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LONG TIME NO SEE? [Sep. 7th, 2005|08:31 pm]
[mood |relievedpurposeful]
[music |bright eyes- method acting]

1. Name: Brittany Grace Clark
2. Your nick name: Britt
3. Birthday: 12/02/88
4. Place of birth: Shady Grove Hospital Montgomery County
5. Zodiac sign: centaur, Sagittarius
6. Male female: female
7. grade: 12th
8. school: South Carroll
9. occupation: Student/saleswoman (JAMS baby oh yeah!)
10. residence: New Windsor
11. screen name: passionateadvntr
your appearence:
12. hair color: dirty blonde/aubourn
13. hair length: longish
16. height: 5'5
17. braces?: No
18. glasses?: I should but I don't
19. piercing?: no…that squishy feeling is gross
20. tattoos: I want one of Woodstock on the back of my neck (the birdy) but none at the moment
21. righty&lefty: Right

your"first`s":
22. first best friends:Allison, Mepi and Dorie
23. first award: three legged race and a writing award
24. first sport: soccer
25. first pet: fish
26. first real vacation: ocean city
27. first concert/show: spice girls
28. first love: ...What kind of love?

favorites:
29. movie(s):
30. tv show: Lost, family guy, SEX AND THE CITY
31. color: white
32. rapper: eminem
33. song: impossible- plain and flipping simple
36. candy: gummi bears
37. sport to play: ultimate Frisbee…and shopping 
38. sport to watch: curling and ice fishing lol
39. favorite brand to wear: wow…what a sell-out question
40. store: record and tape traders, and jams
41. school subject: English and exploring music
42. animal: dolphins and kittens
43. book: Echo, The Rose and the Beast, and Weetzie Bat by Francesca Lia Block,
44. magazine: Alternative Press and Spin

currently:
49. eating: nothing
50. drinking: water
51. typing: e-mails, IM's and this shizzit
52. online?: Yes….(jesuuuuus.)
53. listening to: Bright Eyes and Ludo (Separate playa's)
54. thinking about: music
55. wanting to: fly
56. watching: words
57. wearing: boxers and a lacey black tanktop


your future:
58. want kids?: hahahaha….maybe ill adopt
59. want to be married?: no no no no no
60. careers in mind: writer, musicologist lol
which is better for the opposite sex?:
67. cute&sexy: Cute
68. lips&eyes: Eyes
69. hugs&kisses: kisses
70. short&tall: taller
71. easygoing&serious: easy going babe
72. romantic&spontaneous: spontaneous
73. chubby&skinny: not too skinny
74. sensitive&loud: too loud is bad, but I hate guys who act like wimps
75. hook-up&relationship: Relationship
76. sweet&caring: caring…sweet is fakey
77. trouble maker&hesitant: trouble oh oh yea

have you ever..?:
78. kissed a stranger: No…kissing should be intimate
79. had alcohol: Yes.
80. smoked: heehee
81. ran away from home: yes
82. broken a bone: no
83. got an x-ray: from the denstists
84. broken someones heart: define broken
85. broke up with someone: yea, matt in the 8th grade, and Justin broke up with me…
86. turned someone down: yea
87. cried when someone died: Gramma and Dolly
88. cried at school: yessss

do you believe in..?:
89. God: Yes…but every religion is a path to god
90. miracles: yes…they happen everyday
91. love at first sight: Yes
92. ghosts: Yes
93. aliens: im not arrogant enough to not believe
94. soul mates: yes
95. heaven: maybe
96. hell: hell is what you make it
98. kissing on the first date: depends on the guy ;)
99. horoscopes: not since the 8th grade

answer truthfully:
100. is there someone you want, but you know you can`t have? Can't?
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Three Left [Aug. 16th, 2005|07:47 pm]
[mood |blank444]
[music |Gratitude- Last]

we stare down the rabbit's hole
guiltless

chords of harps
and hearts
like socrates, ceaser, and the people we used to be
linger like lovers
on the faces of Cards we've read

maybe
to define ourselves
through fortune's fortunate forsaken

staring into the sun
is watching the blunt knife cure the cripple man

pick up some girl on the road

and tell her
about the time you forgot your wife's birthday
(dont hurt her this time


because the people behind you can see)


I'm saving the rent for you
"baby"
and you dont have to think twice about the hash

because, the rabbit's hole stares


RIGHT back.
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A much needed explanation [Aug. 16th, 2005|01:39 pm]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |Bright Eyes]

Ok, so here's the deal with my random ramblings and short-ended comments: upon returning to MD, a few- afformentioned- "things" fell on me with the weight of a sumo wrestler on holiday. Not only did the fight with my supposed parents subside into a complete dis-owning, but several other issues with which I had to contend (and shall not be named) exentricated and exploded upon my return. To top it off, several other changes elusively misplaced themselves and left me to linger in an impounding depression. So, while I may not have been completely consistant, just think of the untold as a secret...Now, upon regaining my fleeting sanity, I hope it is clear that as light hearted and fancy fuckin free I may seem, there are times when those little interesting things in life draw me in a little too closely. Besides, the only people who are positive all the time are either mentally incapable, or complete idiots.

Here's to you!
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Bright Eyes [Aug. 16th, 2005|01:00 pm]
[mood |artisticrandom]
[music |Bright Eyes- Rabbit Hole]

Even though idiots really bother me, I can't wait to rejoin them in only 13 days! OK, so that's a bit of a pessimistic way of looking at things, but at least I'm eager enough for it to begin...Then I can gripe and moan with the rest of my class that the year won't end fast enough and cry when we have to leave. It's all a bit ironic, isn't it? Then again, I've always tried to be a contradiction, so senior year will fit me well. I am over the top, under the fence, through the skies, inside the belly of a beast BORED. Any remedies? I'm thinking immediate shopping spree, right? Ok, maybe not because the lack of funds is a little restricting...But, Wes Craven's Red Eye is coming out this Friday! Anybody wanna hit that? It is intensly beautiful today! The rain! Any good concerts coming to town? I'm up for it if you are! Love you all, and now I'm thinking about going for a dance in the rain...
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2005|09:51 pm]
[mood |pleasedpleasant]
[music |Greenday- Brain stew]

So I wrote this beastly letter, which I refuse to call "perfect", that will never be addressed, but will always be refered to as the point in my puny adolescent meanderings where something I really meant, travels to adulthood. Hopefully, when it is finally forgotten and reposted somewhere in the shelvings behind my eyes, the person to whom the letter is adherred will understand. In other words, all those years it will take for the two of us to be clear of the coils of humility and misunderstanding, and the letter will finally mean exactly what it says...That way, we can reclose it and remember the silly tidings we used to sing, and breach a new contract of life that- as we all know- is inevitable. Until then, I will make do with the cooresponding times...




(Maybe I'm the yellow bird he's been waiting for...)
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(no subject) [Aug. 15th, 2005|08:14 pm]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |robon williams- the batty rap]

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

whats with all the emo?
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none [Aug. 15th, 2005|07:45 pm]
[mood |distressedMisunderstood]
[music |311- I will always love you]

WHY DOESN"T ANYONE UNDERSTAND!



Go back to the way it was.
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Lullaby [Aug. 15th, 2005|06:42 pm]
[mood |shockedresolute]
[music |Vonbondies- C'mon C'mon]

Excuse my common martyrdom, but I have concluded the majority of my oh-so-exaggerated woes, and have fully published the "text" that summarizes them. Everything is kind of like some really bad song that had too much publicity and not enough talent...like all this lingering on the things I don't have is preventing me from wanting what I really need: a strait gig with a hidden smile.

I'm going all black eyes and heavy hands.
Baby, I'll bring you down if you wanna swing...
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The trees in my yard... [Aug. 15th, 2005|06:10 pm]
[mood |calmflighty]
[music |irish songs]

I have to remind myself that maybe there is more than looking forward to things... wishes are worth more than dimes and cadillacs. (PIMP DADDY!)

I've got to remember not to attach myself to people...And stop asking for promises...


damn damn damn

love
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Two Weeks Notice [Aug. 15th, 2005|03:19 pm]
[mood |drunkmorosely contemplative]
[music |maroon 5- harder to breath]

Less than two weeks until school starts, and for the first time since the second grade I'm actually looking forward to it! Thats right, suckas! My last year in "splendid" highschool and I am more than irrationally determined to make it strike harder than the connotations left over from the summer...Ok, so i'm more than a tad over-dramatic, but what better way to be ;)? I'm thinking: college is coming soon, so why not embrace my naivete while I can? It's either NY or NC, and either way, it's going to be BeAuTiFuL...(Define beuatiful.)

These Two weeks are gonna stretch like a Mother, so if anybody wants to do anything haul ass to my house or to teh nearest phone! Yeah, baby! (Haha, do I make you randy?!)

OH OH! And if anyone knows when the next MFU is, E-mail me at forgetfulpolly@yahoo.com.

Peace
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