missed the world

the one night i miss going to the world.. shaun is there.. and they play our song :( i hope he goes next sunday.. the reason why i didnt go was cuz of the fucking rain.. i love the rain but not when i wanna go out :( shaun hasnt been to the world for a month and FINALLY he goes.. when im not there :(

i have inventory tomorrow night which sucks.. but im off sunday.. and it better not rain.. i was thinking about going to metro friday cuz i open.. im not sure yet tho.. if ash is there.. i dont know what to do.. i dont know what to expect.. or what not to expect..

i've been kinda sad lately.. its getting closer and closer to the end of the school year and ralph's going away to school :( not only that but i keep thinking about wade.. i wish i wasnt :(

maybe im just lonely and i want to be with someone again.. i hate to be one of those types that need someone.. but maybe thats the type i am :(

"these wounds they will not heal"