Lost in a daydream

28 September 2007 @ 03:52 pm

its been a while

ok so i haven't updated in forever yet again, but i figure its time to update at least a little bit. Mary is moving in this weekend, so im pretty psyched to have my best friend around all the time. Classes are going pretty well.... i think... although i have nothing to base that off of just yet. things are going pretty well with gabe, can u believe that its been over 10 months already? something about that is kind of shocking to me. not that were still together but that the time has went that fast cause in one way it feels like we just started going out and in others it feels like we have always been together but i think that may just be because even though things go wrong ultimately we are meant to be together. i dont remember what else i was plannin on saying in here so i suppose ill end for now hope all is going well with all of u 2.. later

I feel really:

calm

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07 July 2007 @ 12:33 am

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Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.
A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

The Five Factor Personality Test

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18 June 2007 @ 03:48 am

stuff to pass time....

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope not to my knowledge

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
tonight

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
depends on the day

4. WHAT IS YOUR Favorite LUNCH MEAT?
roast beef its gotta be pink though

5. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
yea i mean how can u have friends if u cant even tolerate urself, so make urself someone that u would like to be around

6. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT?
hey guys what do u think?

7. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes

8. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
probably not but if i ever got up the nerve it would prob be fun

9. WHAT IS YOUR Favorite CEREAL?
im not sure.... just not the ones that are real good for ya cause those never taste good

10. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG?
i try to be

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Mint Chocolate Chip

12. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
depends on the person usually im drawn to eyes first

13. RED OR PINK?
pink

14. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
dunno i try not to think about stuff i dont like about myself physically and otherwise... i prefer not to say as it could be used against me lol

15. WHOM DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
pop-pop

16. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU?
ehh

17. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
black and black... are we noticing a trend here??

18. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
urmm i had half of my roast beef sandwich which was all 3 of my meals today

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the sound of computers in the computer lab at just about 4 am...dont even ask me y

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
cereluen or however u spell that really pretty blue color in the bigger crayola boxes

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
urmm the scent of people im close to, roses, clothes fresh from the dryer.... theres lots of them

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
urm the last one was my mom i think although ive been switching back and forth between mom gabe mary and shaun tonight so im not sure at this point

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
yup
24. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Baseball :D

25.YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown with highlights that desperately need to be redone

26. EYE COLOR?
Honey Brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope my eyesight is good yet

28. FAVORITE FOOD?
chicken parm

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
depends on my mood but deep down im a romantic at heart so im gonna have to go with happy endings generally

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
in theatres knocked up and dvd... the night listener

31. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
brown with blueish green around the neckline

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
urm ill go with winter

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
like both but i think i like hugs better usually

34. FAVORITE DESSERT?
depends on my mood

35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
not its break thats what its for not reading lol

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
dont have one

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
i was at work all night but urmm i think there was some news on for a while

40. FAVORITE SOUND?
hmm....

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
urm i dont listen to either really

42. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
few hours

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
dunno if u find it lemme know

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
some hospital on long island

45. WHAT MAGAZINES DO YOU READ?
cosmo

ok im done... nite

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blah

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18 June 2007 @ 02:27 am

its been a long weekend.... can i have a do over????

well its been a while since my last update but im convinced that i really only seriously update this thing when im sad or upset about something. it seems to be my place to vent more than anything. so obviously things have been going wrong since here i am typing again. have u ever been so upset that u thought u would be sick to ur stomach?? if u haven't been try not to cause its not fun especially when ur driving back from long island....a lot of things went wrong this weekend and it seems to have the fate of my relationship in the air yet. its funny cause the whole time i was on my way back i wanted to vent and i was upset and then i sat down here and started writing and somehow venting is no longer as important as it seemed before i dont know exactly y, i find that kind of odd though. i forgot how it felt to cry so much i guess its good for u once in a while to let it all out but im still not a big fan of it. and as much as i hate to think this way but after the occurances of the weekend things dont feel as sure to me as they did prior.... its a feeling i dont like i dont like being insecure in my feelings and decisions but it seems that i dont have much of a choice in the matter as of yet anyway so until then deal with the insecurties i shall. more questions... u know someone who changes depending on who their with? and u think u know the person but then they do things that just dont feel like them anymore and u dont know who ur talking to anymore? apparently i do and it hurts like hell when u realize that the person could act that way and then on top of it be unconcerned and soo stubborn that they cant see anything else but what they are looking to see... i dunno i suppose things happen and people and the way we see things change but not always for the better and this is a situation that looks like it will be hard to fully reverse if that is even at all possible... this is not to say that i have no part is this grittyness i def do because of being in an aweful mood that day to begin with which im sure propelled matters and continued to make them worse the other night but hopefully with time things can go back and this hurt that is laying so heavy on my heart will die down... i hope

anyways i think that i have spewed on long enough....sweet dreams

I feel really:

discontent

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11 June 2007 @ 04:37 am

hey look its an entry

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♥ Are you available?: nope
♥ What is your age?: 21
♥ What annoys you?: dumb people
♥ Do you know anyone named Billy?: nope
♥ When is your birthday?: Nov 21
♥ Who is your best friend?: Mary and Emily
♥ What's your favorite candy?: depends on my mood ill go w/ sour skittles 4 now
♥ When was the last time you cried?: last night
♥ Do you daydream?: yea
♥ What's your favorite kind of dog?: my oreo is cute... cockapoo
♥ What day of the week is it?: monday
♥ How do you like your eggs?: sunny side up or scrambled
♥ Have you ever been in the emergency room?: yep
♥ Ever pet an elephant?: nope
♥ Do you use fly swatters?: yes
♥ Have you ever used a foghorn?: nope
♥ Is there a fan in your room?: nope...but theres one in gabes room where i am now
♥ Do you chew gum?: yes
♥ Do you like gummy candies?: yup
♥ Do you like gory movies?: sometimes
♥ How are you?: kinda tired
♥ What's your height?: 5'4''
♥ What color is your hair?: Brown
♥ Whats your favorite ice cream? mint chocolate chip
♥ Have you ever ice skated?: ::nods::
♥ Ever been in an igloo?: Nope
♥ What's your favorite Jelly Belly?: Not sure
♥ Have you ever heard a really hilarious joke?: Yup
♥ Do you wear jewelry?: 3 necklaces 4 rings and a bracelet daily
♥ Who do you want to kill?: nobody at the moment
♥ Have you ever flown a kite?: yes...or rather ive had some failed attempts
♥ Do you think kangaroos are cute?: i think the kind they draw in catroons are cute like kanga and roo in winnie the pooh lol
♥ Are you laidback?: Most of the time
♥ Lions or tigers?: tigers
♥ Do you like black licorice?: no
♥ Favorite movie as a kid?: The Little Mermaid
♥ Ever shopped at Moosejaw?: im gonna say that cause i dont know what it is no
♥ Favorite store at the mall?: clothing?... wet seal i guess
♥ Muffin Man?? Do u know him?: yep he lives on dreary lane
♥ Do you have a nickname?: lots depending on who ur talking to
♥ Whats your favorite number?: 3 and 7
♥ Do you prefer night or day?: night.
♥ What's your one wish?: u dont tell wishes
♥ Are you an only child?: nope im the baby of the family
♥ Do you like the color orange?: i dont have anything against it
♥ What are you most paranoid about?: i dont think anything
♥ Piercings?: 2 in each ear
♥ Do you know anyone named Penelope?: nope
♥ Are you quick to judge people?: i try not 2 be but sometimes u just get a feeling
♥ Do you like Quaker Oats?: occassionally i like the flavored ones for breakfast
♥ Know anyone that makes quilts?: yup
♥ Do you think you're always right?: no not always
♥ Do you watch reality TV?: i try to stay away from it... i have enough drama in my life to watch their cattyness
♥ Reason to cry?: endings
♥ Do you prefer sun or rain?: sun usually
♥ Do you like snow?: love it
♥ What's your favorite season? im torn between fall and spring
♥ What time is it?: 12:19 pm
♥ What time did you wake up?: urmm 11:30 or 40 something
♥ Can you ride a unicycle?: urm i cant even ride a bike so i really think this one is out
♥ Do you know anyone with a unibrow?: urm i dont think so
♥ How many uncles do you have?: 2
♥ What's the worst vegetable?: i think ill go with all of them
♥ Did you ever watch Veggie Tales?: nope
♥ Ever considered being vegan?: nope id starve
♥ What's your worst habit?: bitin my nails
♥ Do you like water rides?: yea
♥ Ever been inside a windmill?: nope
♥ Have you ever had an x-ray?: yup
♥ Ever used a Xerox machine? yes
♥ Do you like the color yellow?: not a big fan
♥ What year were you born in?: 1985
♥ Do you yell when you're angry?: yea it kinda seems to go with being angry at least sometimes
♥ Do you believe in the zodiac?: kinda yea it seems to fit in a lil too well
♥ What's your zodiac sign?: scorpio... sagittarius cusp
♥ When was the last time you went to the zoo?: never been to the zoo

ok so i havent updated in a while so i figured this was a good way to make a post... plus i know how much katie loves filling these things out 2 so i figure go wild lol

I feel really:

mellow

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13 April 2007 @ 08:23 pm

lots o quizzes

ok so im taking some down time and quizzes are occuring the first 2 are about my sign(s) cause im a mix of what they say....

What does your zodiac sign say about you? Beautiful pics

Scorpio is the eighth sign of the zodiac, being a fixed water or icy sign. In appearance you will be found to be well proportioned, strong in body, muscular, with a broad face and majestic, commanding look. You are a Scorpio and therefore ruled by the enigmatic planet Pluto and also fiery and aggressive Mars. So why are you referred to as icy? Scorpio is probably the most misunderstood sign and has unfortunately received a very bad reputation over the years. This iciness is only the surface of your deep and complex nature. Below this surface of your cool exterior, you're true scorching nature blazes! Youre passionate and express that passion in everything you do.In a crowded room your aura stands outnot because of anything you may say or do. But being the strong quiet type, you possess a deafening silence that makes it near impossible for others to ignore you. As a Scorpio youre controlled and know full well that this magnetism can manipulate anyone and everyone who comes within your orb. And you love it! This secretive and enigmatic energy of yours is probably your greatest strength. You are also very loyal and trustworthy and can honour and maintain the secrets entrusted to you. Determination is another of your key words yet; by the same token, you appear aloof and thoroughly insensitive to others needs as you push forward to achieve your goals, almost obsessively. You have no fear of obstacles or challenges that come your way either naturally or placed there by foes and competitors. In fact, you thrive on it. Theres a saying, A teabag tastes better in hot water and this applies perfectly to your Scorpio philosophy. Corner you or put you in a difficult situation and watch that Plutonic flavour brew as your competitive nature comes to the fore! If someone decides to challenge you, theyd better be sure theyre ready to give it their best fight because you wont give in until the job is done and your enemy totally crushedin body, mind and spirit! If that ruthless act cant be executed immediately, you will wait. Time is of no consequence to you when you decide to wreak your vengeance on an unlucky recipient.Whether trying to fulfil your more sensual appetite or the more noble spiritual aspirations within, all pleasure becomes your Scorpio domain. You want it all. You are a born investigator and explorer and need to experience the full spectrum of sensations in your life. This attitude encompasses the fearlessness of Scorpio at every level of your being. But its a well-known fact: never double-cross a Scorpio. You will not rest until you have executed your revenge! Youll shut out forever those who dishonour you by betraying your trust.
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What does your zodiac sign say about you? Beautiful pics

You were born under the ninth sign of Sagittarius, which is ruled by Jupiter. As such, you are positive and spontaneous in whatever you do. You certainly dont mind the idea of taking risks. People are attracted to your upbeat nature and you make them feel good in your company. Your enthusiasm and optimism is contagious and people just love to be with you. Because of this high level of energy, which seems to be continually on tap, youre able to utilise it in achieving your ambitions, which are sometimes much larger than you can actually handle. This seems to be because your philosophy is to bite off more than you can chew and then chew as hard and fast as you can. One of your primary lessons in life will be to learn your limits and not exceed your capabilities.Jupiter rules knowledge, wisdom and spirituality, and so youre constantly seeking to grow and discover things in life. Youll go to great lengths to find what you are searching for and your totem, the Centaur, adequately describes your life-long vision. Your desire in life emulates its arrow aimed at the blue yonder. For you, the horizon and all of lifes possibilities are endless. This will lead you to travel and to seek out the thrill of adventure. Travelling to different countries and experiencing diverse cultures will add to your all-round development. This is associated with some restlessness, but always with a genuine curiosity to get the truth and to be part of the environment you find yourself in.As you have a flexible and buoyant nature, you have the distinct ability to adapt to any person or surroundings you need to deal with. Your communication is very straight to the point and always honestat times, brutally so. You must learn to sweeten the truth because though this is a part of your personality, others will not be able to deal with your directness.Independence and freedom are your most prized keywords and you demand them in everything you do. In your relationships others must understand that this is absolutely a basic requirement. Your professional circumstances must also provide you with the freedom in which to function. Relying on your self-determination, you can do your best work and express the most excellent side of your personality.As Jupiter is psychic and spiritual in nature, you do possess foresight. This sixth sense is often behind many of the decisions you make and to the extent that you trust it, to that degree will your life be more rewarding. Overall you see life as a challenge, but also a grand adventure in which you must play your part fearlessly. Nothing much can hold you back and even when the odd adversity arises, you see it all as part of your learning curve and alternate growth process.
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WHAT IS YOUR SOUL ELEMENT? LONG RESULTS!

WATERGOOD: You are friendly, calm, honest, and loving. You care deeply about the world, other people, and animals. You have a very loving and kind nature and you have an innate sense for people's/animals' feelings. Others look to you for support and comfort when something goes wrong, and you never hesitate to give it. You are optomistic, confident, and nice. You are well loved for your willing to go with the flow and help anyone in need selflessly. You love without reserve and without care for yourself.BAD: You are sometimes too open, and this can get you into trouble. People who don't know you will sometimes take advantage of you because of your so called "innocence" although you really have quite a bit of knowledge in the ways of the world. You throw yourself out on a line, and there won't always be someone there who is nice. Try being a little more careful, but don't stop helping and loving others.GEM: Water OpalANIMAL: DolphinQUOTE: "Honesty is the first chapter in the book of wisdom." -Thomas Jefferson
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What Language Should You Speak?

You should speak German! You're traditional, but still love a good party! You work hard, and play harder.
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13 April 2007 @ 06:43 pm

kinda update not really though

so its been a while since my last update.... but things have been hectic minus some of my time upstate for easter break but the dial up thing sometimes impdeds my internet use bc i get tired of waiting for things to load... so excuses aside time for the update... things are going decently well... ehh u know what sry guys ill update later im kinda off right now and dont what to say..although i think ill go for a run later hopefully that will help

I feel really:

indifferent

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01 March 2007 @ 02:32 am

midterms almost over

its been an incredibly long week and its not quite over yet, especially not for my baby,whos still up writing stuff stupid class.. he should be here laying next to me ready to pass out not doing work till who knows when. cant wait for spring break to start only a couple more days till freedom for a week... actually tomorrow is the last day of classes for me. to celebrate were plannin on going to a club tomorrow night, which should be fun haven't been to one in forever, plus it'll be intersting to have gabe there, first time that i wont be single at a club :D. hmm i dont have much in mind to continue this update so im gonna try and get some sleep for a while till gabe is done and i can get him to go back to sleep till i have to deliver my papers in the am. sweet dreams

I feel really:

drained

Addicted to: futurama

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15 February 2007 @ 07:02 pm

quizzes while in class

ok so i have to post this one....

Your life as a warrior cat!

LiveJournal Username

First three letters of your name

Which Clan would you like to be in?

Position?

What prey would you like?

Good or Bad?

Choose a colour?

Choose an area?

:) (What is your mood?)

ThUnDeRcLaN

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

rIvErClAn

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

WiNdClAn

No.. Ohhhhhhhh :(

ShADoWcLaN

Yes!! YAAAAAAAAAAAY :)

Your Number is:

35

Chance of becoming 'The greatest cat ever!'

5%

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What type of fantasy creature are you? beautiful pics!

You are a unicorn! You feel quite ordinary, but there is one thing about you that others love and that one thing makes you, you. You like being with others of your kind, but hide from things that are new or strange to you. You are very peaceful and calm and often lose track of time. You daydream a lot. You like a lot of cheerful colors.
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blah

Addicted to: prof talking about divine comedy

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06 February 2007 @ 03:07 am

stupid busy schedules

yea 2 in one day after not updating in over a month.... ur not supposed to be so attached to someone that when u dont get to see them for most of a day that if physically hurts... cause my stomach is in knots knowhing that i only got to see him for an hour today and may not see him at all tomorrow :( it shouldn't make me this sad anyways time to try and pass out...nite

I feel really:

sad

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