i'll run away with you

We Goin' To The Ship

Mon, 02 May 2005 02:22:28 GMT

OMG WE KICKED ASS THIS WEEKEND!!!!

We're goin to the final four in evansville first weekend of june and holy hell am i excited.

Revo can eat it! ;)

You can say im trippin' but im s t i n g y

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 01:41:56 GMT

So today was a half day. Went to Cici's with ian tory and brittni, and hung out over here and at tory's all day. it was fun. :)

went to soccer practice.

came home.

ate dinner.

took a shower.

and after this, im off to bed.

State cup is this Saturday and Sunday. Im seriously pumped. I cannot WAIT to kick some revolution asses. You know shithole will be there too. good. let him see im the captain of my team and i am varsity level. :)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TOMORROW BETHIS! <33

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 22:17:10 GMT

Prom was amaaaaazing :)

Ian and my 1 year was today..

that's all for now.

Tomorrow is only a day away...

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 03:34:23 GMT

Wow! Tonight was so fun. I hung out with ian for a little bit and then brittany came and got me and we went and got our nails done. It took forever, those asian people are so slow and speak no english. Argh! Oh well we laughed a lot!

Then right as we were leaving the nail place, devin, kevin, sterl, holly and enlow pull up un-announced and pretty much state they're going to the mall with us (cause britt needed to get her shoes for prom) and we had no idea how they found us at the nail place cause we told no one where we were. I dunno it was random and there was some drama early on - but the night got better.

So Britt and i left those people and went up to the mall at like 8 and met ian and tory there - we were only there for an hour cause the mall closed at 9. Just pretty much jacked around but i seriously havent laughed so much in a long time. I'm really happy Tory's with Britt because she is so sweet! AH!

Prom TOMORROW! OML im so excited - it cannot get here soon enough.

write more later ...

Thu, 31 Mar 2005 22:42:13 GMT

OMG SPRING BREAK! Ahhhh what a great feeling!!

Tomorrow i leave for Arkansas to see my grandma and my uncle will be there too :). Dad and I fly there, and drive home sunday with my NEW CAR! 1996 Honda Accord. So We'll only be there for about a day and a half, which really sucks. I havent seen my uncle in about 2 years maybe? And grandma last may..so almost a year ago. So it'll be a good break.

Got report cards today...

Geometry - F Yes I hate my teacher. Good thing he got fired and cant teach next year. My parents weren't mad at all actually. Because i really am trying - and they can see that from my other grades. I just have to get a tutor.
Gym - A+
Health - A
Bio - B
English - B
Spanish - B

Life is kick ass right now - and it's only going to get better.

April 16th is prom
April 19th is me and Ian's 1 year.
May 9th is my 16th birthday
June 2nd school is out for the s u m m e r
June 9th I get my license.

OK, this isn't social hour

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:52:10 GMT

Ok so..I'm serious about soccer. I love it, I love to have fun. But I can absolutely NOT stand when girls on my team, come out to practice and goof off the whole entire time. Our coach doesn't make us run, but we have a game on sunday, and have had only 2 outdoor practices with everyone there. What the aauflasjgl. Tomorrow, if it continues to happen, I'm going to bite each and every one of their heads off.

Yes I am PMSing-and everything is aggravating me right now-but that is probably my biggest pet peeve.

Oh, and I hate being lectured.

My life story..

I AM SO SICK OF THIS

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 22:27:37 GMT

This WHOLE year i have busted my ass to make up for slacking off last year - but does it do any good?!

I CANNOT DO ANY BETTER THAN A "D" IN GEOMETRY.

Today we got back tests we took last week. I got an effing 49%. The class average was a 52%. Everyone around me failed, by a alot. But still. I'm pissed off to no end. I know I have and "F" in there, but I'm afraid to ask. JUST GOD WHO GAVE HIM A TEACHING LICENSE

I have 4 A's, 1 B, and whatever the hell i have in that adjnkahaklhfaf class. So tell me I'm a bad student? I think not.

I had such a good weekend-got my prom dress and had tons of fun with my mom yesterday. And today just ruined it all. God I hate how I'm so stupid.

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 15:29:19 GMT

So I'm in health right now, and we just did this thing that calculates how healthy you eat..

I dont eat enough fruit, meat or milk :/

This weekend was g r e a t. Except for yesterday. It's finally starting to hit me that Ian's going to college in 5 months, and will have barely any time for me. I want us to be together so bad, and I know it can work out. If we get through this, we can get through anything. I can't be selfish though, and I sorta feel really bad. This is like the most exciting time in his life, and I just want him to be happy. I can't be getting upset if I don't fit into his plan you know? Oh well..I guess we'll worry about it when the time comes. Just really feel like i can't be without him..

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:28:18 GMT

So i went back to school today after 2 days of being home - whoaaa i was tired.

Not much else to say i guess.

Really behind in geometry..

Outdoor starts in 2 weeks

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 01:29:21 GMT

So today s u c k e d -

i was supposed to hang out with my parents, go out to breakfast, drive with dad, and possibly go look at prom dresses. But i woke up at 6 o'clock this morning feeling like absolute crap so mom took me to the doctor. I definately have strep throat AND a sinus infection. This seriously sucks so bad - the back of my head, my neck and on down my back are killing me. It hurts to swallow and I'm talking really weird.

I was taking a nap, and dad came upstairs to tell me that Ian was downstairs - and had been waiting for me to get up for a half an hour. Aw it made my day though that he came to see how i was doing. :) He seriously makes me so happy.

Dad and i watched Hardball. It was good. No matter how many times i watch it it still makes me cry.

Going to school around 12 tomorrow. I kinda want to go normal time - but then again i feel awful. I'm just afraid to miss stuff in geometry.

Let it work out for ONCE

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 05:04:38 GMT

Today was pretty good.

I woke up at freakin 7 o'clock this morning so i decided to go for a run. I ran a mile and a half and did some ab stuff. Much needed.

Tor came and got me and we went to starbucks and had a very nice talk. I love being his friend, he seriously is one of the most important people in my life and i dont know what i'd do without him. We talked about life, and him and Ian going off to college and how much everything will change, and how much we all take a lot of stuff for granted. Scary..

We also talked about Chealsi, this new girl that he really likes. He doesnt know how it's going to work out and im seriously so - just like pissed off - that this happens to him all the time. He would do anything for anybody.. but im not goin to get into this. He's just upset and I hate when he's upset. Tor i love youuuu <33 It'll work out i promise.

So anyway..Tory, Chealsi, Ian and I hung out all night. We watched Saw and A Man Apart. It was overall a good night. Ian and I got into this huge wrestling match and i most definately won ;). He's an amaaaazing guy. Kinda scares me to think about my life without him..he's become such a huge part of every aspect of it. He makes me so happy and i never want that to go away. I love you baby <33

Breakfast with my parents tomorrow
Driving with dad
Looking for prom dresses with mom! AHH! :)

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 17:02:14 GMT

I am SO happy for Tory. It's been a long ass time since he's been happy. I just hope this girl doesnt hurt him. Tory you deserve this <33

You Dummy!

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 02:05:11 GMT

So i just finished scheduling for my junior year with mom and dad. They finally let it go that i wont be able to graduate with an honor's diploma because in order to do so, you have to take pre-calc. I told them that if i take that, and mess up, there's no fixing it with summer school. So my senior year I'm taking business math instead and it will actually be a worthwhile class. It's taxes, and teaches you all the stuff you need to know about buying houses and cars and stuff. SO next year I am taking..

Algebra II
Math Study Hall
AP Lit
Weight Training first period with the soccer team
ASL (American Sign Language)
Biology II (Zoology)
1 semester US History - 1 semester US History Themes

Mom and Dad are happy with all my classes for next year and how well i've done in school this year even with my struggle in geometry, so I am too. :)

Ian and i went to Fishers Park to play soccer today. It was muddy and my feet got really wet and cold. But it was fun :) He let me drive there and i did pretty well. I'm getting better! Only about 4 and a half more months til i get my license..

I got yelled at by my health teacher today for something that wasnt even my fault and it ruined my whole day.

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 01:38:11 GMT

Got a cellphone today..

It really isnt that great once you have one.

Sat, 05 Feb 2005 15:47:41 GMT

So last night was the first night in about - forever - since i haven't gone out and done anything. It actually felt kind of good to just lay around.

Soccer today. I hate Saturday training sessions.

I think im going over to Ian's dad's to eat tonight, not sure what else is going on. We'll probly watch The grudge again, I saw it in the movie theater. Scariest movie i have ever seen in my life - no joke -

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 23:42:10 GMT

I ran a mile and a half today, it felt so good. I need to start doing that everyday I dont have soccer..

I had a ton of homework today..I'm seriously sick of school.

Very happy for the weekend - not sure what I'll be doing .. but I'm still excited.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 22:36:56 GMT

Today SUCKED.

First of all I am SO extremely sore from soccer last night, and i dont even know why. But my whole body feels heavy.

I hate my geometry teacher, I do not understand one word that comes out of his mouth. I rely on the kid next to me to teach me this stuff so that i can TRY and do okay. Grrr i hate teachers that dont teach.

Ian helped me with my math homework after school, it helped a little. Guess I'm lucky he's good at math :)

I'm gonna lay around and watch tv the rest of the evening. Swimming in gym wears me out. Haha

"Hold me!"

Mon, 31 Jan 2005 00:28:23 GMT

Holy crap. I just saw Hide and Seek. That movie, is like the Shining (Sort-Of) "Hereeeeeeeeee's Johnny!"

I'm finishing up a Biology project. Doing things that requires me drawing makes me wish i would have taken art classes or something, I really can't draw for anything.

Dinner was good. Mom made her famous potato salad. We talked about my Grandpa, made me cry. I always do when he is brought up. I really dont know why i still cry whenever i think or talk about him. I really have never missed anyone, whether they died or moved away, as much as i miss him. Here i go again!

I had a dream about Heather and Sheree Smith last night. I really miss that family a lot. Maybe i should go see her this summer, I think i need to.

Back to ski-zool tomorrow. Yuck.

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 03:15:24 GMT

Ian and I watched from hell with Johnny Depp about Jack the Ripper, he was one messed up guy.

Soccer sucked. I hate when coaches treat us girls different than the guys and act like we don't understand anything.

I have terrible cramps.

Sleeping in late tomorrow.

What the hell are you watching?!

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 04:23:12 GMT

So today was a very good day.. although my morning started out pretty bad.

Ian was late picking me up for school because he and Tory wanted to stop at a gas station and get something to eat, I got yelled at because he was supposed to be at my house at 7:05 and did not get there until 7:13!

1st period was excellent. Mr Wright made us play this stupid game for the properties of parallelograms and we took a quiz that took forever to take. it was 78 questions, yes or no, but it was scantron. we had ten minutes to fill in 78 bubbles! Grr he's dumb. I passed last weeks quiz though with a C-. I have an 85% B- in the class now, Mom and Dad were very happy with me when i showed them the printout Mr. Wright gave me.

After school, Ian and I went to McAlister's. It was good, i haven't eaten there in forever.

I FINALLY watched Crazy/Beautiful tonight. I thought it was very good. Semi cheesy though.
I had a wonderful night with Ian. Never ceases to amaze me how happy he can make me sometimes. :)

I came home tonight and mom was watching an irish jig on tv. Sware on my life.

Soccer tomorrow.

That's all.

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 22:00:54 GMT

Only 35 pages left!

Maybe youth group tonight, maybe not.

Shrimp Alfredo for dinner :)

I need a soldier.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 20:52:57 GMT

I was told today by Max that because our 16 birthday's are after january (I know they already changed the rules so that we have to wait 6 months to have people in our car) but now the rumor is we can get our licenses on our 16th birthday. I dont think that's true but now i've gotten my hopes up?

Maxwell you're a jerk.
:)

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 01:21:42 GMT

I just got home from another wonderful day at soccer..

Highlight of my night was Amy. Sarah ahah

So today - when we (Ian and I) were pulling in my driveway after school we see these two dogs running past my house - which happens to back up to 126th - so after watching my dog get hit by a car awhile back, i freak out. Ian and I called the dogs over, I held them while he went inside and grabbed my phone to call the number on one of their collars. Of course there was no answer so i left a message and kept them in the garage. My dog was freaking out - wanting to go in the garage and play with them, but i was afraid somethin would happen and one of them would get hurt. Anyway, to make a long story short, i decided i think basset hounds are so ugly they're adorable, and the dogs' owner came to get them. I felt wonderful about myself, maybe thinking I saved their lives. Although I'm sure they would have been fine?

I've decided I really like Kelly Clarkson..

I'm on 163 of my book and it is wonderful - full of sex scenes though :/

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 20:15:39 GMT

So i really haven't written in this thing since summer, i don't really see a point to be honest.

This weekend was one of the better ones I've had in a while..

Friday night - the usual, hung out with Ian. Came home at 11, went to bed...

Saturday - went to soccer training for the first time in forever. I got to see everyone, that was pretty cool - I'm pretty sure I'm goin to the HSE VS. Pendleton game in 2 Tuesday's with Noelle to see Sarah who by the way is a HUGE fag :) - I went to eat at Olive Garden with mom and dad after soccer and got these ravioli things that were stuffed with shrimp and crab meat, they were amazingggg. Ian came over that night and we watched Cold Mountain ( THE ENDING SUCKED ) and Anchorman. I got my report card, my grades were wOnDeRfUl, except for geometry but my parents already knew about it. I gotta figure out how to get that up!

Sunday - I layed in bed til about 12, went to barnes and noble with mom and got The Pact, Molly told me it was pretty much the best book ever, so we'll have to see - I don't like reading or watching things that make me cry and it's supposed to be a huge tear-jerker..

I still have homework to do..

I'll probly be reading that book all day so im not sure how much will get done