Current mood:	optimistic
Current music:	cursive

niggaz, niggaz, niggaz.

yeah so, my waiting period is over. i've been so over that.. kid.
i'm trying to get out of the shell i put myself in somehow.
i'm doing the best i can to see all my friends again, i can't spend my life thinking they don't like me.
i guess i just never gave the chance. anyway

going to the mall with lauren today. my mom came home a lot earlier than i thought.
and i have 2 paychecks to go with.
and idk, i decided today i'm really going to try to open myself back up.
rofl i just made the analogy to an unpopped popcorn kernel. what a loser
anyway..

i started talking to my friend anthony a lot lately. i've known him since like, 8th grade too.
we're supposed to be hanging out tomorrow.
idk, i have no idea what it may turn out like, but he's definitely worth a try.
and he really brightens my mood. so, that's chill.

sup, looks like things are looking up.
and i'm totally not touching cigarettes anymore. it's too dangerous.
it was a bad habit to start, and i'm not using it as a crutch anymore.
quitting before i can't turn back.

feel happy for me.







♥Jackie