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| Tuesday, February 5th, 2008 | | 2:41 pm |
I'm alive Hey all I am alive, yep alive. Well so here is the update. I cut my hair it is at shoulder length and cute. My car is busted because someone hit it and did not leave a not now the driver side door wont open. Cest la vie. I am nearly finished with school just one more year to go, this semester and fall and I am done. With the B degree, I am thinking about getting my masters. Hey then I can be Chris the English Master. I can teach you to read literature, write stories, put poems in bottles, and even kill some characters. There will be no foolish wand waving in my class. Kinda like Snape but sexier. | | Monday, October 17th, 2005 | | 5:54 pm |
OK you have to read this artical someone sent me. It is about the corrilation to spankings and studying in college students. Come one come all to get your bum smacked in the name of higher education. (Hey you think I could open my own practice.) http://www.weeklyworldnews.com/features/science/21520Anyway all is ok here I will update later today after class promise I even wroke it in my agenda book, write in LJ so people know I am alive. I am alive alive I say. Current Mood: InsaneCurrent Music: hords of people typing in the lab | | Friday, September 9th, 2005 | | 3:36 pm |
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Chris You have a very interesting history and you are very ticklish. Even though you are an English major, you seem to have trouble verbally communicating and have sort of developed your own language, which involves lots of hand-waving and funny squeaks. Eventually, you will own a huge corporation comprised of all kinds of eclectic things, things no one else would even think of putting together in the same company, like a fish hatchery and a designer label. Actually, you like eclecticism in all areas and isn't eclectic a cool word! Crackheads in Anime (which one are you) brought to you by QuizillaHey look I am me, yay. I am so incredibly sorry for not updating. Yes it is true I am a louse. So I will make this a super update. Let’s see where to begin. I went to the gym and my trainer guy Norm was really hot alas however he was not interested in me. Tear oh well I have met a new guy and I think he is interested. His name is Robert Sz can’t spell or pronounce his last name but it begins with Sz. Anyway he is in my Thursday Film and lit class, and sits next to me. We have only met twice but both time we talked alone together after class for over an hour, because he has Chem. at 6 and class is over at 4:40. We get along great so far; her has Black hair and is about 5”9 about 150- 160 lbs. He even dresses nicely and I think he is straight. He even bought me a peach Ice tea from the caff. Squee! Ok I am now taking a full semester at community well for many reasons: a) it looks really good for when I reapply. b) It is cheaper then Health Insurance which I would loose if I did not go to school. My Classes: Astronomy 101 Lecture, Discussion, and lab English 219 Adv Creative Writing Fiction English 105 English Grammar English 220 Film and Lit Credit hours, 13 Still applying for jobs my last one as a library assistant came back with this response. We have reviewed your application and found you qualified for the position listed above. However, you were not among the most highly qualified candidates. If we receive a request for additional candidates within the next 90 days, your application will again be reviewed for possible referral. Grrr. I went to Vegas and saw Bite a topless Classic Rock Vampire Show, and Cirque Du Solei’s KA which was absolutely amazing. I met a few of the profomers at a bar too, Dave who plays the crab and Bud who works seating people in the audience. The only down side was that I sprained my lower ankle at the Bilagio Casino wearing my black shinny heels but I did not want to pay for a cab back to Excalibur (my Hotel) so I tried to walk the strip back in lots of pain at 2 am. I then drove down to LA and went to Universal Studios and some water park, turning my self all sorts of shades of red. All in all a good trip. When I got back my room was flooded because our AC is a whore, a whore who sucks out all my money through my non existent penis, so I don’t even get the gratification of a blow job. I had to chip in to get it fixed and now my carpet near my desk is moldy. So I threw a bottle of Pine Sole and Lysol of top of it to kill shit. That is all for the moment. Current Mood: sillyCurrent Music: nothing | | Sunday, May 1st, 2005 | | 8:00 pm |
Fish for Dinner Ok so I looked up Professor Hoch on google my poetry and Literatue and Culture professor. He is an odd little man but I kindas like him, he is a cool professor. A little on the looney side sometimes, but are not we all. Anyway I found his book of poetry on Barns and Nobels website, and I was reading the note on it. It said something about him writing about simple stuff like cleaning a fish and bacement furnesses and I had to write something because of that. teehee.
Fish for Dinner
By: Chris Shannon
I spent all day fishing, with my Father, and
spent an hour on a yellow stool
cleaning the Fish
I caught, with purple dish soap.
proud was I, as Mother was loud.
I was bad, I made the fishy smell
not so stinky but taste stinky instead.
Current Mood: OddCurrent Music: I'll never fall in love again | | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 2:16 am |
Pick ONE word from each pair that you think describes me the best & leave it in the comments.
Then copy this and post it in your own journal to see how your friends view you.
* dominant or submissive * logical or intuitive * social or loner * kinky or vanilla * cute or sophisticated * kitten or puppy * warm flannel sheets or sleek satin * leader or follower * quiet or talkative * spontaneous or planned * teddy bear or porcelain doll * hiking or window shopping * tequila or vodka * top or bottom * bare foot or shoes * jeans or slacks * tender or rough * aware or dreamy * nerd or jock | | Tuesday, April 19th, 2005 | | 1:35 am |
Mistress Silence/Angel of Silence Mistress Silence
She walks with you amongst the silent shore
It is she who holds your pain in her hand
With her you must give in to her demand
It is impossible for you to ignore
The battle of your own internal war
Sitting on the beach lost to the sand
Of time, alone you’re left to understand
You are alone in a world you abhor
The night is when the Mistress Silence comes
You seek solace in her divine embrace
She rapes your mind leaving you to think alone
The haunting thoughts make you want to succumb
To the darkness of her silent grace
Where you a left to think of all you’ve known
Angel of Silence
The angel of silence has come again
On the silent shore the waves of your pain
Are in her hands as she is your sole friend.
You sit in silence thinking in the rain
The battle of your own internal war
Twisting your thoughts into a painful knot
Not knowing who or what to listen for
Hoping to find what it is you have sought
The angel of silence she comes at night
She slips in unnoticed into your bed
To hold you in your turmoil and plight
She twists your mind till you wish you were dead
The angel of silence has now returned
So you can feel the pain that you have earned.
Current Mood: PoeticCurrent Music: Becca's Gameboy thingie | | 1:28 am |
Loving You Loving You I can’t stand you, you’re selfish, annoying, and egotistical You drive me crazy. All I want is for you to shut up. I yell at you. You yell at me. Then you take my hand, we dance, you step on my feet and kick my shins, But for the moment, we are not yelling. Just dancing together Mostly we don’t talk. We’re too tired to. You just sit there on the sofa; pompously sipping your glass of drink and I on the other side reading something. You’ll kick my feet, say they smell. I’ll bruise you with my book. With a few glares we go back to what we were doing. resting together I’ll tackle you to the bed because you stole my pajamas again. You’ll grin triumphantly and I’ll just glare. Your childish game annoys me and I’m tired, so I’ll just steal yours. You’ll pout, grumble, and glare as we’re lying together Sometimes we can barely be in the same room together. We’ll fight and scream. I’m cold, you’re a fool. Then you’ll leave. I’ll miss your arrogance, you’ll miss my cynicism. You’re too stubborn to come back, and I won’t go after you. But somehow we’ll get together. We’ll kiss and make up. Loving together Current Mood: PoeticCurrent Music: Becca's Gameboy thingie | | Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 | | 1:51 pm |
| | Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 | | 9:56 am |
Ok I am just really pissed off right now. Sensei, is being so incredably rude to me. Today in class she flat out ignored me. At first I could not find my reading practice sheet so when she called on me I was still looking for it so I borrowed someone else so I could anwer the question. Well she would not let me answer the question that she asked me. I found my stuff after that but she continued to ignore me. I raised my hand and she looked at it but refused to call on me. She called on everyone else twice. Then when she called on Becca, Becca was having a hard time she only let Becca get half way through her sentence that asked someone else to do it. When the others in the class have trouble she helps them but she was blatently rude to us. After class I mentiond to her that I had found my worksheets earlier in class and was going to ask why she would not call on me but halfway through my sentence, and she was looking right at me and knew I was talking to her, she turned and walked out of the classroom, as though I was not worth her time. It is not even as though she was in a rush she ended class early. It is also not about forgetting the worksheet because when others have forgoten them in the past she has allowed them to share and still askes them to read the sentences. Whats worse is that I had prpared and knew the Kanji and everything for the most part some of them I did not know. It just pisses me off that hse thinks she can treat me like that. Just because I am npot as smart as the other students. She knows I am trying I have told her that I am trying I have mad meetings with her so she knows that. Anyway, I took the quiz on Boothys jounal and I liked my answers so yay. Current Mood: pissed offCurrent Music: silence yay | | Saturday, April 2nd, 2005 | | 1:23 pm |
Chris Fabienne Shannon's Aliases
| Your movie star name: Tostitos Robert
| Your fashion designer name is Chris London
| Your socialite name is Sissy San Fransisco
| Your fly girl / guy name is C Sha
| Your detective name is Penguin Kennedy
| Your barfly name is Chocolate Brandy
| Your soap opera name is Fabienne 7th St
| Your rock star name is Pocky Motorcycle
| Your star wars name is Chrsal Shadon
| Your punk rock band name is The Silly Penis
| | | 12:24 pm |
Doom quizzes Ok so I am a quiz whore. ( Quizzes ) Current Mood: complacentCurrent Music: silence yay | | Monday, March 21st, 2005 | | 8:10 pm |
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Vertigo by U2 |

"The night is full of holes Those bullets rip the sky Of ink with gold They twinkle as the boys play rock and roll"
In 2004 you partied so hard... you forgot how to count.
| | | Sunday, March 20th, 2005 | | 3:28 am |
ABC thing A - Age you got your first kiss: 12 B - Band listening to right now: The air conditioner because I can't sleep C - Crush: Don't have one at the current time, unless you count the man living in my head who visits me in dreams D- Dad's name: Dennis E- Easiest person to talk to: Kathleen F - Favorite bands at the moment: I don't know G - gummy worms or gummy bears?: gummy bears H - Hometown: DC I - Instruments: Back up triangle, though I took the flute and the piano as a child and I suck at it. Kathleen is teaching me the Harp J- Joints smoked: a bunch k- kids : Yes please eventually L - Longest car ride ever: Driving from DC to Miami, 20 something hours M - Mom's name:Genevieve N - Nicknames: The Chris, Mouse Duck, purple gerbil and many others O - One wish: to get a book published P - Phobia[s]: Doctors Q - Quote: Some will run forever, some will search forever and some will fly forever" I have no clue who said that though but I have alwasys loved it. R - Reason to smile: I don't know S - Song you sang last: Bryan Adams Sound the Bugle T - Time you woke up [today]: 2am I am so tired I think I will go back to sleep U - Unknown fact about me: They are unknown for a reason. V - Vegetable you hate: Bressel sprouts W - Worst habit(s): procrastination X - X-rays you've had: too many to count everywhere Y - Yummy food: chicken noodle soup Z - Zodiac Sign: Scorpio Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: Bryan Adams Sound the Bugle | | Thursday, March 17th, 2005 | | 1:36 am |
Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were low which suggests you are very reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive. trait snapshot: introverted, secretive, messy, depressed, does not like leadership, somewhat nihilistic, observer, does not make friends easily, unassertive, feels invisible, feels undesirable, hates large parties, does not like to stand out, leisurely, suspicious, submissive, abstract, unpredictable, intellectual, likes rain, likes the unknown, negative, weird, not a risk taker, unadventurous, avoidant, strange http://similarminds.com/personality_tests.html | | Tuesday, March 15th, 2005 | | 3:39 am |
| | Thursday, March 10th, 2005 | | 8:24 pm |
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| | | Wednesday, March 9th, 2005 | | 5:45 pm |
Ok lets try this again I swear this contraption hates me. Current Mood: creativeCurrent Music: nothing | | 2:12 pm |
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