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| RLY EXCLUSIVE N SPECIAL OK - srs bizness |
[03 Feb 2037|12:35pm] |
*image from vividblurry.com lol that's hot
HERE IS AN EMOJOURNAL. LET ME HELP YOU AVOID IT.
IT IS THE ONLY ONE ON LIVEJOURNAL SO IT MUST BE TREATED WITH TENDER LOVE AND CARE
How I feel is honest (I hope), the words I use here are less.. tolerable.
How I talk: the metaphors, etc, are not an attempt to be DEEP or artistic, they're just free-association, I guess. This journal is shonky but I guess it might be interesting to read to the two perspectives (of either journal) simultaenously. BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS THE TRUE ME.
Lucky them!
I'll add anyone who doesn't live in NSW, basically.
gorgeous royal tenenbaums mood theme by quietghost,
assisted wonderfully by euterpeslullaby.
EDIT: I deleted a few people - this may actually be a compliment, considering I wish to continue tricking you into thinking I'm coherent, sane, and worth reading.
Cheerio!
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| ~~Cut so deep |
[13 Aug 2008|05:59pm] |
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So, I added everyone in the universe, I don't really know why, when this was an sporadically updated cryptic wank journal. But now I actually use it, far too much, and everything is quite humiliating. I still want to use this journal, and I still like the idea of people I care about being able to understand and give feedback, attention (please know that that is NOT why I write here), comfort, insight, etc.
I deleted almost everyone, but I'll add anyone back (the Sydney rule still applies for most people). I just have this way of justifying things in my head that goes: "Oh, it's okay to show mortifying stuff to people who are either genuinely interested, sincerely concerned, or in it for the lulz, but if they've just added me for politeness or something, then it isn't worth being embarassed if they're not entertained or getting closer".. I don't know. I kept people who commented at some point, but on regularjournal, and MySpace as well, I am occasionally amazed when people I thought ignored or minded me completely, make some observant or lovely remark, and I had no idea.
tl;dr vers. = o shi-, :#, w/e, commentz plz
(they will be screened because I'll be too embarassed by the lack of anything, hah)
* http://raspx.blogspot.com/2007/07/reassembled-pork-rinds_31.html </lj user=vomiting> |
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[16 Jul 2008|01:24pm] |
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| "Things Fall Apart" (Substance. Xkcd has it.) |
[16 Jul 2008|11:31am] |
"He offered up visions of the ideal I have always dreamed of, a rich life full of variation, full of intellectual stimulation, a circle of friends around us who are working for a good cause, who want to do something for the world, my indefinable searching and longing would be hanged into a clearly defined duty which is out there, just waiting for me: to make me happy! If only I could take the step, why does my heart feel numb when I think of him?" |
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[15 Jun 2008|08:38pm] |
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[20 Aug 2005|03:15pm] |
xR
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