see it in a girls eyes

invade_me_ @ 2006-03-24T13:31:00

2006-03-24T13:34:55Z

i'm soooooooo bad with keeping a journal.

anyway life is sweeeeeeeeeeettttt

still with ricky. thats....... FIVE MONTHS ON THE 9TH APRIL. that is GOOD for me. we dont really see eachother asmuch as we'd like to but we're both at uni now so no choice really and absense does make the heart grow fonder, haaaaa.

my gorgeous little friend, kristi got engaged to her boyfriend of FIVE years on february 4th this year. OH MY GOD! she's all grown up. the dates set for june 2007. i have known her since we were like 3 and it seems so strange but what the hell, she's 20 now.

i'm 20 now too!! i was on the 19th of this month
my birthday was ok but i didnt do much. its just weird not being a teenager anymore. lol.

hope everyone is wellllllllllllll

invade_me_ @ 2005-03-09T22:41:00

2005-03-09T11:44:14Z

So, life has been pretty hectic lately. I haven't been on the computer much, thus why I haven't updated.

Kevin is coming down this weekend again, with aron. and we're all gonna go out again. woo. i miss him alot. he calls every now and then, and i call him, so i guess its all good.

i am so tired today, which is weird, cuz all i have done is go to two classes today and stay in my room studying. i think an early night is in order. ;)

Thats all for now. nothing new to say really.

invade_me_ @ 2005-03-03T08:55:00

2005-03-02T21:58:30Z

Soo yes. I should update.
Here we are into the third month of the year. It's going quickly. :)

Uni's going pretty good.

Kelli and I are gonna get tickets to go see Hanson when they're near here. Problem is I have to find out when they are! Lolz. Um so i rly wanna go. we'll see. n i hope the tix arent 2 dear cuz i havent got alot of spare cash at the moment. mums sending me some today. i love my mum, lolz. she's cool like that. i dun know what i'd do without her. i mean, sometimes i am so strapped for cash and i'll ring her and she never whinges about it or anything. she just lends me it. i owe her heaps of money.

i guess thats where i should buck my ideas up. cuz i like to think of myself as an independant and all, and i am cuz im living away from home and all - but still i shouldnt be borrowing money from mum all the time.

thats it for now.

i have to go to class.

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-28T10:35:00

2005-02-27T23:43:15Z

So my weekend was ... amazing. I had the best time.

Linzi, Kelly, Aron and two girls from my year here Steph and Morgan all went out for food first and then oto a club. Let me tell you, it was great. Morgan and Aron got together lol. which was so cute cuz aron hasnt had a girlfriend in forever and the moment morgan set eyes on aron she said he was gorgeous. so yeah, it was fantastic to see kevin it rly was. i was so happy. i didnt want the night to end. they left early saturday morning cuz aron had work that night.
morgan and aron swapped numbers which was very cute indeed, lets hope they hang about together and then maybe there will be like double dates and stuff. lol lameee.

so saturday i never done anything, i stayed home and caught up on alot of work.

yesterday was kind lame too. just sat in and done another bunch of work.

and here i am today, i actually feel kinda awake, lol. got a paper to write up then class. and then im free for the day. might go shopping.

ones things for sure tho, am not doing any more coursework lmao.

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-24T10:46:00

2005-02-24T00:48:13Z

University is going pretty darn well. Really, I'm having a good time, which is unusual. I don't feel like, homesick... yet.

Kevin and his friend Aron are coming here on Friday and we're going to go clubbing. <333 Yer, I can't wait. I've missed him & it's only been a week, lol. Seriously, we'll have fun.

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-20T23:49:00

2005-02-20T12:54:35Z

So, I start classes tomorrow, and I guess I'm alright with it.

I got here Friday night.. Um, the drive was okay. Fuck, long drives kill me though. they're so boring, y'know?

Anyway I've seen all my old friends and that cheered me up a hell of a lot. aaand, my ROOMIES - I missed them HEAPS! Jessica & Natalie. <3333 In a way, I'm glad to be back. It beats staying at home.

So, last night, Natalie, Jessica, Megan and Nicki and I all out. We had a good time. Got in kinda late & paid for it today. I feel rough to say the least! ;-) Haven't done ANYTHING today apart from put all my stuff back into my room and make it feel 'homely' again.

I called Mum today, she's like, 'are you eating properly', 'have you started studying yet', it's like, please, give me a fucking break, lol.

I miss Kevin now. <3
He's coming here next weekend and we're all going to go out so I don't have TOO long to wait til I see him.

Anyway, I have a few papers to finish off before bed.

First class is at 12 tomorrow. :/

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-18T08:13:00

2005-02-17T21:15:00Z

Friday morning.

It has arrived.

I'm going back to Uni today.. later on. I'm driving there and it'll take me like an hour or so. Ready for Monday when classes start! I don't wanna. I hate this feeling. Nevermind. I'll be okay.

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-16T11:52:00

2005-02-16T00:54:59Z

Well.. my aunts place went well. I think. Haha. It was sOOOO fucking boring.
Mum and Dad gassing to them, Brooke and I just sitting there. Although they got a dog last week. He is so cute. His name's Benji and he's just like a giant furball haha.

Ok, I sound retarded.

Anywayz, I'm getting tired now. and it's not even after midday yet.

Linzi and Kelli are meeting me here at 2pm and then we're gonna stroll down to the beach which will be a bit silly cause the sun won't be out much longer haha. but anywayz ye, we wanna get some sun before it's all tests and assignments again.

i am aware i am not shutting up about friday but does nobody ever get that feeling of utter shitness when the summer is over? :-(

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-16T05:39:00

2005-02-15T17:52:45Z

Yarrrr, I'm up early.

I'm tired

I think my entries get lamer by the.... entry?

So, yeah, I have to go see my Aunt & Uncle today. They've just moved house.. and My Mum's a bit weird like that - she likes us to go round 'and congratulate them on their new house'. o.O

Sooo, no one else is up... typical. I'm up too early I know.. but I woke up for the toilet (yer, you all needed to know that) at like 4:30 and then it started getting light.. and I couldn't get back to sleep. Which is strange as I didn't go to bed til like 2:30am.. but i guess i'll be in a hellova mood tonight.

After going to see my Aunt&Uncle, Kelli, Linzi and I are going to do a spot of sunbathing. I am so sad that summer is ending. Going to get all the shitty weather sooooon... but hopefully winter won't be too bad, right? *wishful thinking*

Uni is awaiting me on Friday!

<333

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-14T07:48:00

2005-02-13T20:52:18Z

I had a really good weekend. :)
Last weekend of... freedom, lol. That isn't really the case, though.. cause yeah... I still go out when at Uni, but it's like my last weekend at home.. :/

I dyed my hair yesterday. Actually, Linzi did. But still, it's nice. A mahogany colour.

I went down to Adam's yesterday. OMG, what a fuck up he is LOL. He's sitting in his house, smoking weed, watching some random shit on the television. Still in his clothes that he was wearing on Friday night... What a fucking retard. I can't believe I ever fell for that loser. The only reason I went, was cause Linzi wanted to get back Ocean's 11 (dvd) from him.. and yer, I was with her in the car.. and went in just for the hell of it.

EDIT : It's Cupids day <333 today and Kevin and I aren't doing anything haa. Maybe he'll spring some surprise on me.. lol. Men are clueless. I doubt he'll even know haha. But he gave me a card and a teddy bear last night.. soooo, i think that should be my whack.

I have to go get some breakfast.

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-07T12:12:00

2005-02-07T12:14:13Z

Ahh, I haven't updated in such a long time. :/ I've been really busy, preparing for Uni again. Argh, I so don't want to go back - it's getting nearer and nearer the time.. and I'm really not looking forward to it.
I have a whole lot of work to get done, that I got before Summer, wayyyy back in NOVEMBER! I'm so lazy. I am going to get into a fuck load of shit cuz I haven't bothered my butt to do any work. :(

invade_me_ @ 2005-02-01T18:47:00

2005-02-01T07:52:22Z

Not much to update really. Except it's February! Woo! Another month already! lol.
Just though I'd update this thing to keep it going, lol.

Party on Saturday went well to say the least. I can't be bothered writing it all down, lol. But to cut a long story short, Kevin & I are like, going out now. :-)

I will update loads more on that front soon.
xxx

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-29T11:26:00

2005-01-29T00:33:07Z

Last night : Didn't do anything... apart from lie on the beach for most of the day with Kel. Got a little burnt but it's ok now... I'm not too red..

tonight is kevin's party. Excited is an understatement. Kel came round last night and we were trying on what we're gonna wear and such. She looks amazing and as usual.. I don't. But fuck it... she's gonna curl my hair for me... cuz it's usually wavy and she done a bit last night... and it looks really different.

I have to go eat something. I'm starving.

Kel's coming over at 5pm tonight and we're gonna get ready and then get going. it'll take us like 2hours to get going haha. we have to have a bottle of wine before we go.. actually, ill drink most of it cuz i need some courage. Kel says she's going to drive us there and leave her car at Kev's place... so I have no idea how we're meant to go home... hmm, ill cross that bridge when i come to it i guess.

Well later people.

have great saturdays. ;)

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-27T20:53:00

2005-01-27T09:55:21Z

Today was kinda one of those dumb, pointless days where you do absolutely nothing. I love those kind of days though, so it's all good.

I'm actually REALLY REALLY tired right now, which is very weird for me, I guess. I'm never usually ready for bed at this time.

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-27T09:39:00

2005-01-26T22:41:32Z

I've just ruined my keyboard. I painted my nails black a minute ago & forgot about them, then typed! Hmm. yes, thats complete randomness for ya!!

Sooooo... AUSTRALIA DAY fucking rocked. Ha <3 It wasn't as great as anticipated but it was alright.

I never got to sleep last night til around 5am.. so I'm super tired today - but, things to do. It's pretty shit weather here today. :/

Thats all for now. I'll be sure to update laterr.
xxxxxxx <3 xxxxxxxx

In my heart there will always be a place for U+I <3

2005-01-25T13:50:18Z

Um, yeah, I almost slipped up with the updating thing, haha. I want to get into the habit of updating each and every single day. LOL. I wanna look back on this thing in years to come and laugh at myself and think how ridiculous I actually was. Haha.

Today was boring as. Me Kelli drove about for the most part of the day. actually, that sounds really shit, but it was alright I guess. Better than being stuck inside with Brooke Mum Dad. They are really pissing me off at the minute. It's always Brooke this, Brooke that. Cuz she's apparently doing ace at school. Fuck her. It's the summer holidays and she's such a ... geek. She's doing all her studying and stuff... ahh. I sound like a bitch. Maybe I should take a leaf out of Brooke's book... so I guess, I'm jealous, cuz I never done as good as her. Brad done great at school too. It was me that fucked up. :|

Jerry also sent me an sms. I was like, okkkk. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN???? I didn't reply cuz I guess Im more or less over him... but I wondered why the fuck he'd text me after all this time. Haha, he's probably lonely. Oh well, I have no sympathy for him. He's an ass. Deserves everything he gets.

I should be getting to bed. I'm whacked. Honestly. I haven't slept properly in dayyys and I'm so looking forward to a long lie in the morning. Not a super long one though, cuz our celebrations for Australia Day start early on, lol.

XXXXXXXXX Night all. <33333

Edit : where did socallove go????

weeeeeeeee

2005-01-23T02:16:57Z

sunday & i'm lovin' it.
Superrr night last night, let me tell you. <33333

had the longest lie in today & slept like a baby.

We all got really wrecked last night, but meh, it was worth it.

Im hyper.

Blaaaahhhhh

2005-01-21T20:42:39Z

I'm up and feel fresh & revitalised for the day ahead. HA fucking ha.

I feel like shite. I want to sleep.
After last night (which was super shitty) I'm going out tonight. WOO FREAKIN' HOO!
Kelli called me at like 2am in the morning, super pissed asking if i wanted to go out tonight. <3 Im not too sure if it was cuz she was pissed or cuz she actually does want to go out tonight. Hehe. But either way, even if she's hung over WE'LL BE GOING OUT TONIGHT.

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-22T00:46:00

2005-01-21T13:47:33Z

Ugh. I feel sick. So sick.

I have just finished work. Fuck, I hate work. Like, really bad. :|

I am not going anywhere at all this weekend. & it's like Friday night & I'm just sitting in like the most boring person in adelaide. :( awww great fun.

I guess I'm too tired to go anywhere anyway. I mean, really. & I don't feel too well either.

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-21T02:23:00

2005-01-20T15:27:54Z

I should probably be an owl. I'm always awake at this time...

Today was alright. Kelli & I had so fun in adelaide. haha <3 we went shopping & I bought a bunch of stuff - that I can't afford but blah, that's what my cute lil credit card is for. I wish they would raise the limit on it. <3333 Nah, maybe not.
soo, i bought a dress for next saturday night (KEVINS party) and I'm scared of wearing it cuz its super low cut.. but yeah, I wanna dress to impress. Rock n Roll Madi, rock n roll. :p I dont want to look like a whore though..
Yeah so its his party at his house. his parents are away (again?!?! I so wish i had parents that went away all the time) and he's invited people from Uni and all his usual friends. He says I fit into both categories (charming!) but yeah, i am so looking forward to it.
Kelli's a lil more daring than me. she told me to get it and at first i was like um no fuck off. ill look like the slut of the fucking century and she's like but yeahhhh you're supposed to look slutty. haha?!? My friends arent very nice with compliments.
I hope Kevin actually notices me a little more than usual. Im planning to get sozzled. I cant wait.
we still have this weekend to go though. :(
Not a lot happnin this weekend. ill have to wait n c.
xx

I'm ready

2005-01-20T01:27:47Z

I'm up, washed & changed... and I feel better. I don't feel as tired.
Weathers perking up a bit too. it's getting warmer - and sunnier. I wish we could walk. taking the car's easier tho.

have a spiffing day.

xxx

i don't think i've ever been on the internet this long in my life

2005-01-19T22:03:45Z

well.. it feels as though i've been up alll day. im really tired now.

i have so much to do and all i want to do is flop back down into bed & go to sleep.

it's really dull here today. hmm. i hate when the weather is overcast. i want the sun back. geez, it's meant to be summer. lol.

invade_me_ @ 2005-01-20T06:02:00

2005-01-19T19:08:04Z

I don't know why but I've woken up and I cant get back to sleep. FUCKKK! It's light outside too so I guess that I won't be going back to sleep even though I really want/need to.

My dads getting ready for work. I pity him. I would HATE to have to get ready for work so early. It must suck. I work evenings which I find better, but I suppose mornings would be better cuz it severely sucks when your mates are all going to the beach and stuff and you have to go to work. :/ I'm happy with my job though even though its shitty wages. but, its money.

I have to go into Adelaide today. I have to pay my car tax and update the insurance. and then I have to pay my tuition fees. So all in all, it's going to be a very very expensive day and there's not one thing that i actually want that I have to buy. Having a car sucks. its too expensive. and the tuition fees are extortionate. You shouldn't have to pay in the summer holidays. But blah, this is for next term and i guess they need the money.

My friend Kelli is going to come with me and we may go for some retail therapy afterwards. actually, serious retail therapy sounds a lot better. :p

another update... wee, i'm getting better

2005-01-19T14:57:26Z

Soo.. it's almost midnight. & I should get to bed. I'm realllyy tired actually.

But I thought I would update this first. because I don't want to forget about it again. *Hugs Livejournal*

Okay, so last week, I dyed my hair black. Big.Mistake. Today, I went to the hairdresser and she said there wasn't much they could do with it until a few weeks because the dye was so recent. Holy. Fuck. So, now I have to walk around town like some drained mosh. I LOOK a ghastly shade of WHITE.

Hmm.. Uni is getting closer and closer. &&&& I really don't want to go back. But everybody gets the school/college/uni 'going back' Blues, right? aha, I hope so. Cuz everytime this time of year comes about, I feel like shit.

weeeee another update for u all

2005-01-18T03:02:19Z

I try to update people. But I can never get the hang of it, lolz. does anyone actually read this thing. Meh, even if you dont, i still like writing down my random thoughts.

so, its so dull and overcast here today, not any fun at all. its really humid too. i was hoping to go shopping... but i cant be bothered now. weather depresses me.

My friend Linzi was telling me last night that she saw Jerry around the other week. I was like, okkkk, and didnt want to ask if he's mentioned me or whatever... but she told me anyway. HAHA! she said he's asked how i was doing AND IF I WAS SEEING ANYONE ELSE ATM!!!! Chuffed, much????? she told him the truth darn that girl. That im not. hmm. pffffty.