This is my begining to a long entry, be prepared for emotions and truth, and everyday life given through the eye's of a young teenage girl. I have a few questions to ask the world, maybe some can't be explained but you never can know until you do ask them.
-Why do we question?, i mean we have all we need to survive if people didn't have to look good for others and take two hours to get ready just to go out for 3 hours to see a movie where it's dark anyways. (or) if we didn't have to ask who is better then the other because they said so, we we're all made on this Earth to learn a lesson, if the world doesn't realize that in order to be happy, you have to forget about what others think, forget about whos in power, forget about everything and live your life for yourself and your loved one. It should'nt matter what color we are, what sex we like, but what matters is the fact that we don't discriminate because of that. Everybody has something diffrent about them, and nobody is perfect. If life was perfect the world would end and life would stop worlds would crash and there would be nothing left. Can you stop to imagain not living?, not breating anymore. Yeah, you can think about it.. but is it the reality you want to choose? You're not going to beable to control when you die or how you die, even suicide isn't a choice more of a mistake. I can admit i've wanted it at times and probly still will. Except i know the fact between selffishness and reality. Sucide is selffish. You can't control others feelings nor yours, you can learn to cope with them and help figure out the limits you are willing to set your heart at, selfcontrol is an issue most teenagers are having now-a-days. What is love, and when will it stop hurting No matter what any dictionary states there is no definition for love. Love has many diffrent emotions all on its own. It depends how you express it and how it express's you. love isn't a word to express with everybody and everything, it means more then most people realize in this lifetime. It's been thrown around and droped so many times it's warn out, can't take much more and it will self distruct. Our generation dosn't understand love, back when love wasnt about looks nor sex but about the inside, the heart. I know that life wasnt always the best, but look at what we are doing to our people now? Do you see that we are all falling apart? Wars, threats, enemys, even love is breaking us down. The united states claims that we are free and justice will be surved. Where is justice when the leader of our country doesn't represent out country but himself and his own self. Hes doing what he thinks is right for himself, what about the people? Schools are getting worse, Economy is crashing, another depression is headed on its way. What are we going nto have left? our love for one another, it seems to get lost in all this other bullshit that life has to throw at us. dont be afraid to post your opnion im open for other suggestions.
-On another subject, dreams. Is that our reality waiting? peicing all of our clues together for another life in the future, to sleep forever and live nightmares, fantasys, accual sircumstances? Maybe its just a hope for the furture that we'll never have, nightmares occure because we need fear, fantasys happen because we need hope and the real life is to balance it all out? What is with the world today, seriously sit back and realize, Am i alive? what is being alive? Am i dead? What is being dead? How will anybody ever know what we are, what it is. It's impossible to live forever, forever isn't a choice. Taking life for granteed is one the biggest sins people commit everyday. Life? is it some sort of joke..
-If blood tasted sweet, would we drink ourselves dry?
i cant type anymore, fingers falling off. I hope somebody reads this.