people always ask if panda sleeps through the night. well she does. but about 3 times a night she wiggles a bunch so i pop the boob in her mouth. she eats in her sleep. after she nurses the 3rd time (usually between 5 and 7 sometime) she kinda freaks out in her sleep and i have to get out of bed so she can relax and not smell the milk. because she gets full but she smells the milk and she can't calm down but she isn't awake. it's weird. so she sleeps through the night but i have to get up for awhile. i don't mind though.

yesterday we took her to a potluck/show on a roof downtown. akida and skyler went too. some of my favorite people in the world played. everyone who played was great. well- except me. i played and i forgot almost all the words to loose lips. i felt like axl rose. like i need a teleprompter when all the kids know all the words.

i think the whole thing was too much stimulation for panda though. she had a hard time falling asleep last night. and then when we finally made it to bed and she nursed she projectile vomited all over my boob and the bed and we had to change her and change the sheets.

she had too much milk in her tiny belly.

after she puked she seemed to feel a lot better.

tonight crazy for jane (my friends from berlin) and dashel are playing at the dearborn house. and then tomorrow the trachtenburgs are playing. and tomorrow night my old friend tina is flying in from new york for a visit.

i am glad about that.

sorry if i ruined the runway for you. i assumed that seattle was the final frontier and everyone had already seen it. i forgot about vcrs and tivos and downloads.

next week i won't post on here that jeffrey went home.