Lost in a daydream

its been a while

2007-09-28T20:00:38Z

ok so i haven't updated in forever yet again, but i figure its time to update at least a little bit. Mary is moving in this weekend, so im pretty psyched to have my best friend around all the time. Classes are going pretty well.... i think... although i have nothing to base that off of just yet. things are going pretty well with gabe, can u believe that its been over 10 months already? something about that is kind of shocking to me. not that were still together but that the time has went that fast cause in one way it feels like we just started going out and in others it feels like we have always been together but i think that may just be because even though things go wrong ultimately we are meant to be together. i dont remember what else i was plannin on saying in here so i suppose ill end for now hope all is going well with all of u 2.. later

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2007-07-07T04:34:04Z

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

stuff to pass time....

2007-06-18T08:06:47Z

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope not to my knowledge

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
tonight

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
depends on the day

4. WHAT IS YOUR Favorite LUNCH MEAT?
roast beef its gotta be pink though

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yea i mean how can u have friends if u cant even tolerate urself, so make urself someone that u would like to be around

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
hey guys what do u think?

7. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
probably not but if i ever got up the nerve it would prob be fun

9. WHAT IS YOUR Favorite CEREAL?
im not sure.... just not the ones that are real good for ya cause those never taste good

10. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
i try to be

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Mint Chocolate Chip

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
depends on the person usually im drawn to eyes first

13. RED OR PINK?
pink

14. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
dunno i try not to think about stuff i dont like about myself physically and otherwise... i prefer not to say as it could be used against me lol

15. WHOM DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
pop-pop

16. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
ehh

17. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
black and black... are we noticing a trend here??

18. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
urmm i had half of my roast beef sandwich which was all 3 of my meals today

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the sound of computers in the computer lab at just about 4 am...dont even ask me y

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
cereluen or however u spell that really pretty blue color in the bigger crayola boxes

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
urmm the scent of people im close to, roses, clothes fresh from the dryer.... theres lots of them

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
urm the last one was my mom i think although ive been switching back and forth between mom gabe mary and shaun tonight so im not sure at this point

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
yup
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Baseball :D

25.YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown with highlights that desperately need to be redone

26. EYE COLOR?
Honey Brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope my eyesight is good yet

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
chicken parm

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
depends on my mood but deep down im a romantic at heart so im gonna have to go with happy endings generally

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
in theatres knocked up and dvd... the night listener

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
brown with blueish green around the neckline

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
urm ill go with winter

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
like both but i think i like hugs better usually

34. FAVORITE DESSERT?
depends on my mood

35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
not its break thats what its for not reading lol

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
dont have one

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i was at work all night but urmm i think there was some news on for a while

40. FAVORITE SOUND?
hmm....

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
urm i dont listen to either really

42. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
few hours

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
dunno if u find it lemme know

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
some hospital on long island

45. WHAT MAGAZINES DO YOU READ?
cosmo

ok im done... nite

its been a long weekend.... can i have a do over????

2007-06-18T06:46:29Z

well its been a while since my last update but im convinced that i really only seriously update this thing when im sad or upset about something. it seems to be my place to vent more than anything. so obviously things have been going wrong since here i am typing again. have u ever been so upset that u thought u would be sick to ur stomach?? if u haven't been try not to cause its not fun especially when ur driving back from long island....a lot of things went wrong this weekend and it seems to have the fate of my relationship in the air yet. its funny cause the whole time i was on my way back i wanted to vent and i was upset and then i sat down here and started writing and somehow venting is no longer as important as it seemed before i dont know exactly y, i find that kind of odd though. i forgot how it felt to cry so much i guess its good for u once in a while to let it all out but im still not a big fan of it. and as much as i hate to think this way but after the occurances of the weekend things dont feel as sure to me as they did prior.... its a feeling i dont like i dont like being insecure in my feelings and decisions but it seems that i dont have much of a choice in the matter as of yet anyway so until then deal with the insecurties i shall. more questions... u know someone who changes depending on who their with? and u think u know the person but then they do things that just dont feel like them anymore and u dont know who ur talking to anymore? apparently i do and it hurts like hell when u realize that the person could act that way and then on top of it be unconcerned and soo stubborn that they cant see anything else but what they are looking to see... i dunno i suppose things happen and people and the way we see things change but not always for the better and this is a situation that looks like it will be hard to fully reverse if that is even at all possible... this is not to say that i have no part is this grittyness i def do because of being in an aweful mood that day to begin with which im sure propelled matters and continued to make them worse the other night but hopefully with time things can go back and this hurt that is laying so heavy on my heart will die down... i hope

anyways i think that i have spewed on long enough....sweet dreams

hey look its an entry

2007-06-11T16:24:08Z

A
♥ Are you available?: nope
♥ What is your age?: 21
♥ What annoys you?: dumb people
♥ Do you know anyone named Billy?: nope
♥ When is your birthday?: Nov 21
♥ Who is your best friend?: Mary and Emily
♥ What's your favorite candy?: depends on my mood ill go w/ sour skittles 4 now
♥ When was the last time you cried?: last night
♥ Do you daydream?: yea
♥ What's your favorite kind of dog?: my oreo is cute... cockapoo
♥ What day of the week is it?: monday
♥ How do you like your eggs?: sunny side up or scrambled
♥ Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yep
♥ Ever pet an elephant?: nope
♥ Do you use fly swatters?: yes
♥ Have you ever used a foghorn?: nope
♥ Is there a fan in your room?: nope...but theres one in gabes room where i am now
♥ Do you chew gum?: yes
♥ Do you like gummy candies?: yup
♥ Do you like gory movies?: sometimes
♥ How are you?: kinda tired
♥ What's your height?: 5'4''
♥ What color is your hair?: Brown
♥ Whats your favorite ice cream? mint chocolate chip
♥ Have you ever ice skated?: ::nods::
♥ Ever been in an igloo?: Nope
♥ What's your favorite Jelly Belly?: Not sure
♥ Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Yup
♥ Do you wear jewelry?: 3 necklaces 4 rings and a bracelet daily
♥ Who do you want to kill?: nobody at the moment
♥ Have you ever flown a kite?: yes...or rather ive had some failed attempts
♥ Do you think kangaroos are cute?: i think the kind they draw in catroons are cute like kanga and roo in winnie the pooh lol
♥ Are you laidback?: Most of the time
♥ Lions or tigers?: tigers
♥ Do you like black licorice?: no
♥ Favorite movie as a kid?: The Little Mermaid
♥ Ever shopped at Moosejaw?: im gonna say that cause i dont know what it is no
♥ Favorite store at the mall?: clothing?... wet seal i guess
♥ Muffin Man?? Do u know him?: yep he lives on dreary lane
♥ Do you have a nickname?: lots depending on who ur talking to
♥ Whats your favorite number?: 3 and 7
♥ Do you prefer night or day?: night.
♥ What's your one wish?: u dont tell wishes
♥ Are you an only child?: nope im the baby of the family
♥ Do you like the color orange?: i dont have anything against it
♥ What are you most paranoid about?: i dont think anything
♥ Piercings?: 2 in each ear
♥ Do you know anyone named Penelope?: nope
♥ Are you quick to judge people?: i try not 2 be but sometimes u just get a feeling
♥ Do you like Quaker Oats?: occassionally i like the flavored ones for breakfast
♥ Know anyone that makes quilts?: yup
♥ Do you think you're always right?: no not always
♥ Do you watch reality TV?: i try to stay away from it... i have enough drama in my life to watch their cattyness
♥ Reason to cry?: endings
♥ Do you prefer sun or rain?: sun usually
♥ Do you like snow?: love it
♥ What's your favorite season? im torn between fall and spring
♥ What time is it?: 12:19 pm
♥ What time did you wake up?: urmm 11:30 or 40 something
♥ Can you ride a unicycle?: urm i cant even ride a bike so i really think this one is out
♥ Do you know anyone with a unibrow?: urm i dont think so
♥ How many uncles do you have?: 2
♥ What's the worst vegetable?: i think ill go with all of them
♥ Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?: nope
♥ Ever considered being vegan?: nope id starve
♥ What's your worst habit?: bitin my nails
♥ Do you like water rides?: yea
♥ Ever been inside a windmill?: nope
♥ Have you ever had an x-ray?: yup
♥ Ever used a Xerox machine? yes
♥ Do you like the color yellow?: not a big fan
♥ What year were you born in?: 1985
♥ Do you yell when you're angry?: yea it kinda seems to go with being angry at least sometimes
♥ Do you believe in the zodiac?: kinda yea it seems to fit in a lil too well
♥ What's your zodiac sign?: scorpio... sagittarius cusp
♥ When was the last time you went to the zoo?: never been to the zoo

ok so i havent updated in a while so i figured this was a good way to make a post... plus i know how much katie loves filling these things out 2 so i figure go wild lol

lots o quizzes

2007-04-14T01:26:23Z

ok so im taking some down time and quizzes are occuring the first 2 are about my sign(s) cause im a mix of what they say....

What does your zodiac sign say about you? Beautiful pics

Scorpio is the eighth sign of the zodiac, being a fixed water or icy sign. In appearance you will be found to be well proportioned, strong in body, muscular, with a broad face and majestic, commanding look. You are a Scorpio and therefore ruled by the enigmatic planet Pluto and also fiery and aggressive Mars. So why are you referred to as icy? Scorpio is probably the most misunderstood sign and has unfortunately received a very bad reputation over the years. This iciness is only the surface of your deep and complex nature. Below this surface of your cool exterior, you're true scorching nature blazes! Youre passionate and express that passion in everything you do.In a crowded room your aura stands outnot because of anything you may say or do. But being the strong quiet type, you possess a deafening silence that makes it near impossible for others to ignore you. As a Scorpio youre controlled and know full well that this magnetism can manipulate anyone and everyone who comes within your orb. And you love it! This secretive and enigmatic energy of yours is probably your greatest strength. You are also very loyal and trustworthy and can honour and maintain the secrets entrusted to you. Determination is another of your key words yet; by the same token, you appear aloof and thoroughly insensitive to others needs as you push forward to achieve your goals, almost obsessively. You have no fear of obstacles or challenges that come your way either naturally or placed there by foes and competitors. In fact, you thrive on it. Theres a saying, A teabag tastes better in hot water and this applies perfectly to your Scorpio philosophy. Corner you or put you in a difficult situation and watch that Plutonic flavour brew as your competitive nature comes to the fore! If someone decides to challenge you, theyd better be sure theyre ready to give it their best fight because you wont give in until the job is done and your enemy totally crushedin body, mind and spirit! If that ruthless act cant be executed immediately, you will wait. Time is of no consequence to you when you decide to wreak your vengeance on an unlucky recipient.Whether trying to fulfil your more sensual appetite or the more noble spiritual aspirations within, all pleasure becomes your Scorpio domain. You want it all. You are a born investigator and explorer and need to experience the full spectrum of sensations in your life. This attitude encompasses the fearlessness of Scorpio at every level of your being. But its a well-known fact: never double-cross a Scorpio. You will not rest until you have executed your revenge! Youll shut out forever those who dishonour you by betraying your trust.
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What does your zodiac sign say about you? Beautiful pics

You were born under the ninth sign of Sagittarius, which is ruled by Jupiter. As such, you are positive and spontaneous in whatever you do. You certainly dont mind the idea of taking risks. People are attracted to your upbeat nature and you make them feel good in your company. Your enthusiasm and optimism is contagious and people just love to be with you. Because of this high level of energy, which seems to be continually on tap, youre able to utilise it in achieving your ambitions, which are sometimes much larger than you can actually handle. This seems to be because your philosophy is to bite off more than you can chew and then chew as hard and fast as you can. One of your primary lessons in life will be to learn your limits and not exceed your capabilities.Jupiter rules knowledge, wisdom and spirituality, and so youre constantly seeking to grow and discover things in life. Youll go to great lengths to find what you are searching for and your totem, the Centaur, adequately describes your life-long vision. Your desire in life emulates its arrow aimed at the blue yonder. For you, the horizon and all of lifes possibilities are endless. This will lead you to travel and to seek out the thrill of adventure. Travelling to different countries and experiencing diverse cultures will add to your all-round development. This is associated with some restlessness, but always with a genuine curiosity to get the truth and to be part of the environment you find yourself in.As you have a flexible and buoyant nature, you have the distinct ability to adapt to any person or surroundings you need to deal with. Your communication is very straight to the point and always honestat times, brutally so. You must learn to sweeten the truth because though this is a part of your personality, others will not be able to deal with your directness.Independence and freedom are your most prized keywords and you demand them in everything you do. In your relationships others must understand that this is absolutely a basic requirement. Your professional circumstances must also provide you with the freedom in which to function. Relying on your self-determination, you can do your best work and express the most excellent side of your personality.As Jupiter is psychic and spiritual in nature, you do possess foresight. This sixth sense is often behind many of the decisions you make and to the extent that you trust it, to that degree will your life be more rewarding. Overall you see life as a challenge, but also a grand adventure in which you must play your part fearlessly. Nothing much can hold you back and even when the odd adversity arises, you see it all as part of your learning curve and alternate growth process.
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WHAT IS YOUR SOUL ELEMENT? LONG RESULTS!

WATERGOOD: You are friendly, calm, honest, and loving. You care deeply about the world, other people, and animals. You have a very loving and kind nature and you have an innate sense for people's/animals' feelings. Others look to you for support and comfort when something goes wrong, and you never hesitate to give it. You are optomistic, confident, and nice. You are well loved for your willing to go with the flow and help anyone in need selflessly. You love without reserve and without care for yourself.BAD: You are sometimes too open, and this can get you into trouble. People who don't know you will sometimes take advantage of you because of your so called "innocence" although you really have quite a bit of knowledge in the ways of the world. You throw yourself out on a line, and there won't always be someone there who is nice. Try being a little more careful, but don't stop helping and loving others.GEM: Water OpalANIMAL: DolphinQUOTE: "Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisdom." -Thomas Jefferson
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What Language Should You Speak?

You should speak German! You're traditional, but still love a good party! You work hard, and play harder.
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kinda update not really though

2007-04-13T22:54:20Z

so its been a while since my last update.... but things have been hectic minus some of my time upstate for easter break but the dial up thing sometimes impdeds my internet use bc i get tired of waiting for things to load... so excuses aside time for the update... things are going decently well... ehh u know what sry guys ill update later im kinda off right now and dont what to say..although i think ill go for a run later hopefully that will help

midterms almost over

2007-03-01T07:46:16Z

its been an incredibly long week and its not quite over yet, especially not for my baby,whos still up writing stuff stupid class.. he should be here laying next to me ready to pass out not doing work till who knows when. cant wait for spring break to start only a couple more days till freedom for a week... actually tomorrow is the last day of classes for me. to celebrate were plannin on going to a club tomorrow night, which should be fun haven't been to one in forever, plus it'll be intersting to have gabe there, first time that i wont be single at a club :D. hmm i dont have much in mind to continue this update so im gonna try and get some sleep for a while till gabe is done and i can get him to go back to sleep till i have to deliver my papers in the am. sweet dreams

quizzes while in class

2007-02-16T00:20:38Z

ok so i have to post this one....

Your life as a warrior cat!

LiveJournal Username

First three letters of your name

Which Clan would you like to be in?

Position?

What prey would you like?

Good or Bad?

Choose a colour?

Choose an area?

:) (What is your mood?)

ThUnDeRcLaN

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

rIvErClAn

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

WiNdClAn

No.. Ohhhhhhhh :(

ShADoWcLaN

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

Your Number is:

Chance of becoming 'The greatest cat ever!'

Hi!

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What type of fantasy creature are you? beautiful pics!

You are a unicorn! You feel quite ordinary, but there is one thing about you that others love and that one thing makes you, you. You like being with others of your kind, but hide from things that are new or strange to you. You are very peaceful and calm and often lose track of time. You daydream a lot. You like a lot of cheerful colors.
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stupid busy schedules

2007-02-06T08:09:06Z

yea 2 in one day after not updating in over a month.... ur not supposed to be so attached to someone that when u dont get to see them for most of a day that if physically hurts... cause my stomach is in knots knowhing that i only got to see him for an hour today and may not see him at all tomorrow :( it shouldn't make me this sad anyways time to try and pass out...nite

happy new year or something

2007-02-06T05:34:28Z

so its been forever since ive last attempted to update. i guess i dont update as much when im happy or something. the semester is getting busier and between my classes and work and gabes schedule i wonder how much time were gonna get to spend together, hes kinda spoiled me cause ive gotten used to spending so much time with him that it seems odd when hes not around. he gave me my valentines gift early... i guess im rubbing off on him... but i love it :D im trying to be good and wait till valentines day to give him his. i feel like i should be putting so much in here but i can't seem to find the words to describe much. and im unusally tired for it only being 1230 so i think im gonna let myself go to sleep soonish. hmmm.... nannys 90th birthday was the 27 gabe and i went upstate for it... quiet relaxing for the most part.. minus the chair biting my finger...owww....its still healing. urmm... i guess i dont have much more to add right now other than something im sure most of you are tired of hearing.... i love my baby and really miss having him next to me right now stupid being an ra ::grumbles:: lol urmmm...sweet dreams

dunno

2006-12-31T08:30:12Z

its odd... im not sure what it is but something suddenly feels off... i dont like it yet at the same point im pretty sure its all in my head, u know? i guess my insecurities are getting the best of me at least slightly. that fear that something is gonna go wrong just cause things are going pretty well. i suppose that part of this fear lies in Gabe cause were fast approaching that 6 week mark which hasn't turned out well in the past, considering that both of my past relationships have died around that point one lasted 5weeks and 6days the other 6weeks and 3days, i know that its totally unwarrented to have this fear of something going wrong again but that doesn't always stop one from worrying about such things apparently. there are certain moments that i cant help but wonder if im leading myself down a path thats begging for heartache again. i KNOW that this is unwarranted and dumb yet for some reason its there. for some unexplicable reason i felt like i wanted to cry when i was getting off the phone with him tonight, just something felt odd, i have no idea y. im not sure i want him reading this one although he does have my password so technically all he has to do is sign in on my name and he can still read it...(note to self consider changing password to avoid that). mostly cause i dont want to hurt him by telling him that i have some doubts that are totally unfounded and just plain dumb, but as long as hes patient with me those will go away that im quite sure of. i think part of the doubt comes from just not seeing him and only talking to him for like an hour at night i guess im kinda...very spoiled in that sense and used to having him around slightly more than that. i mean obviously if he didn't care he wouldn't be doing all that hes doing... the ring, the flowers, the fact that hes coming up here to stay with me for a week even though he hates the thought of being around his girlfriends parents...etc. anyways things are going pretty well up here quiet and its funny for as long as the days feel they feel equally as short... yea i know that makes no sense like at all. right now im looking foward to wed when i go to the island and finally get to see Gabe again and get my hair rehighlighted... as for new years eve i have no real plans.... prob going down to nannys with mom and dad it sounds kinda boring but is usually kinda fun and it wouldn't feel right if i werent bringing in the year with nanny ive done that every year for as long as i can remember anyways im getting kind of tired and think im gonna attempt that sleeping thing so sweet dreams and have a happy new years eve!

snow/christmas

2006-12-28T04:04:49Z

so as my subject begins snow...yes its snowing up here or at least it was before. its funny how being up here relly makes you appreciate things like watching the snow fall it looks so pretty. Oooo... while im on the topic of pretty things... i got a delivery today.... 18 long stem roses :D gabe sent them to me and theres a mix of colors... pink, yellow, orange and like a coralish color they're already starting to open up and they look and smell wonderful :D (although im really happy that he sent them i kinda feel a lil bad cause i know that roses are expensive and he really didn't have to do it)...can we just pack him in a box and send him to me?? that would make me happy 2 lol. hmm... oo right christmas! it was really nice spent part of the day sleeping(normal up here) then went down to nannys for dinner which of course had more food than we could eat, all of which tasted amazing. then mom chris nanny and i played scope for a couple of hours 4 games me and chris won 2 and mom and nanny won 2 (obviously by the tied recordd,if there 4 players u play on teams). i dont think i have much more to jabber on about tonight other than the fact that im excited that in about a week i get to see gabe :) :) my mom and i will be going down to long island to pick him up and bring him up here for a week, or just about a week, which im sure will go as fast as the two weeks without him are going slow, doesnt matter either way im excited. still bored as of now but...yes im really done typing about random things now.... so im off to either explore the web further (which will easily take up a few hours because of slow loading time on the pgs) or go watch tv with mom and chris being dad went to bed already. so talk to u guys later......

simple days upstate

2006-12-21T05:07:42Z

before i turn into a pile of mush talking about how much i miss gabe... ill tell u guys about my day. i went for a ride on the quad with my dad, it was kinda cool spending quality time with him, just riding around our property. it really is like being a kid again with that. i can recall his bringing me around the property as a child and showing me different things about the trees and different tracks that are in the ground, like what animal they're from. so after being on the quad for like an hour we stopped at nanny's house. it amazes me how much she perks up when im around for a while. when we first went in she wasn't feeling well and sitting in her chair but once we were there for like 15 mins she started moving around and looking for something to cook.... then she remembered that i wanted her to show me how to cook.... to my surprise this started today... the next thing i knew she was taking out the ingredients to make baked ziti. so before i knew what happened i was cooking, and it was actually edible as i found out about an hour or so later. for someone whos going on 90 shes got more energy than many people i know who are our age, the lady just cant sit still for long especially when my brother and i are around she just has this surge of energy and wants to start making things and doing anything she can for us. i really think that even though i want her to show me how to cook its just as good for her if not better for her because of how happy it makes her that she can still show me things. anyways that accounts for most of my day... went to walmart for a bit with the parents...we bought a couple of fish to go in the fish tank and i got a new robe.... its pink and soooo comfy... yes im wearing now as i type..what u need the extra layers up here!....for those of you who dont like mush stop reading now and if you continue to read anyway dont say i didn't warn u!!!!! so its been a lil over 24 hours since i last talked to gabe, and ehh slightly more than that since the last time i saw him and its funny cause when i have the time to sit down and do nothing hes the first person that comes into my mind, the one that id like to be sitting there doing nothing with. we haven't even been together for a month yet technically but it feels like its been so much longer than that. (although tech when i post this it will be 12/21 making it a month.. kinda lol) ive stared at the ring he bought me more times than i can count today alone, i cant seem to stop playing with it. Nanny liked the ring 2, of course i had to show it to her and that was also my way of making sure my dad knew that i was going out with someone. he took it well and nanny was happy of course her first question was is he treating you right,.... no nanny lol of course he is :D. i dont believe how happy one person can make me. id love to continue rambling on here about i dont even know what except for how much i miss him and the next couple of weeks are going to be torture cause im sooo used to seeing him everyday... on that note im gonna go and possibly give him a call i kinda wanna hear his voice (wow im a sap) sweet dreams guys hope ur teachers haven't raped you too bad this semester and remember to be good santa is watching you know!!!

finals are over

2006-12-15T19:45:29Z

so I finally handed in my last final today :D :D :D and i found out that i got an A in Golda's Class. so im beginning to find it easier to breate again. Although my friends helped keep my sane throughout all of this ... and especially my baby ::mwah:: seriously i was ready to lose it a few times but everything seems to be goin ok and i def accredit that to all of u. Gabe totally made my night last night... he gave me my christmas present and i seriously almost cried.... he got me a ring with my birthstone in it along with diamondique like jewels its sooooo pretty, i really was not ready for that at all but it nicely sits where my classring was :D (stares at ring) and a lil more good news for the day is that Gabe is getting his laptop back from the guy that tried to have it sent to nigeria without paying for it :D soo happy for u baby..... hmmm i dont have too much more i wanna add at this point cause i kinda like that this entry is all good stuff :D ttyl

studyin...

2006-12-13T21:04:27Z

...or at least should be but i found myself a small distraction in a new quiz site and thought this one was fun....

and haha beat this one kev... my evilness level is hard to beat...

My Xmas Stocking

2006-12-12T20:19:00Z

Xmas Stocking

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a ring faces up again

2006-12-01T09:26:38Z

so im sure i should be trying to sleep but instead i find myself updating... this time for a good reason... gabe and i are going out again and i gotta admit it feels right. im not sure what it is but hes got some kinda spell over me or something. apparently he counts since we went to the city on my bday although he only asked/informed me about it well tech yesterday now (30th), but he wants to use 21 so yea that works for me :)...i dont really have much to add other than that so i figure ill fill out katies long ass quiz now

Seven Lasts:

7. last beverage: water @ the diner
6. last phone call: Gabe
5. last text message: my cell phone is not currently in reach
4. last song played: my only wish by britney spears on now thats what i call christmas
3. whos it by: hmm apparently i answered to much in that last question.. read up
2. last bubble bath: dont remember but man are they relaxing
1. last time you cried: urmm...im not sure

Eight have you's:

8. have you ever dated someone twice: yes (sometimes a second chance is necessary)
7. have you ever been cheated on: nope
6. have you ever bought condoms?: nope
5. have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? there are a couple id like to forget but for the most part no
4. have you ever fallen in love?: yes
3. have you ever lost someone?: yepp.. miss u pop-pop 6/13/05
2. have you ever been depressed: hasnt everyone been depressed at some pt or another
1. have you ever kissed 2 people in one day: actually...yea

Six things you did in the past three days:

1. Went to school: sadly yes.. i wanna be on break soo bad
2. Went to work: yep 12-8 on wed
3. Colored: no i wish i love coloring...yea im like 5
4. kissed someone: uh huh :D
5. Got drunk: nope had a rum and coke the other night but def not enough to get drunk
6. Slept: yep... its nicer when someones next to me though ;)

List Three favorite colors:

1.Pink
2.Blue
3.Green (some shades)

List Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Get married/have kids (yes that goes together in my book)
2. id like to be in a play on broadway at least 1

SO FAR IN 06':
Been to school - uhhhh...yes! lol
Made a new friend - yes!! :o)
Fallen out of love - no
Laughed until you cried - of course!
Went behind your parents back - urm i dont think so
Met someone who changed your life - hmmmm...ill get back to ya on that one
Gotten close to someone - ::nods::
Found out who your true friends were - i pretty well know but yea ive had a couple of rough experiences this year lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF:

1. Bush? dont hate him but i dont think hes a good prez. im gonna leave it at that

2. Gay Marriage? if thats what makes the person happy y not? its not hurting anyone

3. Lowering the drinking age? if u can vote at 18 i think u should be able to drink then somethings messed up about this age thing...but it doesn't effect me now cause im 21 lol

4. Straight, Gay, Bi? Straight

5. Do you have a crush on someone? crush..sure we can call it that

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? so many of my friends give good hugs i dont think i could fairly pick just one.... but the first name that comes to mind is MARY

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? although soo many things in life say not 2....yea i do what can i say im a romantic at heart

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? there's always something...

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? red coca-cola night shirt... its silky :)

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? Top friends...meaning myspace...or personal..or both.. either way doesnt matter answer is yes..although the person/people involved change if i mean on the cheek or on the lips

11. Do you have "a thing" with someone? a thing.... hmm a relationship i suppose could be considered a thing so sure

12. How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? all lol

13. How many kids do you want to have? 3

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yea overall although im much closer to my mom shes become one of my friends instead of just a parent

15. Do you want to change your name? only when i'm married...(i agree katie)

16. What did you do for your last birthday? went to the city with gabe :D

17. What time did you wake up today? urmm really late...well wait wake up or get up 2 very different answers

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? sleeping. leaving Gotham City from seeing Volatiare perform

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: be finished with finals... and spend time with the friends from long island n parents and SLEEP

20. Last time you saw your Dad? urmm... sunday when i was leavin to come back to school

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? im pretty content right now minus some of this work

22. Which hand do you like better? urmm i guess im gonna have to go with my left after all im left handed

23. What are you doing right now?layin in bed filling this out then hopefully going to sleep being its ooh god after 4 am

24. Have you ever talked to Tom? u mean the myspace tom... no

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yeah

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? not some of my best moments but yea hasnt everyone

27. Least favorite month? urm im not sure i have a least favorite month

28. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? ...?

29. Who's getting on your nerves right now? no one really

30. Most visited webpage? facebook, myspace, livejournal...etc

31. Would you help your best friend fight if he/she is losing? id be there to help them either way if i could ive always got my friends backs

32. Coke or Pepsi? either

33. What's the worst day of your life? do i really have to answer that.. im gonna say no and move on

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? hee hee... yea... i thought we had this question already but its ok i dont mind answering it... makes me smile cause makes me think of gabe :)

36. Do you think there's some models/people out there, that should gain a couple pounds? UHHH...duhhhhhhhhh!

37. Do you wish you lived in NYC? yea id love to live in the city for a couple of years after graduation but well see what happens

ok its done and im beat so sweet dreams :D

pondering

2006-11-29T08:16:52Z

has there ever been a question on the tip of your tongue but for some reason just couldn't make urself ask it??? even though theres part of you that really wants to know the answer, obviously ive done this yet again tonight. i had the oppertunity and just froze and tried to pretend like i forgot what it was although it was soo obvious that i remembered it, the only thing in my favor for them not pushing it out of me was that it was late, which granted has never stopped me, just ask mary she knows first hand that when i know theres a question or something bothering her that she or any of my friends wants to get out i push and wait for it. in a way im glad they didn't do that but at the same time almost wishing that they would have its an odd state really. i was talking to vlad tonight and i could really relate to what hes going through. with not knowing what to do next, if anything should be said or if u should just push it aside for fear of hurting them or on a more selfish note myself or a friendship. theyre tough questions and i dont possess the answers... i mean i told him things that make sense when we were talking although heres the funny part for as good as my advice is or can be im not so sure that i can follow it for myself, its really not in me to be that foward until it comes to a point that i cant take it anymore and just have to know bc its been building up for however long, usually thats a while. its fear that stops me, stupid stupid fear! why does it have to be so complicated, if something is there y cant' it just be there without all these extra questions and complications??? funny part is i think i impose some of them or many of them on myself. y would anyone in their right mind do that? well i can answer that... kinda first off who said i was in my right mind and secondly its some sort of odd defense mechanism that i hide things for as long as i can, at least certain things i like the facades that i can paint at times, and granted my close friends can see through them, in a way i depend on them to so that i can be that happy and fun person that i like to be. i know im just rambling at this point so i think im gonna go try and get some sleep... nite

slight update...lots of quizzes

2006-11-20T08:30:42Z

so its been a while since the last time ive updated you guys. school has been ruling my life as of recently. things that have been keeping my sanity...at least somewhat include.. the thought of going home for thanksgiving-seeing my family and eating goood food, friends just in general for cracking jokes at appropriate moments, and yes occasionally inappropriate ones and yep cause im not really sure what else id like to say right now... here are some quizzes

What Kind of Dreamer Are You (Awesome Pics)?

You are a romantic dreamer. You always enjoy siting (maybe alone) and starring from your window a beautiful nightfall landscape. Sometimes, while you're sitting on your chair your mind is flying away and you dream your life as you want it to be.
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What is your hidden personality?

You Are The Dreamer. Often Things Do Not Go As You Had Planned But You Still Hope That Someday You Will Find Exactly What You Are Looking For.
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What character from Interview With a Vampire are you?
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You are Louis, you miss your mortal life, you hate to take a human life

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what candy are you
baby bottle pop

though u tend to whine and be a bit bratty, u r a sweet heart and everyone loves to spoil u

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yea i thought that one had to be posted

yea i think thats quite long enough so im off to sleep... and hey its under a day till my b-day yay for turning 21 soon :D

at play rehearsal

2006-11-07T04:04:19Z

so its been an urmm rather interesting day.... u know the kind that make u feel like ur in high school again with the rumors of whos doing what or who...and like always they start without any real knowledge of whats going on but someone somehow gets a soundbite and its all downhill from there id say that sums up most of my day pretty accurately. anyways im still in rehearsal so

halloween party

2006-10-29T06:47:57Z

so tonight was steph halloween party we had a good time... at least i did :D and lots of dancing and funness all around... <-- that statement wasn't repetitive at all or anything... hmmm things are gonna be really busy for the next 2 weeks but itll be worth it... anyways here are some quizzes for now...

What type of love are you?
Playful Love

You are a Playful Love you like to play around with your partner and are an equal when it comes to your decisions.

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What character from winnie the pooh?
Roo

YOUR ROO!!!!!your full of energy but can be calm in the right situations.Your a good listener.very couragous when it comes to your friends.

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I Rode it good

2006-10-25T04:35:36Z

so yep theres def a pic of me on a kiddy pony outside of walmart now cause i couldnt help myself and sat down on it and well thanx to Kev and a quarter i rode it.... and well funny video and pics insued for my being 4 it like totally made my night lol.... so i should be doing work right now but my brain is calling for a slight repreve although i must go back to the trenches of studying and writing very shortly...too much stuff due in and not enough time but the things i have to look foward to... stevies halloween party on saturday after this stuff is due in and the play is approaching :) hmm i suppose thats about it for now

What animals eyes do you have?? (personality, preditor or prey and your daemons form [a soul in animal form])

You have the eyes of a Monkey- You are cute and get straight to the point. You are the first person people come to for advice and tips. You have a lot of friends but only a few close ones. You are prey even though you can fight your own battles so I guess your in the middle the food chain. Your Daemon is a Monkey because no one can go through a day without you cheering them up. Good for you (cheesy smile)
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Which Angel is Watching Over You??

The Quiet Angel is Watching Over You.This angel will kept quiet when the situation is not big. This angel is also the wisest angel when it speaks it speak wisdom to you.
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anyways later kiddies

some stuff

2006-10-21T16:46:33Z

so its been a while since ive written anything at all currently im just avoiding doing the work i know im supposed to be doing and although im sure ill end up regretting this later...ehh ill deal with that later so here have fun with quizzes....

Put Your Personality To The Test

.:: Love - Able ::.
It is easy for you to love and easy for people to love you. Be careful however were you invest your love. Being loveable also implies you are fragile and Break - Able.

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Which Magical Symbol Is Connected To You?

The magical symbol that is connected to you is a petal. When we think of petals, we often think of sweetness and delicacy. Petals represent single tokens of beauty and hope. Optimism, if you like. Seeing as petals are what make a flower, each and every one of them are important in making one, beautiful creation. And this creation, a flower, is connected with love and friendship. Faith and understanding. Just genuine, honest care.Happy quizilling,Goddess
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ehh thats it for now must get gabe from work soon then goin on a hike up to see a castle kinda thing :D

sooo busy

2006-10-04T04:45:14Z

so its been a while since ive updated again but things have been so nuts here that writing just hasn't been part of the formula..in fact ive managed to get myself to the pt of making my stomach act up again... so ull be happy to know im taking my meds this time....i dunno i dont have much to say write now i would go into detail about all thats going on but i dont feel like freaking myself out anymore tonight so although it was short and not a productive post im gona end here and watch the little mermaid which just got rerealesed and unwind until i can go to sleep....nite

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