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[30 Jun 2009|02:48pm] |
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i dont post on here much anymore. twitter has taken over my life.
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[08 May 2009|09:14am] |
I guess when u have ur doubts about friends all you need to do is talk to them and see wats up. I feel better now. Wish I didn't jump to conclusions like I did in the last entry
This is gonna sound weird but I'm excited I'm gaining weight! 108lbs made me look sick. I now realize that there's is nothing sexy about skin n bones but I wanted to get as many bones as I could to stick out as much as they could. I think I'm arounf 115 now and my boobs and ass are lookin good! Haha
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[07 May 2009|01:57am] |
So outta nowhere my marvelous husband got me a card thankin me for everything I've done for him. It made so happy that I can't put it into words. I love him so much. He truly is my soulmate n were perfect for eachother. Nick baby I love you so much I can't describe it. You're the best most amazing great fantastic... Ect. In the world. I'm a real lucky girl to have a man like him
We started a radiator store and were makin money with it. So anyone that needs or knows someone that needs an auto radiator we will get it for them. Its crazy knowin we own a store now. We are doing so amazing
Jr is growin up so fast and I love the fact that I spend all day everyday with him. I don't get to go out wit my friends much cause I care more about stayin with my boy. It don't matter any tho cause harldy any of them ever call me or even want to hangout. I've just disappeared from their lives. Except erica my best friend. She atlease texts unlike anyone else. It sucks to know that out of all the friends I had only one keeps in touch. Sorry I have to take care pof my child. Stacys new blog stated that her friends are boring now. I'm not boring. I just have a life to take care of. And it hurts that she wrote that like its no big deal. Not to mention travis. He could care less about me. Christen girl I know I'm most part to not stayin connected and I'm sorry. But I really want to take jr and see you and ur love. Brianna just calls when she's havin a party which I can't attend but she never contacts me to just hangout. I only have one friend right now that is true to me. Thank you erica
I get depressed about my “friends" a lot. The ones that I've mentioned minus erica that have just forgot about me. Thanks guys
and let me also add that i have opened up about my eating disorder and told you all i was seein a therapist and a psychiatist about helpin me. no one ever calls or even texts me to see how ive been doin. you guys are the ones that i opened up to fist. travis wrote a a real sincere myspace message at first... but then nothing. so im glad u guys are hopin im doing good. you all are what is adding up to my depression. i mean i kno i have my husband and he listens to everything. but where are my friends? i was atleast hoping thru this hard time in my life that you all would care. n im makin this the first public entry in a while because i want my "friends" to know how i feel about all this. i mean come on... im going through hard times mentally and none of you guys seem to care. i mean you all new i had problems. and now that im facing them you dont care. THANKS.
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[11 Apr 2009|11:48pm] |
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So I'm sitting here while jr is asleep in his room watchin yo gabba gabba by myself lol I recorded the jack black episode and its hilarious! I'm so gay.
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[20 Feb 2009|12:16am] |
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Who really calls those singles lines. Seriously
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[15 Oct 2007|05:26pm] |
I just had my baby today at 327pm. He's 9.3lbs and 22 inches. John-Ryan Kingston Hardwick is my big baby boy.
I love him so much. I'm in my postpartum room right now updating on my phone. Nick and I are so happy and im so exhausted. Good night =)
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[07 Jul 2007|08:32pm] |
Nick and I have the hugest soft spot for animals.
We have another dog now.
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[15 Jun 2007|04:28pm] |
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My favorite band of all time have gotten back together and even though they are missing James and D'Arcy, they actually sound like the used to. I've loved Smashing Pumpkins since 4th grade. Nick played me their new single that's out. And it really sounds like Smashing Pumpkins! I'm glad that atleast Billy and Jimmy are still there. I need to read up on the new girl and guy. I'm so happy!!!
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[07 Jun 2007|07:22pm] |
Max, my Aurora Goby committed suicide this afternoon. I cried and we gave him the proper burial in the toliet and I cried. I just got him! He decided to jump out of the fish tank. Nick told me that those fish will do that. It just sucks. I got so attached to him and he was finally swimming around not being shy and showing his pretty self off. My Mandarin is still doing good thank goodness. I remember when I started getting into saltwater, Nick told me not to get attached to my fish for atleast the first couple weeks. But that's hard for someone like me. I get attached to my pets too easily. Even little fish.
Millie is just acting all sad and moody since she's in heat right now. She just doesn't want to do anything but lay around the house. I feel bad for her.
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[02 Jun 2007|05:51pm] |
I went with Nick's parents this morning to the Aquatic Critter in Nashville to look at some corals and fish. They got some corals for their tank. I saw a frag of a Montipora that I kinda liked but Idk.. I didn't get it. I did get an Aurora Goby and a Mandarin though. They are sooo pretty. I've been waiting so long for our tank to make copiapods so we can get a Mandarin. That's the only thing they'll eat. I wish I could find the digital camera so I can quickly show the tank and fish off. I'll just have to take some with my film camera. But I found some pics on Google of my new little guys =)
The Mandarin (Dragonet is what they're really called)
And this is the Aurora Goby
I love them so much already!
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[10 May 2007|09:37am] |
I'm having a boy!!!!
John-Ryan Hardwick is my son's name. Oh my goodness I'm going to have a son! I'm going to be a mother of a little boy. I'm so excited I can't even contain myself. I've never seen Nick this happy. I'm so happy with this whole atmosphere of smiles and happiness. It's just so overwhelming to see your child. Actually SEE him/her. We saw his little kidneys, brain, hear chambers (we were able to see his heart beating!), legs, arms, ect. He's a healthy little boy and everything looks perfect. He is measuring exactly according to my last period. 17 weeks and 4 days. I called my mom, dad and grandma and they are all so excited. I'm the first one to bring a boy into the Nicoll/Haras family! Oh goodness gracious. =)
( John-Ryan )
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[21 Apr 2007|10:11am] |
I just saw the words... NUTELLA.
I want Nutella right now!!!!
Mmmm that chocolatly goodness on a piece on bread and make it into a sandwich... omg I want one!
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[17 Apr 2007|06:55pm] |
So I finally had my first doctor's appointment today at 14 weeks and 1 day lol. It took that long to get one for me haha. But I'm so happy we heard the heartbeat! Babies have fast heartbeats! I couldn't cry or anything. All I could do was smile so big and be in shock knowing for a fact now that there is a new life inside of me. I go back in 3 weeks for my ultrasound and there's a good possibility that we'll know the sex! I'm so happy Nick came with me. We're both even more excited now than ever =)
Today has been a great day.
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[12 Apr 2007|11:22am] |
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OMIGOD! I woke up today and went into the bathroom and my tummy caught my eye cause I could see it in the mirror and it's usually flat so the 3D thing kinda caught me off guard. Like there was like curve line above my hoohoo and such. Anyways I don't think that made any sense. But I turned to the side and I swear baby grew OVERNIGHT! I wasn't this big yesterday! And it's all hard now like muscle feeling. Haha this is exciting! I finally popped!
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[11 Apr 2007|11:43am] |
So I have my first doctor's appointment on the 17th. Next Tuesday! I'm really really really excited but then again rather nervous. I don't know what to expect. I'm so worried about every little thing. It's bad enough that I'm a hypochondriac about myself. Now I have a baby to worry about as crazy as I worry about myself. I'm going to be one of those over protective annoying moms. lol. But anyways, I hope that everything goes okay. Nick is excited about it too. I'm really happy that he wants to go with me. He said that he wants to know everything that I know about our little one. That made me really happy. I love that boy more than he knows. It's hard to believe that I'm going to be in my 2nd trimester next week. The first one went by fast. I can see the other two lasting forever though.
I bought my baby these Bob Marley onsies. I'm not buying anything else until I know the sex.
( But I couldn't resist these! )
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[28 Mar 2007|09:25am] |
I'm 11 weeks today!
And I'm sitting on a balcony looking over the ocean in Clearwater, Florida. This is so beautiful and very relaxing. Tomorrow we're going to see MY RED SOX!!!! One of their last games in Fort Myers is tomorrow. Spring Training is coming to and end soon. I'm ready for the games to begin! I hope we find a Bosox newborn onsie. lol.
After Fort Myers, we're going to Sanibel Island (the most beautiful place I've ever been to in my life) and then, we're going to MIAMI!!!!!!
This is a wonderful vacation so far and I'm loving every second of it.
Erica, Christen, Stacy, and Travis... I MISS YOU GUYS! <3 And of course I love you.
I hope you're feeling better Christen I love you a lot. =)
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[23 Mar 2007|03:40pm] |
I'm going to go see The Hills Have Eyes 2 with my friends tonight. I'm excited but I hope I get a ride to the theater cause I can't drive by myself after a scary movie. Well, I can, but I seriously freak the hell out. But that just depends if there is a ghost in that movie. The first one didn't scare me at all. It was also our first date lol. But it didn't scare me cause I guess I had way too many butterflies in my tummy and thoughts running through my mind. But I'd just rather not drive to be on the safe side lol.
I want to just wear skirts for the rest of my life seriously. I love them so much. My mom and I were looking at maternity clothes online last night on motherhood.com. Omg they have the cutest clothes on that site for a good price! My mom said that she'd take me to the one in Nashville when I start showing. Ughh I want to start showing now lol. I have a while to go though.
I got all my Tenncare stuff sorted out. I'm just waiting for my Tenncare card to be in the mail. I want to get a doctor but the clinic I've called twice already hasn't called me back. The first time was because I wasn't on permanent Tenncare, but my mom and I called earlier this week, the day I got approved for permanent Tenncare and they said theyd call back. Maybe it wasn't in the computer yet. But I know it is now cause I got a letter in the mail 2 days ago talking about me being on TenncareSelect. I just want a doctor! Is that so hard to ask? Geeez. Growing up isn't easy that's for sure.
So far my favorite foods have been ice cream and hot dogs. I eat so much now and Nick says it's funny cause I've never eaten so much before! But I love it. I love food!
We got the puppies new collars the other day. They are sooo cute. Here's some pictures we took of them the other night. They are so cute and Millie is getting soooo big!
( Read more... )
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[17 Mar 2007|02:31pm] |
So I just started listening to Fergie and the song London Bridge was seriously made for me!
"I’m such a lady, but I’m dancing like a ho,
"‘Cause you know
"I don’t give a fuck, so here we go!
Hahahahaha I love Fergie!
I found the blank cds so I'm downloading songs to listen to and dance to in my car.
Nick bought me pink roses yesterday for our Anniversary and I got flowers again today from Nick's parents for my birthday! My birthday is tomorrow and I'll be 20. I feel like I'm getting OLD! LOL.
I was pressing down on my lower abdomen today and I can feel my uterus. I'm excited!
I'm so excited about tomorrow. Nick told me he has a surprise for me but idk what it is. I know he has my friends in on it too! But don't tell me. I want to be surprised!!!
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[15 Mar 2007|08:26pm] |
Nick bought me Trauma Center today for my DS! It's so much fun. Thanks Wilkins for telling me about it.
I'm excited about MLB 07 for xbox630.
And we all know that the 360 is way better than the ps3.
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[13 Mar 2007|11:24pm] |
There's so much negativity in the air it seems. I think that a lot of things that are going on is just plain wrong. But that's me. I just want everything to be fair and right. But that's non-existant.
Things on my side are pretty good. I've had some downs but thank goodness that Nick understands that me yelling at him is just me being pregnant. But we're doing really good. I feel that we're more lovey now. Well, the times that I'm not having a pregnancy mood swing lol. Even last night when I started yelling at him, we agreed that I just needed to lay down and he even tucked me in and kissed me and told me he loved me. Then I started crying when he left the room cause I felt like a jerk. The thing that sucks about crying with me now, is that once I start I can't stop. It sucks.
I don't know what I'm doing for my birthday now. I want all my friends over, but there are disputes now. Nick and I are going to do some cute stuff. We're going to Hananoki and then going to Sonic and getting drinks there and walking the river walk. I only ask for simple things/little things. They mean the most to me. And it was his idea to do all this stuff too. What a sweetie =) I do love him a whoooooole lot.
But yeah.. my 20th birthday is Sunday. I think it'll be good cause I get to see Haleigh and my dad will be home and things are just going to go well. Later that night, like I said.. I don't know what I want to do now. I might just reschedule something. I don't want anyone to feel awkward or uncomfortable.
I hung out with Erica the other day and we went to the duck pond. It was so much fun. It reminded me of old times. When we used to drive around it in her car, wearing dresses and taking pictures and listening to One True Thing. Erica is my girl and I love her with all my heart. I feel bad for what's happening but all I hope for is that things will work out for the best. We also went back to her house and had ourselves a hot dog party. Hanging out with her really made me know how much I miss seeing her all the time. We're going fishing this weekend with our dads. It should be super fun =)
On the 16th, Nick and I will be together for 1 year. I can't believe a year has gone by so fast. But this was also the year I fell in love and pretty much spent everyday with him. So I guess that proves that time flies when you're having fun.
I can't wait to see our baby. We're going to make the perfect family.
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