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Ive never been around people so much and felt so alone
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[29 Oct 2007|02:28pm] |
I'm Happy, I'm sad, I'm upset, I'm confused.
I like, I may even love this guy someday soon. I don't know what to do or what to say to him and I don't want to wreck what we have so far. The little things are getting to me; I promised myself I wouldn't date a person that smoked and I am, I promised I wouldn't get in the way of his friends and I have, and I promised myself all these stupid things to keep myself safe. It's hard when a guy promises he'll try to quit smoking, puts on a good show in front of you and once you leave it's back to normal. I'd rather him do it in front of me other then behind my back. It's a sign it may happen with something else. He says, he loves me but once I leave he could say it to someone else. I hate feeling like I might get hurt, I hate feeling this way. But I love him! Yes I love this guy! I tried not to, I didn't want to get attached to someone cause I didn't want to get hurt again. I'm tired of it. I hope he gets sick of me so it ends faster so it doesn't hurt as much! I feel like I'm pushing him away, when I'm pulling him in to close.I don't really know how to say things to him, I don't want to sound stupid but I don't want to keep thinking things so much. It's hard when you fall in love so hard cause you fall even harder when they let you go!
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[12 Jul 2007|06:05pm] |
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Everything is finally looking up, which makes me alittle more happy. Is it bad that I find that the more miserable some certain people are the happier I get? I mean I know it's kinda a bad thing but, I'm happy to see that what they've done has come back and bit them in the ass. I'm good though, I have a a nice guy that cares, I'm going to school, and I got a job that I'm certain I will enjoy. Discount at good stores, saving money haha. I'm excited for what may come. :D
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[11 Jun 2007|04:30pm] |
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I NEED TO GET OUT AND DO SOMETHING... WHY DO POEPL JUST WANT TO SIT AT HOME ON THE COMPUTERS ALL THE TIME!!! I DON'T GET IT!!! ARGHHH
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[22 May 2007|05:49pm] |
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Everything is complicated!!
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[23 Jul 2006|06:05am] |
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I woke up at 6 in the morning Sick.. I bag full of puke.. Yummy.
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[22 Jul 2006|11:34pm] |
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This summer has pretty much been work, work ,work. I hate it. I want to get out and do things.. CALL ME SOMEONE!!!..when I'm free haha!!! omg I'm pathtic.. P.s I happy belated birthday to Lindsey... I made it to 45.5 hours this week. YAH!!! omg... What a waste.. Oh I'm moving out Augest 1st everyone. So you all have to come by and see the place.. like 5mintues away from my work.. bad neighbour hood but that's okay. It;s the east end what can you do eh? I need to sleep... NOw.. LATER DAYS!!!
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| ...Skater Girl???... |
[22 Mar 2006|12:23pm] |
This year is almost over, and I don’t want to start new. Beal will be to
awkward I sometimes get second thoughts about it. I have to remember that I’m just going for
the art program. Why doesn’t Clarke Road offer it? I’m missing what spring and summer feel
like the cold is killing me now. This winter season wasn’t as great as I thought it would have
been. I was hoping for snowboarding, I didn’t get that. Everytime I had a chance to go with some
friends or myself, I worked. I want to quit and just be free. Do whatever. I know that’s not
possible. I’m stupid, but not that stupid. I’m still saving to move to B.C. No one actually believes
that I’m going to get there, I know I will though. I’m determined to get there I’ll walk if I have
too. These days have been pretty awesome. I bought a skateboard yesturday. Kim, Jesse, Nicole,
and I were just on the bus and I wanted to start skateboarding. I went to the store and I bought
one. Spent over $200 and got one. I don’t know how to ride it. I’m in trouble now. I’m really
happy with who I’m with now, he’s so amazing and we’ve only knew each other for so little
time. Though I’m afraid that drug thing will get in the way. I’m always tempted to start because
it will make things easier, but then I’m just giving in and I don’t want to do it. I’m happy with
that decision. My hair is still dead. I wish I could fix it, but that isn’t going to happen. It’s fried.
I’m in photography class right now bored as could be. My teacher sucks and I want to shot him. I
know that’s mean. I guess I’m mean.
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[02 May 2005|08:53am] |
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I SUCK AS A FRIEND, I ALREADY KNOW THAT!!!
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[22 Apr 2005|09:05am] |
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This is my 5th day in a row not skipping... Im going to beat you Kayla...
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| ...Friends Only... |
[18 Mar 2004|07:16pm] |
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Comment If you want to add me or I add you!!!
Started Friends Only Augest 4/04 For my reasons
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