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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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| Time: | 4:00 am. |
| Mood: |  tired. | | Music: | The Roots - Seed 2.0. |
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Umm well where to start....I'm drunk almost every night...alone and drunk....ummmm I work other than that and in my free time i try to work around the house so not alot of "Hanging out" for me...which doesnt matter...people i would usually hang out with just bitch and moan the whole time and yes i know there is nothing to do its Beckley but WTF? sitting at the OS playing cards talking aobut useless shit used to be fine..but i guess the arguing would just get in the way...I wonder why i dont come around anymore? humm.... ne way yeah i dunno life is pretty much at a blah point...no excitement...but its not really depressing i just blandly go on like every other drone....so yeah Peace and Humptiness forever
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| Time: | 10:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | Attitude - Misfits. |
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yano what? FUCK YOU! fuck your ever constant need to find something in me that pisses you off...
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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your LJ and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you.
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Monday, February 13th, 2006
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Thursday, February 9th, 2006
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I'm tired of "hanging out"
...of hearing my phone ring 30 times just because I wont answer my calls
...of having to get up early to go to work just to get home late and go straight to bed
...of getting woken up every 5 min because noone knows how to respect others
...of loving but not being able to express it for multiple reasons
I'm just tired of waking up every morning because I'm always tired
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Monday, January 30th, 2006
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Well I'm doing this one for Chels...Not a whole lot has been goin on recently I guess...my friends Ash N J got a will hair in their asses and decided that we would go to the beach last tues so we drove 7 hrs went to the beach and had a blast...sucked that we could only stay one night though...plus it was like 5o some degrees and we were the only idiots swimming lol..i can say my dick has never been so cold lolbut it was fun anyway....I've been feeling pretty lonely recently and it doesnt help that i pretty much just keep away from everyone it seems that i have sunken back into my hole of depression yet partially i dun wanna come out...i know i could if i tried but i like it here noone can hurt me if i stay by myself right? I mean if i hardly tlak to anyone it leaves no room to be hurt in any way...noone can push me away if i do it first noone can turn me down or disappoint me or anything...i dunno...oh well lots of sleep in my life and alot of hitting the silence button on my phone when i have it so that i dont have to talk to anyone yeah...seems to be alot of people moving away or thinking about moving away now days...and I'm afraid...I don't like loosing people and i think after it all happens i may just move myself so i have noone to worry about naymore...i dunno right now im pretty saddened..umm anyone who reads this if I push you away don't take it personally I love all of you and some more than you realize *hugs* to all PEACE
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Saturday, December 31st, 2005
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Saturday, December 17th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:29 pm. |
| Mood: | aggravated. | | Music: | Burzum - Lost Wisdom. |
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Fuck all of ya! Any of ya who blow me off borrow money and dont pay it back and plainly just take advantage of my kindness....my fucking kindness just fucking got me broke i had $120 to last me this week get christmas presents for people and pay for gas to go places.....now i have $1 cuz I loaned it out last night...never get drunk and fall asleep while you have money....people will wake you up ask to borrow saying they will pay you back after they get their check cashed and take advantage of you....next on the list....dont be a pussy ass little bitch and expect somone else to do your tlaking for you stand up for yourself and tell the person to their goddamn face....mak time for your fuckin friends dont blow them off...and fuckin deal with your goddamn life somone has it worse than you...I am so goddamn sic of everyone's shit LIFE IS FUCKIN HARD!!!! so stop bitching and do something with yourself....oh one more thing....if you're gonna do drugs dont let the shit controll you....BTW if you're on my friends list and get to read this it has nothing to do with you but it wil if you let other people start reading my shit.....thats all for the moment but if i think of something else i'll be fuckin sure to let you guys know
<3 Greg
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  crushed. | | Music: | Terry Reid - Seed of Memory. |
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I'm hurt....and lonely.....sad thing is I thought i wanted this for a short while...it'll be better for us...is what i though pfft now i just feel....alone and i know nothing is gonna change for things i want...i just feel abandoned by everyone
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Friday, December 9th, 2005
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Go to your Calendar and find the first entry for each month of 2005. Post the first line of it in your journal, and that's your "Year In Review."
Jan - All I can say is that was more fun than a barrel of munkies :) one HELL!!! of a New Year
Feb - moved back home probs with David and I just told him to suckith on me cock
Mar - Yup nota lot goin on started working at John Eye's Big Sandy Superstore last tuesday nice
job...hard work....probably the happiest ive ever been without being "with" someone
Apr - I cussed my boss out (long story but me n him are kewl now)
May - Your Brain is 73.33% Female, 26.67% Male Your brain leans female. You think with your heart, not
your head. Sweet and considerate, you are a giver. But you're tough enough not to let anyone take
advantage of you!
Jun - Is it wrong to go out to lunch get drunk then return to work leave for Wal-Mart with your manager
then return to the "furniture store" at which you work then watch a pirated copy of Star Wars III
on one of the big screen TVs while sitting on a leather sofa???????????????????........I THINK
NOT!!!!! thus why I did it...all on the clock none-the-less \m/ <<<<
Jul - your scarin me girl......i wish you would come to your senses
Aug - #1 cuddling #2 sleep #3 working #4 accomplishment #5 time with my close friends #6 playing guitar
#7 listening to music #8 Cigs #9 getting drunk and being stupid #10 soda pop
Sep - N/A
Oct - fuck you heart....you always make my shit worse
Nov - i unno im depressed pissed and cant fuckin sleep and ill be heading for work soon
Dec - For the first time in my life I feel like actualy fighting for something with all I've got
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| Time: | 5:07 am. |
| Mood: |  Like A Hippy. | | Music: | Terry Reid - Seed Of Memory. |
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Sometimes I back off of people just because I love them too much to see them get aggrivated with me or even if i sense that they don't really want to talk....anyone understand what I mean?
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Monday, December 5th, 2005
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| Time: | 6:50 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. |
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I'm glad my phone is out of sevice at least for last night....just a night of drunken honesty so at least i didnt call anyone and embarass myself
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Sunday, November 27th, 2005
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Good times....through all the aggrivation today I still seem to be happy and smiling....and for a damn good reason
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:14 am. |
| Mood: |  anxious. |
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Better mood...in a manner, good conversation...more so than usual, and really I'm not as confused.....Though I am happier...."Thanks" is all that needs said
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Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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2 of my best friends just got married yesterday....the event was so happy it saddened me its done ive lost them....stil friends but not the same....and now i torture myself....sometimes i think i realy jut enjoy the pain and suffering...though past all that. umm wedding was wonderful and the reception was awesome but it ended way too early....Chels thanks for forcing me to dance...it was actualy fun..its al thanks to you I owe ya one..or twenty yah uh SHIZZLE MY NIZZLE ITS ALL FO RIZZLE!! \m/
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Wednesday, November 16th, 2005
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| Time: | 4:12 am. |
| Mood: | aggravated. | | Music: | Ozzy - I Just Want You. |
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my god their fuckin marriage wil be the death...of either me or my friendships i swear...i unno im depressed pissed and cant fuckin sleep and ill be heading for work soon
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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| Time: | 10:42 pm. |
| Mood: | blank. | | Music: | Kayne West - Gold Digger. |
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Why is it so impossible to just be your friend? Why is it that when I am your friend I always want more than you'll give?...and also more than i logically want....fuck you heart....you always make my shit worse
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Wednesday, August 17th, 2005
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#1 cuddling
#2 sleep
#3 working
#4 accomplishment
#5 time with my close friends
#6 playing guitar
#7 listening to music
#8 Cigs
#9 getting drunk and being stupid
#10 soda pop
Kel, Doug, Kaity, Jeff, Daphne I CHOOSE YOU!!!!!!!!
list 10 things that make you happy then choose 5 friends to do the same...please do it
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Friday, August 12th, 2005
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Post anything that you want here, and post it [ anonymously ]. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love... anything. Make sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post as many times as you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what others have to say.
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