A look at my life

Call from hell

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Wed, 30 Aug 2006 21:35:43 GMT

ok I just got home from the call from hell I am shaking and almost crying again ( wich i did all the way home ) ok so this guy Mark calls me and wants to see me starts asking all the wrong questions so I give hime the address to look up my reviews I leave and an hour later show up at his house so as soon as I step in the door no small talk just starts pawing all over me so we go to his bedroom I see my envelope on the dresser and he proceeds to untie my shirt ( wich didnt need to be done ) so I start sucking his cock and i continue to do so for over a half hour my jaw starts to acke realy bad and he still wants more I am fondling him and he is insistant that I keep going I tell him my jaw hurts and I try to be nice and he tells me to just get dressed as i get dressed he jumps up grabs the envelope and states that he is not paying my full rate that he should only have to pay half I tell him that i am paid for my time and That I came provided a service and that I think he should hand me the envelope so after about ten min of diliberation he gives me the envelope and tells me he is calling the police on me I just stated that i was sorry and i left
this sucked ass
he was mean and i will do everything i can that this BS stops

an update on feelings

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:27:40 GMT

As most of you know I am married I started this whole adventure again for the cash we realy needed it he doesnt make enough to take care of the bills and i can make more in a few hours then he does all week so i have been feeling some resentments regarding wanting it to end Its not a job that I always love but It does have its funny moments It can be glamorouse and exciting but sometimes I dream of normalicy I want to be in a monogomouse ( even though i dont belive it works ) relationship and be seen and someone special taken care of it saddens me that i go to a call and come home look at my husband and I truely have hate in my heart for him because i feel if he was a real man he would do what it takes for me not to do this anymore well back to advertiesing and working trying to real in the freaks for my current audience if you have any jokes or ideas you see something funny that you think would make a good addition to my book please feel free to get it to me some how

Kisses till next time

upddates

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:20:20 GMT

Ok nothing realy new I found a gent who likes to wear ladies panties and be teased and picked on humilating LOL I didnt even have to touch him

then there was the guy who wanted to dominate me well i am more in controll when i am working because i do not want to have things go wrong I dont think he liked me since I rpotected my boundries so much but i wasnt letting him pee on me or choke me or whatever else he had on his mind

i have seen a few clients that i have seen before nothing spectacular there but I did see the envelope guy
I seen him before he booked a two hour appt and then took money out of the envelope assuming he could change the time he booked he realy pissed me off that appt. but this time i took the envelop and put it in my purse he was locked in weather he liked it planned on it or not

I also have seen the old fart bert again he actualy brushed his teath before i came over wich was nice
i like it when men are clean

A joke Then again isnt sex always the best joke

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Fri, 25 Aug 2006 20:11:29 GMT

Ok here goes told to me this morning over breakfast by my waitress ( waitresses name is unknown )

She puts a penny on the table and askes

Waitress:do you smell something

Me:no

Waitress: thats a cent (scent)

She puts another penny on the table

Waitress: do you see any friut

Me: no

Waitress: thats a pair (pear)

She puts another penny on the table

Waitress: do you see any reptiles

Me: no

Waitress: thats three copper heads

She puts another penny on the table

Waitress: do you see any cars

Me:no

Waitress: thats four lincolns

She puts another penny on the table

Waitress: do you see any pussy

Me: *giggles * No

Waitress: Not for five cents you wont

Long needed update

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Sun, 06 Aug 2006 05:25:28 GMT

Wow its been a long time since I have updated Ok well lets just name a few after seeing mr no dick I was a bit freeaked didnt want to work for a while and the retarded calls that sounded like cops Jeeze
ok well we will start with a few recent calls
first is college boy
young lil stud who just was too nerdy for words paid for two hours i stayed for 45 min LOL
recent freak is Mr Panty this guy I didnt have to touch him at all just pick on him and make fun of him wile he wore women panties then there was mr retail he apparently is married with one kid and one on the way and his wife is skinny realy skinny but he likes big girls and boy did he like me
damn if i seen him when i was not working LOL but i dunno if i could do it knowing there is a prego wife that just seems wrong unless i am being paid LOL ok the tonight was mr gambino he offered me a real job LOL he apparently likes to toss other peoples sallad and he did and was awfull what is with men having no idea on how to eat pussy god dam is it that hard to find a clikt and lick it till she cums

oh yea I forgot harrisburg he has a pantyhose and shoe fettish I modled stockings shoes and pantyhose for him I am comming to realize in this job that I know what I like and I am to the point were I am far from afraid to tell a man how to give it to me
My biggest question the past few weeks has been Why do you Hire someone like me When you can go get just about any woman you want here have been a few answeres

1. I am shy
2. the thrill
3. discretion

those are the top three answers anyone else have any ideas what to ask
Ok thats it for now I will update more I promis i know i say that all the time but personal life gets in the way

updates

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Thu, 06 Apr 2006 18:53:31 GMT

Ok all I am sorry I have not updated in a while but I have had a tramatic event I will get to that later but now a rant about arabic men and thier cocks .. Now I have been with men who are uncercumsized but arabic men are realy nasty looking I mean realy what is it it doesnt look normal and they are freaks seen arab 1 on a wed night and he refered arab 2 so then that sunday I went to see craig .. This man called me about 15 times to make sure i was available and that I was comming so I arive and I see a heavy set man I am use to this so I proceed and we start getting naked he kisses me and then askes for me to suck his cock after telling me about some botched opperation so I go to give him head and he has no cock I swear I almost threw up He had a bump of flesh that looked like the tip of a cervix or a friut loop so What am i suposed to do So I start to lick him trying to aviode the stench of dried urin ( i guess no one told him he has to wipe like a girl since he cant shake it ) anyways I use my hands alot and get him off its so gross its hard to describe what it was like but it was gross I come to find that it was actualy a birth defect and that his botched opperation was a line of BS .. like most men he was full of shit ...

so monday I get a call from a lancaster man who wants to see me for two hours I go and he is just a fat fuck .. lazy and fat then there was fashad who seen me and he is hott and good will go intgo more detail about him and antione later have to forget about mr nodick again

three appts in one day

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:48:53 GMT

well todays first appt was a 15 min romp with dave he was a drunk shit head last time i seen him this time he was fast
appt two was gross his name was ed he suposedly was 28 loked 45 he wanted me to sucky sucky an=d he finished on my chest alot eeeww he was like a 10 min appt
third guy was ken he works for toys r us he is a cuddler his eyes almost popped out of his head when he seen how much wieght i lost he was sweet

Bill

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:29:05 GMT

Ok so Mon I had an opertunity to do incall after hours of cheep bastards telling me my rates wich are more then fair are too high I finaly get an incall his name was bill he wanted a lil suckinbg and then he wanted to go down on me He was pretty good at it so then I sucked some more and he decided to come all over my face EEEWWW I grabed tissues and cleaned myself up Smiled graciously and Seen him to the door ran back to the bathroom and washed my face GROSS why are clients so gross Bleagh

story 3 Dave evans

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:26:28 GMT

A car dealer : So this gent contacts me and I make the appt. I drive about 45 min from home and getr to this kia dealership He wantys to go to a back room were he layed out a sheet were yes on the floor So I get comfortable and so does he we start out as usual with a little rubbing and sucking and then he wants to get on top of me now this guy is not a snamm man and as he is heaving and rubbing on me ( pretty much laying on me ) he asks " so what does Holly like ?"
I so wanted to scream " I LIKE TO BREATH YOU FAT ASS " but I casualy smiled and said " Hunny I like everything why do you think I have thios job *wink*'
he finaly gets off and is done so I get dressed and he walkes me top the door unlocks it and we go our seperate ways

story 2

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 14:21:33 GMT

Ok next is about Chuck
Chuck lived in hanover Pa a two and a half hour drive so I insisted he at least pay for 2 hours wich is cool with me .. so I call him and ask him if I am going corectly on the highway and he says no go the other way so i turn around then 30 min later he calls me back saying i was going the right way and to turn around again ( so I do ) so now I am tired and hungry and stopp at a mcdonals for a burger then ia am on my way to chuck I get there and I see him he looks a bit slow Like partialy retarded or something but I go with the flow he was wierd didnt have a clue as to how to have sex and he had a huge coick ( GINORMUS) so I jerked him off he came all over my tits and I cleaned up and left ( took all about 45 min ) He kind of seemed like he didnt care at all about anything I asked him what he liked and he said " whatever you Like "" odd

Have to update on a couple of jobs

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Mon, 06 Mar 2006 22:29:14 GMT

Yes I know I have been holding out on yall I know I am such a tease !!!
First there was this guy Gary he looked kinda like tommy lee jones with a mustach so I arive for our appt. and things are goiong well so I think he seems like a normal nice guy who just needs a piece of ass so all of a sudden he looses his erection and I make the same light humored remark I always do " looks like our lil buddy has went home time to get him to come back out to play " and so we proceed and I warn my gentleman friend that time is almost up and he snapps " well can I at least finish first " So I nicly state thjat I was just letting him know .. So I get done with him and leave then the next day asshol sends me an email here it is ::::

Holly,
Take this for what it is worth. You were my first companion experience and I might be speaking from my insecurities.
1. If a man is not well hung don't use the term little guy.
2. I understand you are donated by the hour, do not leave first hour until job finished.
This won't matter to you, but now the door is open for me to seek other providers in the area.
Gary

CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS ASSWADD !!! I wrote him back telling him to feel free to check out other providers I am sorry but how much shit is one woman suposed to take anyways he is not gonna be seeing me again even if he calls i will not see such an arrogent fuck
I talked with another girl who had seen him since and she said he must complain looking to get free time with working ladies CREEP!! what a jerk

sorry all

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Dec 2005 03:48:55 GMT

i have not updated in a while will have to tell you about my new experiences soon but very busy with tyhe ft job righhtg noow

kisses
Holly

CORY

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Thu, 01 Dec 2005 17:12:11 GMT

Cory digs holes for a livinhg so he is the big construction guy he has bad breath and a small well you know he so liked me and realy wants to do it again he took 30 min tonight i am seeing foor fetish jim whith the colostomy bag ... have to were stockings and heals all day

a lesson in murphys law

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:50:46 GMT

just as i was telling all you how dead work has been i get a call on my cell from craig ok so he wants to see me asap and doesnt have a place i normaly do not do incall but made fast arangments to do so took him to the locations and he told me what he liked and well let me just tell you from here on out this man will be called donkey dick his cock was so huge had to be closest to the biggest i have ever seen my jaw hurts wink wink... anyways he was done in ten min and he had a push broom mustach ugh why dont these men groom themselves can anyone please tell me what make them think an over grown beard or mustach is sexy ?? so anyways donkey dick left and it was not too bad about split me like a log lol

jazz

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:21:00 GMT

ok now i went to see jazz gain about two weeks ago exactly he was fun he took me to a very elegant afgan restruant then back to the siute then i was presentented with gifts a great book candles and roses it was so wonderfully romantic i love to see him he is so normal while we were there then normal sex stuff and home i went

sorry all

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Wed, 26 Oct 2005 00:56:22 GMT

ok its been about a month i am so sorry i havnt updated but i have had two clients all month bussniss sucks and a bunch of ass holesin philly are starting a boycot of escorts so tat we lower our rates fuck that ... i will leave my adds up and if i get work oh well i will post it but ok appt. # 1 was with the pink womens underware guy i am sure that i have mebtioned him earlier last time i seen him he was in nj this time we met in de, so i show up and he is wearing PINK WOMENS underpanties .. so he bathes me again and this time he wants to watch me shave everything even my pits so then we ajourn to the bed and i rub hin through the panties he realy likes it and finaly askes if he can cum on my tits so i say sure and he sticks his cock in between my tits and just blows all on my chest not a rub or touch or jerk WIERDDDO updat more

More stuff

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Mon, 26 Sep 2005 08:45:56 GMT

Seen Scott last night he is so cheep and just cant keep it up he got a HJ the condom was bugging him and I dont go BB

then tonight I put up a few adds and get Clif he is sweet and calls so we chat a bit he decides that he wants to call another time so we hang up and ten min later I shit you not he calls and asks me to come asap cuz he is horney and just canty wait ... so I drive an hour get there and WHAMMO he is black what a shocker he was so pleasent to talk to and didnt have that ghetto accent ( you know the one any city kid gets even women ) he lit candles and had music on and we started kissing he liked the girls oo
He went down on me and was awfull but I faked it realy good and tthen got him to finish then we adjerned to the living room and chated and he jerked hiomself off while playing with the girls 00 again then I left got lost in philly and took almost 4 hours to get home instead of 1 1/2 finaly fount the turn pike and was ok

i am tired long week I can see it now and rent is due

SORRY

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Sat, 24 Sep 2005 19:14:42 GMT

Sorry folks its been a while well lets see if I can catch you up I was trying to help a friend out of a tough time she asked me to help her start escorting so after about two weeks I decided if she realy wanted to ( and she didnt stop bugging me ) I would help her Hell Candie helped me when I wanted to start several years back and now I am realy a great escort I am great at what I do and can make any man ANY man believe I am in love with him and yet walk away with his $$ and not a care in the world .. so back to the storie
Charlene ( stage name of course ) was born and we did her up make up clothes the whole nine yards she is bigger and fit all my old clothes so I gave them to her .. I set her up with advertising web design and space and clients ( my clients ) I gave up $$ so that she could get out of financial trouble so she takes 3 appts makes fast cash and tells me to fuck off right so now I am pissed so a new rule to escorting

RULE 75 NEVER EVER BRING ANYONE INTO THE BUSSINESS LET THEM FIND THIER OWN CLIENTS AND MAKE THIER OWN WAY !!!!

so she quit not because she didnt like it but because she didnt want to do anything to suport herself she said if she could not find a man to suport her she would rather starve fine bitch starve but I wont !!!

so I have seen Ralph he traded some ad space and photos was worth it realy
will see him again
then seen chriss god was he sexy but horrible kisser then there was *chuck he was sweet and easy and then qinten tried to blow his load in my mouth Didnt even warne me thank god I came up in time 1 split second later and I would have had to spit it in his face (thats my big ruile Not in my moputh opn my tits fine but no facials and no mouth or I will spit it in your face ) then thursday night I had an appt with *Ed I a keeping his name secret for he is a lawer and I would like his annonimity to stay put he was great he gave me a bath and washed and kissed my feet gave me a massage and got down on his hands and knees and kissed my feet and ankles he realy was fun he liked watching me pose for him and when I gave him that lustfull I want you look He came all over the floor of the hotel room .. I have a day job now something to keep me ocupied etween clients nothing too serious but I will keep posted more
James got laid off poor baby I might go hang with him just because he is a sweety and if aI do need the $$ he would give it up
Hansen keeps trying to get discounts UCK !! oh and I forgot ben the pit crew guy seen him 2 times gave him a shower massage 2 nights while he was in town .. ok so that is it for now hope to see sexy dave soon I miss him

gotta love hooker jokes this is about a client ( not personaly known but in general )

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 19:34:32 GMT

a woman goes into a pet shop to buy a parrot , she looks at 3 differant birds one is $100, another is $400, and the last one is $15, why is that one so cheap she asks? cus it swears the man said, it used to be in a brothell and has picked up the language. thats ok the woman says i'll have it. when she gets home with the parrot she takes the cover off and the parrot says "fuck me a new madam" no says the lady i'm not a madam. then her 2 daughters walk in" fuck me 2 new tarts" no they say we are not tarts. they say dad will go mad when he heres the foul language. just then the dad walks in the parrot says "fuck me dave not seen you for a few weeks" !!!

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 06 Sep 2005 19:25:57 GMT

ok i8 realy have to start updating more and using more detail if I am ever going to turn this into a book ok wed night mike cancled so9 I didnt work wed thurs fri sat or sunday last nigbht I went to center city philly and seen john he was a big chunky black man who wanted an hour but paid for t5wo it was wierd he wanted me to drive here and had an issue with a travel fee but paid an extra 100 for a second hour that was not used he was pretty normal I might try to get him to invest in greek lessons since I am getting good at it .. tell him its 200 extra i could always use the cash

tues night

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:08:37 GMT

well I had that appt. that was here local with kyle he was loooking for a new regular girl I hope That this works out to have a bunch of regulars it would keep me busy .. need to put up more adds
anyone have any ideas for self promotion ?

Monday night

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 30 Aug 2005 22:55:51 GMT

wENT TO SEE jAZ HE IS SWEET HE GAVE ME A LONG FULL BODY MASSAGE oops caps . then we had our session he ordered friut and wanted me to eat while he ate me .. it would have beenh realy fun if he could have made me orgasm but he sucked at eating pussy . but he made up for it with being so sweet He was in philly all this driving is killing me

its tuesday and I am suposed to have an appt. here in reading and one in hamburg but niether has called to confirm I guess they changed thier minds maybe the guy in malvern whyo wants a massage will come through , I will email him to see

Then I have an appt. tomorrow afternoon wierdo I will write all about it why do I get all the freaks I know why because I acomodate and they woud have to pay a shitload more with someone else

Sunday

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 30 Aug 2005 22:51:09 GMT

Seen joe in AC he was sweet two hours it wasa nice we met at the casino ( wild west ) and had drinks then had some fun I talked way too much.. he was cute i guess i was nervos then stayed and played of course had fun came home tired and week then all of monday phill kept calling me trying to get me to find a room out his way I told him that was not my job that was for him to do
he was pissy about it and was frustrated because I was irritated and kinda pissy since he was jerking me around and being kinda bossy . I realy dont like how he treats me he is a real jerk and expects so much ..

Back to tuesday

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Sat, 27 Aug 2005 21:24:10 GMT

Ok so this past tuesday I was shocked suprised overwhellmed . I seem to be getting more of candies old clientelle . This time it was James now candie dated james he knows my real name and that I am married and alot about my personal life.. It was a bit acward at first .. but after he started it was ok he is AWFULL in bed he is over excitable and like to do it sideways .. wierdo but he is good for once a month

work is slowing down again

Monday night

Holly_belle_smith@yahoo.com — Tue, 23 Aug 2005 13:37:51 GMT

ok so after the chunky cum guy (EEEWWWW) I come home check and answer emails and do some running around still havnt bought thigh highs .. So while I am making dinner John calls me one of candies old clients but I didnt know that till after I seen him .. He wanted an erotic massage so I went to the sheriton and showed at his room promply at 9 pm so I smoke and chit chat for a good 40 min then get to work for 20 I do have to say why did god not bless all men with enough mannlieness to wrap a hand around its so sad to jerk someone off with you thumjb and pointer and middle fingers .. These guys and thier tiny works its so funny to me and the fatter they ae the smaller they ae how do they hold it to pee tie a string to it ?? ugh
well That was ok he was nice I will be seeing him again I am pretty sure .