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[Jun. 27th, 2003|10:38 am]
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| | Evenescence - Bring me to Life | ] |
The strip club was, well, I can't really think of a word for it, other then interesting. Let's just say it was an experience that I hope never to repeat for a while. Especially that whole 'half naked female stripper wrapped around me', thing. I'm starting to think someone set her on me. Considering I now seem to remember her whispering something about being fully paid. I could kill Bean sometimes.
And what was up with him? I'm worried. I should call him or something. He seemed in a really bad mood. Not that I talked to him much or anything and he seemed alright at the beginning when he hugged me and everything but then he just seemed to slide into a mood as the night progressed. Hmm. Interesting.
It was good to see and talk to Orlando. Haven't seen or spoken to him for what feels like months. In fact I'm almost certain it has been months. Considering I didn't even see him in Malta. He wants to talk to Viggo and I. Altogether. The three of us. Lovely. Not exactly sure what that will accomplish. But if he wants to talk, then we'll talk. Don't know when it'll be though, as we have to get the three of us in the same country first. So that could be kind of hard and could take some arranging.
*sigh*
This is a talk I really don't want to have.
Next week can we just sit in and read? |
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[Jun. 18th, 2003|08:33 pm]
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Ohmygod.
I am -not- posting my 'fetish'.
*coughs and blushes madly*
I used to be so innocent.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Anyway, Miranda is now at the house with us. It's good to have her around. Missed her. Always nice to have my girls around me. Just wish Cate was here and certain people who are of the male persuasion.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Lijah, I love you!
Just felt like saying that.... |
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[Jun. 12th, 2003|07:52 pm]
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Please tell me why I drank twelve shots of.... something last night, one after the other, in the space of about ten minutes? Or maybe it took an hour, I kind of lost track after the sixth shot.
It's..... I have the -worst- hangover in history! I blame Bean, guaranteed it's his fault. I just know it is.
*nods and then groans, thinking nodding might not be a very good idea right now*
I thought that if I slept all day that I would wake up refreshed and have no hangover. But I was wrong. Oh so very wrong, because I feel like complete and utter shit and I look like death.
Bean, this is all your fault. All your fault. Yes, I blame you! |
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| Awww, bandwagoning. |
[Jun. 6th, 2003|06:37 am]
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Romantic movie! You probably won't star in a porno
anytime soon. You seem to be really into the
whole "love" thing...romantic sex
with perfumed sheets and candles all over the
place. You're probably a hopeless romantic. You
value sex and respect your partner too much to
do anything like porn. AWWWWWW! <3
What kind of porno would you star in?
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[May. 31st, 2003|04:13 am]
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Threesome. Yeah right. Whatever. I'm still in shock about that actually. God, I can't believe he asked me and was actually serious! I mean, honestly. Like I'm going to have a threesome where two of the people are married -and- I don't even fancy either of them. Which would have to play a big factor in the whole sleeping with someone thing.
If I was to actually have a threesome Harry and Sean would not be my choice. I know exactly who I'd like one with. But we won't go there....
God, look what he's got me thinking about. Damn, Horn boy. |
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[May. 23rd, 2003|05:04 pm]
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Elijah Jordan Wood!
Will you answer your damn phone! I've been trying to call you for days. Haven't you got my messages?! |
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[May. 22nd, 2003|03:36 pm]
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*pulls off a picture which has been taped to the ceiling*
It's very confusing to come home and find your whole room rearranged and to also find things taped to the ceiling! I thought I was having some demented dream, or I was drunk. But no, that Hobbit, Billy Boyd, played a prank on me! He's only just arrived and already he's pulling pranks on me!
Ha! Well, you don't ever play a prank on the princess and get away with it!
Someone might want to go and rescue him from his bed at some point.... *cough* |
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[Apr. 26th, 2003|01:39 pm]
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My thoughts, feeling and emotions are so screwed up right now. I'm confused and a whole bunch of other shit and I'm not sure I'm ever going to get them all sorted out.
Sleeping may be able to help, might be able to let me think more clearly but I haven't really slept since that day on Harry and Sean's front lawn! Only a couple of hours a night, that's it, because my head is so jumbled up with stuff I can't shut it down.
I don't know what to do. I can't get that... I can't get -him- out of my head, the way he feels, the way he looks, his scent, his touch on my skin, everything. It's consuming and yet, amazing and also hurtful at the same time. Part of me wants to scream and throw something because of what he does to me, how he makes me feel and then yet all I want to do is hold him.
Though the biggest part of me wants to go see him. But I can't. I won't. I have to wait for him to come to me, I suppose. Though maybe I should go to him..... See? I don't know what to do or what I should do, whether I'll do something that's wrong or right. It's all so confusing.
I know, well I guess, I shouldn't expect anything, nothing more then I've already received. I should be thankful and feel lucky that I've already got as much from him as I have. And I do.
Doesn't stop me wanting. Does stop me needing.
I wish I could just curl up into a tight ball and sleep for a long time |
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