Alrighty. Well, summer's goin good. I've been spending most of it at Treme's house, but that's no shocker. Last weekend Emily, Heather, Erika and I went to Josh's house for a while to hang out with him, Costa, Kolin, Andrew, and Andrew. hah. It was a wholeee lot of fun. I'm not even gonna write everything that went downnnn because I'm lazy. But it was sick. We layed on the tennis court at JC Park in Southington for like- over an hour watching the stars, and we saw like 7 shooting stars. It was good times.

School is coming up way too soon. In one sense I'm dreading it, but in another I'm looking forward to it. I miss seeing everyone on a regular basis.. everyone being like 10 people who I actually get along with, of course. But this year should be a little better cause it's sophomore year, except the academic part is gonna suck. I took all 8 credits, and it's gonna be tough. But I have to actually make an effort this year, I slacked off way too much last year. I can't fail highschool haha that sucks. But the new freshmen are gonna be a trip. I have alot of history with alot of them, so that should be interesting. Mike is going to be there as well........ Ohhh good. Yeah, I'm not sure how I'm going to react to that. I think about him alot still, and how he's doing.. and if he's happy. I hope he is. Even if it is with that ugly manipulative bitch of a girlfriend he has. I have a feeling there's going to be a confrontation with me and her next year. At least once. And I'm looking forward to that in a big way. But yeah, it'll be good to see Ashley, and Stef, and Pierce, and Ally, and all of the others whom I miss.

I fucking miss so many people. Brandi. I miss her the most. Me & her were so fucking close. I mean, I know deep down we still are- we had a crazy bond, it just sucks cause I miss talking to her & seeing her. I was reading her livejournal before and it said the same thing- like "where the fuck is cara" ahsafsa. That girl's one of a kind, right there. And she did so much for me this past year, especially through my first year of highschool.. it would've been alot harder without her. She helped me through some pretty sticky situations, and taught me alot. I won't forget that. I should really call her up sometime.

I should really do alot of things.

But anyways. Oh, no more boyfriend. Yeah, I suck at this. I can't seem to find any keepers. For one reason or another, it always gets fucked up, and I end it. And I don't regret it, it's just gettin old. I'm done with Meriden boys though. They all have way too much in common. My brain can't deal.

Ben's finally back from camping. There's a cool kid. I gotta hang out with him again soon too, I'm going through withdrawl. =X

Tomorrow's Warped Tour. Fuckin sweet. Me, Em, Heather, and Erika. That's gonna be so hott. I can't wait. I've been spending the night getting stuff together and picking out clothes and such, which I should really be finishing now, but I got distracted. Oh well. Yeah, that's gunna be a good girls day at warped tour.

SOOOOOO. That's about all. I figure I should get goin, and hopefully fall asleep. Night<3