You win some, You lose some. :-/

Hi. So I think it's safe to say that I've calmed down since I posted that rather...explosive entry from before lol. I'm not such a snarling, raging animal beast anymore. Today was pretty shitty. It turned out well though.


After the lottery I went to work. I really did not want to go but I've gotta make money somehow lol. Gil and Taylor came to visit me at work, which was really nice of them considering i was about to start beheading people. They braved jess the lunatic. They brought me some fudgesicles. <333 Chocolate, <3333 Friends always know how to make you feel better. They waited til I gott off then we all hung out for a while. Haha today was Taylor's first time in my car, she's never seen the inside lol. She compared it to something phoebe in Friends would have, then she dubbed my car the "Jess-mobile" hahaha so now my car has a name.

Then I went home and Alex called me and we went out for sushi and coffee. That was fun.

So I've worked out some alternatives to my driving issue. Tomorrow Amy and I are gong to get Gil and park in her spot until she gets her license. After that the plan is for Amanda across the street to take me, if that doesn't work out Taylor said I could get in on her carpool. Alex and Lisa also offered to take me, which was nice. So I'm sure something will work out if Amy and I don't end up getting a spot. We're number 2 on the waiting list by the way lol. Can you belive that? ohhh well. I look at it this way though, when you reach the bottom, there's no place to go besides up. :-)


I didn't do any of my school projects. Muhahahaha.

Maybe this year won't be so bad after all.



Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown