urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_ Look at all those stars, look at how godamn ugly the stars are like_a_movie_ 2007-05-17T01:23:56Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:52567 2007-05-17T01:23:56Z 2007-05-17T01:23:56Z well i'm off on a little adventure tonight. i'll be in seattle till sometime next week so everyone better miss me!<br />lets hope dont get made too much fun of for my silly accent! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:52347 2007-05-10T05:44:08Z 2007-05-10T05:44:08Z SET YOUR GOALS IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!<br />I CANT EVEN HANDLE THIS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:51739 2007-03-15T17:48:57Z 2007-03-15T17:48:57Z whats left to lose, ive done enough and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot, and these last three years, i know theyve been hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone. i was on your porch last nite, the smoke it sank into my<br />skin. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:51479 2007-02-22T18:42:34Z 2007-02-22T18:42:34Z i dont know what else to fucking do. i've tried so hard to be your friend, to make things the way they were but you dont care. its so annoying putting in all this effort with you and getting nothing in return, id love for us to have a friendship but there's only so much rejection a girl can take before she throws in the towel..and the towel is comin off right now. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:51311 2007-02-05T17:24:24Z 2007-02-05T17:24:24Z hey you...you know who you are.<br /><br />i dont think i can apologize enough for hurting you and not looking back like i did. i knew if i would have done it any other way i wouldnt have been able to and it would have been alot worse. i miss talking to you, i miss your friendship you're a good person..probably way too good for me anyway. seeing you last night and not talking was so hard, especially because it seemed like you didnt even care to talk to me. i deserve that though. anyway im not good at long winded livejournal entries so i'm going to stop here.. i'm so sorry. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:51043 2007-01-30T04:34:46Z 2007-01-30T04:34:46Z <a href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank"><img src="http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d190/123emergency/P1000219.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting"></a><br /><br />nice moustache!<br />hahahaha urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:50854 2007-01-25T07:56:27Z 2007-01-27T01:47:22Z i cant wait till tonight urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:50182 2007-01-18T09:37:26Z 2007-01-18T09:37:26Z FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK FUCKFUCKUFCKUFKCFUCK I HATE YOU SO MUCH SOMETIMES.<br /><br />exit my life quietly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:50155 2007-01-07T01:40:36Z 2007-01-07T01:40:36Z i really like kicking chicks in the head. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:49812 2007-01-02T19:18:57Z 2007-01-02T19:18:57Z fuck new years man. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:49469 2006-11-30T04:47:09Z 2006-11-30T04:47:09Z im so sick of the friends are family i have your back hardcore bullshit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:49250 2006-11-26T23:51:24Z 2006-11-26T23:51:24Z okay edmonton, what is your deal.<br /><br />i cant even leave my house without being worried that im going to get stabbed or shot, but i never thought that anything retarded like that would happen to my friends. bear mase isnt tough, and just because you're a dumb bitch who has beef with someone, doesn't give you the right to get your other dumb bitch friends to bear mase mine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:48939 2006-11-03T00:12:56Z 2006-11-03T00:12:56Z my room smells like rice crispy squares, so now i am going to make some.<br /><br />yes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:48664 2006-09-08T22:15:42Z 2006-09-08T22:15:42Z i decided i should go back to school a couple days ago, so i creeped on centre highs website and as it turned out there was registrattion today. so i went and registered, and i start school on monday. brandon might be in one of my classes which would totally fucking rule. i'm actually kinda looking forward to doing something productive with my time for a change. it looks like the next couple months are going to be nothing but school boxing and brandon, but that sounds pretty good to me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:48627 2006-09-05T17:39:09Z 2006-09-05T17:39:09Z i start boxing tonight!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:48133 2006-09-02T03:45:12Z 2006-09-02T03:45:12Z so many people have ditched out on my birthday.<br /><br />fuck aaaaaaalll ya'll. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:47983 2006-08-09T22:33:50Z 2006-08-09T22:33:50Z Longest relationship:<br />1 year and 2 days<br /><br />-Shortest relationship?<br />a couple weeks<br /><br />-How many people have you broken up with?<br />all but 2<br /><br />-How many times have you truly been in love?<br />i thought i was in love only once<br /><br />-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?<br />1<br /><br />-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?<br />ya hahahaha<br /><br />-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?<br />sort of<br /><br />-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?<br />yeah, im pretty mean sometimes<br /><br />-Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />not so much now<br /><br />-Are you happy being single or in relationships?<br />i'm happy when i'm single but i get lonely<br /><br />-Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />yep<br /><br />-Have you ever been cheated on?<br />loooooots<br /><br />-What is the most important PART of being in a relationship?<br />showing affection<br /><br />-What is the worst part of being in a relationship?<br />jealousy<br /><br />-Worst relationship(s)?<br />ALADSIT<br /><br />-Have you ever had your heart broken?<br />so bad<br /><br />-Have you ever broken someones heart?<br />yep<br /><br />-Do you talk to any of your exes?<br />i used to be friends with all of them, but not so much anymore<br /><br />-What is your ideal boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />loving but not clingy, not a cheater<br /><br />-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />i'm pretty decent<br /><br />-Have you dated people who were not good to you?<br />yep<br /><br />-Have you been in an abusive relationship?<br />i get punched alot, but its playful haha<br /><br />-Have you dated someone older then you?<br />pretty much all the time<br /><br />-Younger?<br />ya once, bad idea<br /><br />-What is one thing that all of your exes had in common?<br />i dunno<br /><br />-Have you ever cried yourself to sleep over a boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />Yes<br /><br />-When is the last time that you were in a relationship?<br />right now<br /><br />-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?<br />most of the time<br /><br />-Believe in love at first sight?<br />No.<br /><br />-Ever been given an Engagement ring?<br />No. <br /><br />-Do you want to get married?<br />ya someday<br /><br />-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?<br />you suck<br /><br />-Ever stolen someones boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />i dont think so<br /><br />-Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?<br />nope<br /><br />-Do you believe in true love?<br />i dunno<br /><br />-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?<br />YES<br />Now repost this as "uncomfortable questions" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:47636 2006-08-08T20:58:16Z 2006-08-08T20:58:16Z I MISS BRANDON WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:47595 2006-08-05T18:19:18Z 2006-08-05T18:19:18Z boats and excessive drinking are not a good mix.<br />i puked all over it.<br />hahahhaha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:47256 2006-08-01T18:55:58Z 2006-08-01T18:55:58Z i've come to the conclusion that i'm unloveable. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:47096 2006-07-16T00:02:49Z 2006-07-16T00:02:49Z Vancouver/Victoria july 18-21<br /><br />Winnipeg August 2-11<br /><br />11 Move into new condo<br /><br />Los Angeles, Third week of august.<br /><br />dear summer '06 you rule. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:46718 2006-07-12T19:19:22Z 2006-07-12T19:19:22Z This past weekend was probably the best weekend i've had in so long.<br /><br />Friday cold blood played at callingwood hall and i had miss jon rae to see them, i didnt care though because i was supporting my boy and best friends. but then he got mad at me and ignored me all night and that totally sucked. BUT i talked to tj from the bad beat to see if they were actually playing calgary the next day, and he said they were going to make something up. Cold Blood wanted to get on the bill since we were all going down there already, and they did. We drove 150 the whole way there and miraculously found a calgary hall in one try. Kids went off for them, i was so stoked. We all went to subway and john asked if they wanted to go to vernon. He called the promoter and left a message. I talked to him and they got the show. So after the calgary show it was an all night drive to vernon bc. We got there at 6 30 am, and had to wait for mcdonalds to open, durrell attempted to sleep on the grass outside of mcdonalds but we got kicked out, so we went to the wal-mart parking lot. Durrell and brandon slept on the pavement while the rest of us sweated it out in the cars. We went to kal lake, met up with some vernon kids and went to the show. We were all nervous no one would show up, but it was a pretty good turn out. At first kids didn't know what to do for cold blood but then they got real into it, and the cops got called but they kept playing anyway. Everyone loved them. We drove home that night, i was so tired i was eating carrots trying not to fall sleep, but it didnt work i slept the whole way. Except when we stopped in jasper to eat.<br /><br />We all got so much closer, especially me and nikki because we werent that close before. and it def made me and brandon tighter. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:46548 2006-06-14T09:11:36Z 2006-06-14T09:11:36Z i'm not a part, i never was a part and i never will be a part.<br />awesome.<br />thank you.<br /><br />what? you havent been the one person who i knew was there for me since i was a messed up 15 year old?<br />oh right..you were just kidding, that doesnt mean anything.<br />it's okay man, no need to make me feel bad about myself, i'm just another one of those idiot girls who dont matter in the long run. dont worry about it because i cant talk to any of my friends about it because they dont want to get in trouble. <br />come back because i really miss you.<br /><br />seriously. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:46242 2006-06-06T00:40:34Z 2006-06-06T00:40:34Z it's funny going back and reading old entries about boys i liked and boys i dated, friends i dont talk to anymore, memories i totally forgot about.<br /><br />anyway, i hope this time it's different and you dont become one of those people i only remember in my livejournal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:like_a_movie_:45858 2006-06-01T09:21:01Z 2006-06-01T09:21:01Z i fucking hate getting roid raged at.