I've been thinking about my life lately. Deeply thinking about what I'm going to do with my time, where my money goes and what I eventually want to do for a living, 'cause it sure as hell isn't what I've been doing.
I've been talking about retiring to a llama farm for a while now, and my buddy H suggested I start now. Except I don't want to be tied to location, because I still have the deep desire to travel. I also want to go back to school. I'm turning 20 soon, people my age are already out of college, finished, done-ski. Me? What have I been doing for the past six months? Reading webcomics and smoking pot.
I'm not disparaging this time I've taken... I think it's valuable for my own sanity, to have this time to reflect on my life, but I really do need to go back to school. I'd love to go back for acting, or English or computer studies, but I don't have the grades to do anything like that. I'm floundering and it's really scary. I'm haunted by that question that everyone seems to be haunted by; What do I want to do with my life?

Short answer? Read webcomics and be happy. Is there a job where I can do both?