[07 Oct 2008|05:05pm] assenavanessa so my party... hahahahaha. i was in a coma for like two days after. i got myself into a shit ton of trouble but it was so worth it. i"ll eventually post pictures. and i was just walking around with bottles of champange and jabfghbf OMG. i lied. i wasn't disappointed. i had sooo much fun. and i didn't mind getting in trouble. it was worth it. HA and it still is. i got introduced to "fuck you" mode. (thanks, jerk lol) where, i honestly don't give a damn about anything BUT ME. like, i love it in this world. because i'm not stressin of petty shit (not like i was before) and i'm just doin whatever makes me happy. so much shit has happened since saturday and i'm lovin every minute of it. i woke up hype as hell. my day has been amazing so far. GO ME!!!! (which is now my new phrase) oh man, if you weren't there: you should've been there. 1 comment|post comment

I stole this from Allie. [06 Oct 2008|02:47pm] cassette_beat 1:: What are your middle names? Ryan and Casey. 2:: How long have you been together? A year next month. 3:: Do you have any children together? Not at all. 4:: What about pets? We don't. 5:: Do you have the same religious beliefs? Mostly. 6:: Are you from the same hometown? No, but we both live here now. 7:: Do you live in the same town now? Yes, we live in the same apartment. 8:: Who is the smartest? We are different in that aspect. Book smarts? Me. 9:: Who is the most sensitive? Both of us. 10:: Where is the first place you went to eat as a couple? Waffle house, I think. 11:: Do you wear matching clothes? No. Two completely different styles. 12:: Where is the furthest you have traveled as a couple? Not far. 13:: Who has the best group of friends? I like my friends better. A lot of his friends used to use him for things before I came into the picture. 14:: Who has the craziest ex[es]? Him. 15:: Who has the worst temper? Him, definitely. 16:: Who does the cooking? Me, mostly. 17:: Who's more social? Myself. 18:: Who is the neat freak? Both of us, at times. 19:: Who is the most affectionate? Him. 20:: Who is the most stubborn? I am. 22:: Who wakes up earlier? Him, most of the time. 23:: Where was your first date? I am not sure. I think we just watched movies. 24:: Who said "I Love You" first? Him, but it was mutual. 25:: How soon did you have sex? Soon. 26:: How did you spend your 1st year anniversary? That is next month. And I am not sure. 27:: Who has the bigger family? He does. 28:: Do you give/get flowers often? He gives me flowers randomly, and I love it. Always different kinds. 29:: How do you spend the holidays? With both of our families. 30:: Do you have any inside jokes? Way too many. post comment

[06 Oct 2008|10:52am] beautiful2me I start school today. I don't know how I really feel about it. I'm so close to being done with my associate's degree. It's just been so stressful the past two quarters. I think i made the most of my two week break though so hopefully it won't be as bad this quarter, plus i'm only taking two classes so it couldn't possibly get less stressful than that. Color Theory and Furniture. I'm missing my second week of classes for the cruise. I don't think it will affect me too badly. We leave for the cruise friday morning!!!! But i have to leave for my mom's house thursday night after class. I get out at 11 p.m. so that'll be a late night. My mom is getting me these travel bracelets for the cruise and drive down to florida. It's supposebly hits a pressure point that takes all the nausea and vomiting out of traveling!! good stuff. My mom said it worked for her. GEEZ the cruise couldn't come fast enough. Angel fixed my hair all up on saturday. He didn't take me fully blonde yet, i knew he wouldn't. But he lightened it up to look like a light brown/dark blonde base, with highlights. He's amazing. but expensive!! And he's one sexy gay man. I'd do it. hahaha Okay so now that I've written this awful, rambling entry, i'm going to straighten my hair and resist from eating for the next week. p.s. I've been trying to take pictures of my ring but it won't show all the details... i'll keep trying. 1 comment|post comment

[04 Oct 2008|12:58pm] assenavanessa today is my birthday party. I have a feeling i'm going to be really disappointed. i have my booze, thats all that matters. i don't know who to expect, or what to expect. honestly, it doesnt matter... i want trivial pursuit. i think i want it to study the cards. and then try to show off my smarts i learned from a board game. i mean, i guess that's what i'm supposed to do in college, but eh... fuck that. it's not impressive that i know functional groups. but knowing simple things that occur in our every day world, now that's impressive. so i think i'm going to buy it. and hit it up. i went to clarksville last night. i miss home. 1 comment|post comment

boring dayyyy [03 Oct 2008|02:11pm] golly_cristina look how cute my dog is. post comment

[02 Oct 2008|12:40am] beautiful2me me and brian got engaged today!!! we went to genesis jewelry in green hills. after a year of searching we were ready to find a ring. so we found the one, both of us love it. besides money. it has a vintage feel that i love, and a big rock in the middle that he loves. way more than we wanted to spend and it'll be a couple of monthes to pay it off but he said as long as i am happy. we are such a cute, emotional pair. It'll be a while before we even decide on a date for a wedding. I'm still young and there's no need to rush through things. i need to go to sleep, but i can't stop looking at this beautiful ring on my finger and can't stop thinking about my great fiance. fiance sounds so much better than manfriend. 4 comments|post comment

[01 Oct 2008|12:24pm] its_autumn_love Reconciliation. It is a theme we are focusing on in church/neighborhood groups and WOW. Wow. God is doing a lot in me. I am making a lot of relationships right, getting rid of bitterness, learning how I should handle conflict, learning to take things to God FIRST instead of slandering someone and trying to get everyone on "my side" so I can feel good about myself. It is hard stuff to put into practice because it goes against everything I naturally want to do. It is hard, but I am so glad that God is bringing me through this process. More later, time for class! post comment

[28 Sep 2008|07:54pm] beautiful2me right now i'm just feeling really down and out. we hit 10000 miles on our car. we've only had it for 5 monthes. i feel ugly. i can't find the engagement ring i want. you know, the one. i miss brian's family and i miss my own family. i'm always worried about money. seth has been pretty hard on me all weekend. definately hit the bratty mode. i feel useless. maybe i'm just tired. i don't know, i just want to cry. so yeah. 1 comment|post comment

[28 Sep 2008|07:53pm] xadamxgibsonx I need to step back and think from now on. I need to follow my mind occasionally. post comment

[28 Sep 2008|03:47pm] golly_cristina I am looking and feeling great. Ive lost almost 20 pounds and everything i wear looks banging. haha I stay in between 105 and 110. I havent been this small in years. so stoked on it right now! & my hair is getting super long! the fun i am having these days is literally OUT OF CONTROL and i love it! Ive just learn lately that i have to put myself in situations where i know i will be happy and have fun. Ive learned that i need to disconnect from people and things that want to bring me down and im a happier person now. i hope this lasts for good. 5 comments|post comment

[27 Sep 2008|03:35pm] golly_cristina i woke up with bruises all over my legs and my glasses missing. I had a headache that felt like i was for real JFK'ed. having the alcohol tolerance of a fly is horrible. i feel like im dieing. & i look like death. already threw up for like 5 mins this morn.. im sure it will happen again today ugh. BUT I BASICALLY HAD ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS EVER WITH MY GIRLS! HAHA i need to do school work and clean some. NO FUN! post comment

:] [26 Sep 2008|11:09am] golly_cristina The past week has been great. Im so stoked right now. This semester is going to be great. I love how things are falling into place. I love the new friends I am making. I have a feeling this is going to be a great thing. This is what I have been missing out on. I have been missing out on living and being young and not giving a fuck with the people who love and care about me by my side doing the same thing. Its about time. Its about time I start feeling great. Its about time that I let gooooo. & its the weekend again already! "If she wants to dance and drink all night then there's no one that can stop her. She's going until the house lights come up or her stomach spills onto the floor. This night is going to end when we're damn well ready for it to be over. Worked all week long now the music is playing on our time. We do what we do to get by, and then we need a release." 1 comment|post comment

[25 Sep 2008|11:55am] beautiful2me The wedding is this weekend. I drive to my mom's house tonight and than we leave st. louis to hang out a bit. find something to do. Then we're going to drive to springfield, IL for the weddding. Oh i get nervous to meet new people. I can't stand it. I say the wrong things all the time and i feel embarrassed. hahaha I'm sure i'll suck it up. From what i understand, brian's family like open bars wink wink. so a couple of drinks should calm my nerves. I found the perfect shirt for the wedding which was a little dramatic in itself. i always wear the wrong things to weddings. You know how easy it is to feel beautiful and home once you dress up, get makeup on, do the hair, and then walk out of the house and feel like two bucks?? what the fuck. it sucks. seth is giving me a run for my money this week. we get him another week than he's back with his ogar, fat-ass, bright-red hair, mother. Fuck her. anyways... i'm going to miss him when we give him back. i might just steal him and drive south to mexico. we wouldn't mind, and i could finally learn the language. Okay i'm just being stupid and sarcastic today. i need to pack. love everyone; even the ones in new zealand! have a great weekend. oh and GO CHARGERS! 3 comments|post comment

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