I really hope no one's reading this.
Since my last entry, we were all brought together by Aizen's reiatsu. He was a bumbling idiot in a large helmet, but even with all our efforts, we were unable to kill him. Then, in the midst of this horribly executed battle, something unexplainable happened as we were sucked out of this world, and thrust into another.
This world was closer to the living world than the one before, and that brought some measure of comfort.
I also had a sweet little adorable bunny in my arms, which made it even better than even the real living world. But all that disappeared the moment I saw my - situation. I had commanded and oversaw the brutalization of a man who, while he may not have been innocent, certainly didn't deserve that kind of savage treatment. Also, it seems there's another person inhabiting my body, a yakuza named Chappy. I know all this sounds insane, and anyone who reads this will never trust me to make even the most basic decisions again.
Soon afterward, nii-sama (who sometimes goes by "Cherry Blossom" in this world) appeared, and Ichigo joined us. They nearly got into a fight and exchanged some very STRANGE words. Ichigo apparently works for us
and called nii-sama "oyabun", which is just - I just can't comment on this. Nii-sama suggested summoning our zanpakutou, and that helped control the other identities - not completely, though. Or now we've just armed our yakuza counterparts with very powerful spiritual weapons.
The one bright spot in all this happens to be Renji. Stupid,
wonderful luscious idiotic Renji. Ichigo led us to a mansion, where we found Tatsuki-chan, Orihime, and Ukitake taichou. Ishida Uryuu was supposed to be there as well, but wasn't present when we arrived.
So, after a while,
his kisses make me tremble MORONIC Renji showed up, and of all things, told me not to get married, and then presented me with an Easter egg - which seems to be an ominous calling card of Chappy's how can she defile something as wonderful and pure as bunnies, and have them signify violent death? HOW COULD SHE? While I told him what I knew of my identity in this world, I feel he's holding something back from me.
We stepped out into the mansion's garden to speak more privately, and this is where I found the hot tub
which I will remember forever, which I quickly stepped into because after all I've been through, I should at least deserve a good soak. Stupid gorgeous Renji ruined it slightly by getting in with me. I should have pressed him at that point to tell me what he's concealing from me OMG he wasn't concealing anything, and I will remember THAT forever, too. Instead, I was - distracted.
For some reason, Renji said all these things to me. I'm not sure I can explain this, but I had no idea he felt this deeply about me, or that I had all these feelings for him. We kissed, he held me in his arms. It was as if two halves had finally come together joyfully
and it was better than any manga I read. I was about to reach down and STUPID RENJI! That's how nii-sama found us. I thought he was going to unleash Sebonzakura on Renji, so I stopped him with a binding spell. Of course I didn't expect it to hold for long, but just long enough for Renji to flee and save himself. Instead, this made me love him even more like an utter fool he stayed around.
I apologized to nii-sama, although I don't expect he'd ever forgive me. He seemed ready to, at first, and then he announced that Renji must marry me.
I can't tell if this is nii-sama, or Cherry Blossom. Either way, in either life, I am under his power. And even if I should want to marry Renji, this is certainly not the way I'd want it to happen, as if it were a punishment. I feel so humiliated. I can't help feeling that our - experience - has now been twisted into something ugly, when truthfully, it was possibly the most beautiful fifteen minutes of my existence.
I suppose I should go wedding dress shopping. I'll check if Ishida Uryuu is free - at least one person should get some joy out of this.