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Become a slut.

Get your resolution here


2 | Kiss.

[03 Jan 2005|12:12am]
[ mood | hyper ]

ohh darling [11:49 PM]: bubby= redneck name
ohh darling [11:49 PM]: for anything that has a dick
x lek [11:49 PM]: ROFL
x lek [11:49 PM]: jhahahalshglaskhg

Kiss.

[01 Jan 2005|05:02am]
[ mood | guilty ]

what the fuck was i thinking?
never. again.

Kiss.

[29 Dec 2004|10:52am]
[ mood | happy ]

i'm home.
i had fun.
lots of it.
the drive was
absolutely
positively
boring.
oh and,
i don't want to deal with your shit.
don't be such a slut.
i could care less what you think.
the end.
;]
-sam <3

4 | Kiss.

[24 Dec 2004|01:34am]
[ mood | sick ]

uh. so i have a stomach virus? thanks to the lovely ladies at the job i no longer have. (seasonal) but like. EVERYONE there got sick. and i puked and layed in bed all morning. then i had promised my mom i was gonna take her for patr of her christmas present today so i did. (we got her hair highlighted which took $100something dollars.) then i came home, wrapped presents, went to vanessas.. got plenty of fun jewelry and a playboy bunny pillow (which i later gave to maggy) and then.. i just got home. and i feel sooo sick still. i'm really pissed.

2 | Kiss.

[21 Dec 2004|08:18pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

I'm susceptible to stars in the skies,
I'm incurably romantic,
if they're told to me all covered with sighs,
the wildest of lies seems true.
Each time a lovebird sings,
I have no defenses,
my heart is off on wings
along with my senses.
I'm a set-up for the moon when it's bright,
I'm incurably romantic.
And I shouldn't be allowed out at night,
with anyone quite like you.
But, oh! Your arms are nice,
and it would be awfully nice
if you turned out to be starry-eyed like me,
and incurably romantic too.

Kiss.

[20 Dec 2004|01:06am]
yes.
10 | Kiss.

[18 Dec 2004|08:34pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

bad days + bad moods = worse days + pessism = ..just all around badness.
yeah.
i don't know if i'm gonna go on this little roadtrip or not. it kind of depends on the next few days.
i'm buying my own phone for christmas cause my mom is broke.
there's one present under our tree and it's for my mom.
i got off work early tonight (not without a fight) cause i thought i was going to barf all over everything and i had a migrane that made me cry. thanks to my wonderful genetics.
then. i woke up and was just in an even worse mood than i was this morning.
so.
i'm taking some advil and going back to sleep.
p.s. if anyone knows of a place you can get male strippers in the chicago area, let me know. liz & stephanie keep calling me and asking for them when i'm sleeping. ;|

3 | Kiss.

[16 Dec 2004|10:14pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I want to do with you, what spring does with the cherry trees. <3 :]

4 | Kiss.

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