Monday, March 5th, 2001
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2:58 am - club!!!!!!
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me and marlene made it to the club tonight :) and.. hmm.. sean was there!!!! and not only that.. they played our song.. "i think we're alone now" right after DANCING IN HEAVEN :) it was so perfect.. i danced with sean for a little bit.. he's so gorgeous.. i was like.. where have you been dear? cuz he hasnt been there for like a month.. he was there last sunday tho but i wasnt there.. but wow.. he was there.. and he was soooo cute as always. :) my goth guy was there too. and i heard him talk for the first time.. he sounds so cute.. dorky but cute.. i danced with this really good looking guy tonight.. too bad he was gay.. heh.. marlene got so mad.. she was like.. "you danced with the gorgeous guy" i was like.. oh uh huh.. (cuz my mind was on sean) oh and they played mine and daves song :) "welcome to the jungle by guns & roses.. and on the way home from dropping marlene off.. i heard smooth operator.. another me and sean song :) we danced to it a while back and he sang to me :)))) i had such a great time tonight.. cant wait til next weekend :)
earlier today i took david to get a battery for his car.. saturday night me, ralph, david, lil david, bobbie, monica and ro went cosmic bowling.. i sucked ass :( bobbie on the otherhand beat the shit out tof all of us.. she got a 162 on the last game.. afterwards we all went to dennys.. had my usual two egg breakfast ;p
current song: i think we're alone now- tiffany
mood: excited and hyper
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Tuesday, February 27th, 2001
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1:54 am - missed the world
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the one night i miss going to the world.. shaun is there.. and they play our song :( i hope he goes next sunday.. the reason why i didnt go was cuz of the fucking rain.. i love the rain but not when i wanna go out :( shaun hasnt been to the world for a month and FINALLY he goes.. when im not there :(
i have inventory tomorrow night which sucks.. but im off sunday.. and it better not rain.. i was thinking about going to metro friday cuz i open.. im not sure yet tho.. if ash is there.. i dont know what to do.. i dont know what to expect.. or what not to expect..
i've been kinda sad lately.. its getting closer and closer to the end of the school year and ralph's going away to school :( not only that but i keep thinking about wade.. i wish i wasnt :(
maybe im just lonely and i want to be with someone again.. i hate to be one of those types that need someone.. but maybe thats the type i am :(
"these wounds they will not heal"
current mood:  sad
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Tuesday, February 6th, 2001
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2:01 am - weekend
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i had another great weekend.. friday brian came back for a few days.. me,ralph,christian,brian and marlene all went out to the world (club in hollywood) on friday.. we all had fun.. saturday me, ralph, marlene and brian went to santa monica.. we walked on 3rd street and the pier. they all stayed the night again.. we had fun.. sunday me and marlene went to the world.. shaun wasnt there :( but i met this guy dave.. and he's a cutie.. he looks just like brian! i was like "whoa". we danced, talked and kissed and stuff.. i had fun :) i might see him wednesday.. he gave me his number so im thinking about calling him tomorrow night.. that was all for the weekend.. oh and i worked ;p
i had to close tonight with nikki and we got a lot done.. it was pretty slow. ralph called me at work and we talked on the phone for a while.. i might see him tomorrow when he gets outta school. i dont know what im gonna do tomorrow.. i dont have to work.. so i'll figure out something.. nehemiah called me tonight.. but i was at work so we didnt get to talk.. i was surprised but glad to hear from him.. goodnight
current mood:  mellow
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1:51 am - weekend
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i had another great weekend.. friday brian came back for a few days.. me,ralph,christian,brian and marlene all went out to the world (club in hollywood) on friday.. we all had fun.. saturday me, ralph, marlene and brian went to santa monica.. we walked on 3rd street and the pier. they all stayed the night again.. we had fun.. sunday me and marlene went to the world.. shaun wasnt there :( but i met this guy dave.. and he's a cutie.. he looks just like brian! i was like "whoa". we danced, talked and kissed and stuff.. i had fun :) i might see him wednesday.. he gave me his number so im thinking about calling him tomorrow night.. that was all for the weekend.. oh and i worked ;p
i had to close tonight with nikki and we got a lot done.. it was pretty slow. ralph called me at work and we talked on the phone for a while.. i might see him tomorrow when he gets outta school. i dont know what im gonna do tomorrow.. i dont have to work.. so i'll figure out something.. goodnight
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Thursday, February 1st, 2001
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12:14 am - weekend
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brian's coming down for the weekend :) he's coming thursday night and he's staying til sunday. w00! friday night we'll probably end up going to metro.. ash might be there..saturday ralph closes so we all might not go out til he gets off work.. and sunday night is the world baby! *sigh* i'll get to see shaun :)
current mood: nervous
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Monday, January 29th, 2001
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2:05 pm - world
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last night me, marlene, and denise went to the world.. yolanda, sarah and adel met us there.. nikki showed up too.. and so did my shaun! we danced :) i kissed him too..and he didnt say eww or anything so thats a good thing.. couldnt get ash outta my head.. i HAVE to tho cuz i dont wanna get my opes up about anything happening between us next time i see him.. although.. i wouldnt mind ;p oh my god.. mine and shaun's song came on last night and he got there shotrly after it ended.. (tiffany-i think we're alone now) he is so gorgeous. i had fun.. i danced a lot. danced with 2 gross perverted guys too which sucked.. :( one wanted to kiss me and i said no and the other was "excited" and asked if it bothered me.. and i said yes...eww.. other than that... i had fun dancing with my shaun :)
earlier during the day me and ralph went to the store and i ran into my ex boyfriend michael.. i was like.. "im gonna wait in the car" but ralph wanted me to get out so i got out and boom! there he is.. he said hi and gave me a hug.. after that me and ralph went to the mall and i bought 2 pairs of pants.. then we went to starbucks and MATT was there :) and kevin and RUAL too! matt made my frappacino :) he's so cute. i love his smile. after that me and ralph went to blockbuster and i got nikki a mocha blast from baskin robins.. and i visited bobbie and robert for a while..i was supposed to be off today but i switched with robert so i can have next sunday off :) i wanna go to the world again.. shaun rarely goes on fridays he told me. im closing tonight with nikki.. then i have to open the store tomorrow. i dont have a day off til friday.. but thats ok.. well i better go get ready for work now.. bye
current mood:  bouncy
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Sunday, January 28th, 2001
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1:52 am - metro
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last night i went to club metro with denise.. i was close to not going cuz i didnt have gas but she gave me 5 bucks and we got out there :) and im so glad i went.. i havent been there for a long time.. i got to see the people i havent seen for a long time.. danced with ash for most of the night.. kissed a little too.. well ok not a little but ya know? i had fun :) lotsa fun :) i didnt expect anything to happen.. i guess that saying is true.. "expect the unexpected" me and denise got home aroudn 4am.. i stayed in bed all day.. i had gone out the night before to oasis.. i went with david and little david marlene and ralph.. ralph got in! i had fun that night too.. tomorrow im off and me and ralph are gonna go to the mall.. then me and marlene and kia are going out to the world (hollywood) kia's back! she got in at 8pm :) w00! cant wait to tell her whats been going on.. i should clean my room tomorrow.. AGAIN.. its weird.. i'm never home but my room is a mess.. well.. i better go.. i just got off work.. had to close tonight.. a customer went and said that im not gonna have a job by tomorrow.. lol all because i said he couldnt reserve a movie for 24 hours.. i told him he can call in the moring and if we have the movie in we can hold it for like.. a 1/2 hour.. but other than that.. we cant hold movies for customers and he said since he has a "gold's membership" he can.. pfft ya right.. lol
current mood:  frustrated
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Wednesday, January 17th, 2001
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9:24 pm - overwhelmed
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first i see andrew.. one of my best friends.. he came down from san francisco.. he's going to school out there to be a chef.. then christian graduates from the marines.. and me and ralph and marlene went to his graduation in san diego.. it was pouring.. but very worth it to see christian.. THEN brian from nevada comes down to see me.. he stayed here for 3 days and got to meet ralph and christian and marlene.. we had such a blast.. went out, drank, talked.. they all stayed the night at my house for a couple nights too.. it was cool :) i just feel so overwhelmed.. its a nice feeling.. i feel.. special or something
ralph took me out to the movies last night.. we saw "save the last dance" . it was good.. made me cry tho.. i worked today.. looks like i have to go back to the la puente blockbuster next week :( i didnt wanna leave hacienda heights.. but i kinda HAVE to. kia comes back next week! i've missed her. well i better go.. have to pick up ralph from work..
current mood:  anxious
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Friday, January 12th, 2001
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5:51 pm - san diego
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i just got back from san diego today.. i went to see christian..he graduated from the marines today :) marlene and ralph went with me.. it was so scary driving down there.. it was raining hard ;\ it was even worse once we got to the marine corp place.. we all got soaked.. but it was worth it. i got to see one of my best friends.. he looks good.. skinnier than he was when he left but he looks good.. :) we left around 6am and got back in town around 2pm then me,ralph,and marlene went to eat at friscos. i am so tired.. i just got 2 hours of sleep.. i went to see diego last night.. it was alright.. i left upset.. but it wasnt the first time.. brian is coming to see me tomorrow! im so excited :) well i better go.. have to get ready to go to ralphs.. *wave*
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Wednesday, January 10th, 2001
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1:10 am - my bday
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i had to work on my birthday.. it wasnt too bad.. i was off at 4pm.. ralph called me at work to wish me a happy birthday :) him and his family sang happy birthday to me :) ralph took me out to eat at mimi's for dinner and he called david and lil david to meet us there.. i was so surprised :) it was sweet :) then me and ralph went to starbucks.. i dropped marlene off at home tho cuz she had school.. then david wanted me to go out with him to a club but i stayed with ralph instead.. we went and played pool.. my cousin bee called me in the morning to wish me a happy bday and so did jamie :) and grace too.. im happy.. i feel loved.. im 19!
current mood:  loved
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Monday, January 8th, 2001
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10:45 pm - my bday!!!w00!!!
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hm.. tomorrows my bday.. i'll be 19.. wow.. im working tho.. from 8-4pm.. not too bad.. dont know what im doing afterwards tho.. might do something with ralph.. last night me and marlene went to the club and sean was there! we danced and then he had a camera and he ahd marlene take a pic of us :) of all nights for me to forget my camera.. i took it the last couple times i went but he wasnt there :( oh well.. next time i guess.. but anyway.. me and sean danced :)))) it was soo cool.. too bad he's gay... he wont be for long dammit! hehe.. i dunno whats up with diego.. i went to see him the other day.. and he was an ass.. :\ im not gonna call him.. tonight david and lil david are picking me up to take me out to eat for my birthday :) when i got home from work today i cleaned my room finally..rented center stage and watched that.. i also rented the adventures or sebastian cole.. i havent seen it yet.. well i better go.. david just called and he's on his way.. night night
current mood:  good
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Thursday, January 4th, 2001
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3:54 pm - weeeee
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hi.. *wave* i went to disneyland yesterday.. it was me, micah, richard and marlene.. goofy kissed my hand :) me and marlene met this guy brian that works there and we were talking to him for a while.. he was cute :) i dont remember if i wrote about my new years.. but i spent it at davids party with ralph.. i got drunk off my ass.. we all did.. but i had a great time.. me and ralph danced :) it was awesome :) i didnt work new years day tho.. i was sick. NOT hungover.. i know the difference... i went to the doctor and got drugs ;p im doing better now tho.. kia's still in kansas.. kip lpst his job..she's bored out there.. that suckseww.. just got my cell phone bill.. not too bad.. 60 bucks.. so.. im kinda seeing diego now.. ralph doesnt like that too much.. :( but i dunno.. me and ralph are going out tonight after he gets off work..im picking him up at 10pm and we're going to tower records and starbucks.. might hang out with david if he's home.. well i gotta go.. im talking to brian right now.. bye
current mood:  happy
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Sunday, December 31st, 2000
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7:38 pm - new years eve
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new years eve baby!!!! time to go out and get drunk! haha j/k i had to work all day today and im going to pick up ralph and then go to davids for a party :) i have to work in the morning.. shitty..and im still sick.. *sigh*
current mood: hyper
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Saturday, December 30th, 2000
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6:18 pm - im sick :(
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im sick.. i think i have a cold or the flu.. whatevers going around :( but i did go out last night to the club in hollywood.. my cute guy was there (shaun) w00! and we danced a little bit.. i had fun.. and i was ok too...not really coughing/sneezing.. but afterwards, i was dying :(
kia left to kansas today to see kip (her bf),, she'll be back in a month. me and micah took her to LAX..me and micah were supposed to go to disneyland today but im like way too sick :( but i got caled in to work tonight.. they really need me.. so of course im gonna go in.. as sick as i am.. i can really use the money.. rigth now on STAR 98.7 they're playing 80's!!! *sings/dances* well.. i better go.. have to get ready for work and stuff.. *wave*
current mood:  sick
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Wednesday, December 27th, 2000
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12:50 am - work/andrew
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i worked all day today.. started this morning at 8:30 and didnt get home til 8:30pm.. *sigh* soo tired.. andrew called me and picked me up tonight.. we went to starbucks and he bought me coffee and we went to whittier and played pool.. jamie called me and she met us out there too.. i had fun.. andrew is so sweet.. he's visiting from san francisco.. he leaves on the 7th of january.. a couple days before my bday :( anyway.. im glad im able to see him when hes out here.. he wants to go out tomorrow night too.. but im not sure if im going.. i have no money but he said it doesnt matter.. he just wants me to go..we'll see.. my christmas was alright.. i worked thru most of it.. ti got up around 7am and opened up a couple presents here at home.. my mom and dad got me a blue lava lamp and movies i wanted.. "fear and loathing, mallrats, girl,interrupted, and edward scissorhands". my uncle jim and aunt lisa got me a joycam and a photo album.. cousin natalie got me a frame, journal and tigger sweatshirt :) uncle lon got me a bracelett.. its cute :) aunt irene got me a beenie and peach scented body wash :) hedy got me pj's and a pair of cute black pants.. darren got me a giftcard for tower records.. i know i got more but i cant remember right now.. but im happy with all that i got... and gave.. everyone liked the things i got them :) i saw ralph on christmas eve.. we went to the mall.. of all the places to go.. hehe.. patrick called me on christmas day :) he's such a sweetie :) well.. gotta go now.. im done blabbing for the time being..
current mood:  giggly
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Sunday, December 24th, 2000
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9:44 pm - cant believe i forgot!
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oh and i saw ralph today :) we went to the mall and hung out for a while.. *whew* goodnight
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9:39 pm - xmas eve
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hi.. its xmas eve.. just got back form my uncles house.. i got to see my uncles, aunts and cousins :) it was pretty ok.. i was soooo tired tho.. i got a joycam camera, tigger sweatshirt,
frame, photo album and a bracelet.. :) i have to work in the morning :( and im cold :( ooooh the other night at the club i met someone.. he was cute :) we talked and kissed and danced and.. stuff :) hope i see him again.. we exchanged numbers.. my cousin kia and friend marlene are making me call him on tuesday ;p we'll see what happens with that.. well gotta go.. im tired.. zzzzz
current mood:  sleepy
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Monday, December 18th, 2000
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11:24 pm - so tired
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i had to work today from 1-9.. i took my first test and now im officially a manager :) i have a password and everything.. w00! sooo tired tho.. i was busy.. not with customers.. but just with stuff that needed to get done.. i didnt even get a break.. i was too busy to even notice.. i have to open tomorrow morning too so i better get to bed early.. kinda. last night me and the girls (kia and marlene) went to the world.. nikki was there.. we danced all night.. it was pretty fun til this black guy tried dancing all close to me.. eww. he looked like a child molestor or something.. and then this chinese guy tried freaking me and i was like 'uh no!' other than that and getting a flat tire.. i had fun.. well.. nothing much going on tonight.. i was gonna go to kia's (cousin) but im tired :( talked to ralph tonight.. i might see him tomorrow :) thats all for now.. its cold *shivvers*
current mood:  cold
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11:03 pm - so tired
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i had to work today from 1-9.. i took my first test and now im officially a manager :) i have a password and everything.. w00! sooo tired tho.. i was busy.. not with customers.. but just with stuff that needed to get done.. i didnt even get a break.. i was too busy to even notice.. i have to open tomorrow morning too so i better get to bed early.. kinda. last night me and the girls (kia and marlene) went to the world.. nikki was there.. we danced all night.. it was pretty fun til this black guy tried dancing all close to me.. eww. he looked like a child molestor or something.. and then this chinese guy tried freaking me and i was like 'uh no!' other than that and getting a flat tire.. i had fun.. well.. nothing much going on tonight.. i was gonna go to kia's (cousin) but im tired :( talked to ralph tonight.. i might see him tomorrow :) thats all for now.. its cold *shivvers*
current mood: cold
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Saturday, December 16th, 2000
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9:32 pm - last night
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last night me and ralph went to starbucks :) sat in the car and sang to 80's songs :) it was cute.. then it was still kinda early.. we didnt wanna go home yet so we decided to go cosmic bowling.. it was fun.. we won stuff too! :) free bowling passes and i got a glow in the dark necklace.. it was cool.. i had to open today.. it went ok.. had to deal with a lot of shitty customers.. that sucked ass big time.. me and paul (cute manager) goofed around all day.. it was fun.. tonight im just waiting for ralph to get off work.. im gnna pick him up and we're going to tower records and starbucks probably :) then back to his house to watch a movie (road trip). well.. thats all thats new really.. gonna go christmas shopping tomorrow.. and to the world (club in hollywood) :)))) w00! hopefully i'll see my cute guy there (shaun) *wave*
current mood: hyper
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