Fly like paper

international_ @ 2008-09-15T15:58:00

2008-09-15T23:00:07Z

Holy SHIT, my mouth hurts.

PS I'm serioulsy considering the concept of being okay with my parents not living by me anymore. Sorta.

international_ @ 2008-09-14T23:13:00

2008-09-15T06:14:16Z

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahavsdzbv;a/bvknretb hahahahahhahaah

international_ @ 2008-09-08T08:55:00

2008-09-08T15:56:05Z

You are so hot and cold.

I am so sick of it.

.....

2008-09-05T15:46:45Z

Seriously, a penny for your thoughts.

I would love to know what's going on in your head.

Side Note: I have bug bites all over my ankles, which is funny because they are ligit, "ankle biters."

ohhh baby, baby

2008-09-04T19:30:20Z

It's hard to get by just upon a smile.

ugliest shoes I think I've ever seen.

2008-09-02T19:01:20Z

Can someone please get me these in every color for my birthday?

Kgr8, thnx.

international_ @ 2008-09-02T11:40:00

2008-09-02T18:45:36Z

That was a really, really good weekend. I love long weekends!

I really like going to fancy resorts and staying in places that are nicer than my house.
I like huge bubble baths.
I really like huge comfy beds.
I love beds. All beds.
I love my cousin and his girlfriend.
I love that my roommate came and hung out yesterday.

I do not like oil burns...those hurt. A lot.
I do not like leaving brand new shirts in hotel rooms.
I do not like coming back to work after a really good/long weekend, and a whole day of drinking.

asdfghjkl;' I'm a pretty happy kid right now. Besides my hand being burnt to a crisp and really hurting and being extrememly tired.....no complaints!

Wooooo

international_ @ 2008-08-28T09:55:00

2008-08-28T16:58:22Z

Cool.
Really cool.

A declaration

2008-08-27T16:00:53Z

I love Nicole K. Gutierrez. A lot.

She is so motivational that I ALMOST have gathered the balls to stick up for myself at work!

Now, let's see if I do it.

I'm pretty sure this is one of those times where I'll be like, "YEEEAAAAHH GOOO LAURA! YOU MARCH RIGHT IN THERE AND DEMAND TO BE GIVEN WHAT IS FAIR. YOU GO GIRL! WOOOOOOOOO"

And then when I march in there and my boss says, "What's up Laura?" I'll be like, "Nothing! Have a good day!" And walk back out.

Can't wait for the weekend get away. It could not come fast enough.

Confidential to myself

2008-08-25T20:40:51Z

Grow a back bone, and learn to stick up for yourself.

Fuck.

international_ @ 2008-08-25T08:40:00

2008-08-25T15:44:38Z

Schoooool starts riiiiiiiiiiiiiight now.
This weekend and next week are going to be great!
Can this week just be over now? Kthnx.

Work is going to be a bitch this week. I wish I had a fun 20 y/o person's job.
Blaaaaaaaah. Serious jobs are for serious losers.

I want to be back in bed with my boyfriend. I was a big grump to him this morning when he left for work. My b. :(

EDIT:
LABOR DAY PARTY!! I haven't thrown a party in a long, long time. I'm so excited!

Umm..

2008-08-21T21:32:53Z

Times like these make me wish I had just an ounce of jealousy in me so I could understand where he is coming from a little bit better.

Sometimes being so laid back is not a good thing, I'm finding out.

I need a nap pretty damn bad.

international_ @ 2008-08-20T17:48:00

2008-08-21T00:52:25Z

1. Found a roommate
2. Suuuuuuuch a wonderful boyfriend.
3. I got to go to the Mountain Vista Hospital today so I got to see a bunch of people I used to work with! So nice!
4. My boss told me I'll start my first study in 2 weeks!!!!! AND I get to use the patients from the unit I used to work at, and Mountain Vista's patients!!! I AM SO EXCITED AND HAPPY!
5. My boss also told me that Southwest Kidney is going to pay for all my schooling up front. Soooooooo bad ass!
6. Now off to hang out with boyfriend and his dad!

Such a great 2 days. I can't believe how much better everything has gotten. I can't believe it!

PS

2008-08-20T17:51:03Z

THIS is my horoscope for today.

Quickie

This is an excellent day for getting a lot done and having fun while you do it.

Overview

See if you can make your amazing energy work for you today -- you ought to be able to move mountains, if you really must. Things are getting better for you and today is the turning point.

How freaking crazy!!!

SO EXCITED

2008-08-20T17:45:38Z

I HAVE FOUND MY FUTURE ROOMMATE AND I AM SO, SO, SO EXCITEDHAPPYRELIEVEDTHANKFUL!!

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

EVERYTHING IS GOOD RIGHT NOW...BESIDES MY PARENTS MOVING AWAY, BUT I'LL TRY AND BE POSITIVE ABOUT THAT AS WELL.

YAY YAY YAY YAY. SO HAPPY!

international_ @ 2008-08-19T10:28:00

2008-08-19T17:29:39Z

Unfortunately, I can't wait.

international_ @ 2008-08-13T13:30:00

2008-08-13T20:30:43Z

Really? Kiss my ass, dude.

international_ @ 2008-08-12T18:09:00

2008-08-13T01:10:04Z

I'm seriously annoyed with my current situation.

Really annoyed.

My office is freezing

2008-08-11T21:48:18Z

I'm really, really glad it's not completely dead to me. But, imagine my surprise when I realized it.
It's amazing what a simple kiss can do.

"Not having my phone," is probably the best idea I've ever had. I need that to end.
I don't need the drama that has wrapped itself so tightly around that whole situation. I need to withdraw my name from those people's mouths. I have nothing to do with it except for being the person that he has feelings for. I'm not leading him on, or encouraging his feelings towards me. It's not my fault.

I'm almost happy again. My flares are coming back down. I'm happy with my boyfriend. I'm happy with my dogs. I'm happy with my roommate. I'm happy with my family...but I always have been. But...I'm still worried about my parent's moving away though.

And I really, really, really, really, really need a roommate and a plan for some where to live come February. I'm getting ~~pretty~~ really scared about that.

international_ @ 2008-08-08T09:28:00

2008-08-08T16:42:17Z

I miss my boyfriend, my best friend, and being social.

I feel a lot better today, so that is promising. Hopefully it will last all weekend so I can do all the stuff I have planned without any problems.
I hate rain so, so, so, so much! It makes me feel miserable! I know it's much needed here in Arizona, but I hate it. My arthritis flares up so bad. I'm having a really bad flare up of my Fibromyalgia, and now an arthritis flare on top of that. AND I'm starting my period soon so I'm even more moody, sore, tired, and crampy than I would be if it were just the fibromyalgia and arthritis.

BUT I'm feeling okay today...which is saying A LOT.

So I have this goal, and I'm going to try EVERYTHING in my power to make it happen. I've had this goal so many time before, but this time....God, I hope I can do it.

40

international_ @ 2008-08-06T09:38:00

2008-08-06T16:40:02Z

Sagittarius
11/22 – 12/21

If you are sick and tired of being sick and tired, laughter is the best medicine!

ha.

international_ @ 2008-08-04T19:11:00

2008-08-05T02:20:54Z

Why does it feel like I can't tell ANYONE, ANYTHING anymore? How come I can't have feelings about certain situations without them being told to people it shouldn't be told to?

Why do I feel like everthing is just crashing down at speeds way beyond my control? I feel like I'm losing so much, and everything else has just taken a huge turn for the worse. I can't stand this feeling.

And the worst part about it, there is not a SINGLE person I can go to anymore.

I can't trust anyone anymore.

My parents just sold their house and are moving away.

I've never felt more alone than I do right now.

Everything is falling apart.

international_ @ 2008-08-04T13:16:00

2008-08-04T20:20:11Z

MAN my wallet is hurting.
But at least I can say that I fully support myself with no help from Mommy and Daddy.

I'd rather say I'm broke than say I'm supported by my parents.

Also, my apartment is a shit hole, and I really want out of it. Nikki and I are going to the front office tonight to give them a piece of our minds. We've been WAY too nice for WAY too long about everything that is wrong in that dump. And due to health problems I really can't be living there anymore. God damnit, I hate 201 west.*

The dogs are going to go on antibiotics now, and I'm really hoping that whatever is going on with them resolves quickly. I know getting dogs from the pound is risky, but they weren't in there for too long...only 4 days I think.
The vet gave them a very clean bill of health, the only thing she said to do is to beef them up because they are skinnier than she would like them to be, which we already knew. That, and we got some nose drops for their sneezing. But now apparently they need antibiotics. Blaaaahhhh.

Everything is so stressful and frustrating right now. But it will get better. It will.

*Anyone considering moving into 201 West Apartments, or know anyone wanting to, DO NOT DO IT. YOU WILL REGRET IT. I will NEVER recommend this place to ANYONE. Not even someone who deserves to live in a shit hole.

exciting!

2008-07-31T20:22:27Z

Nikki and I are brand new mommies.

This is Lilly

This is Daisy

They are INSEPARABLE!

international_ @ 2008-07-30T13:11:00

2008-07-30T20:12:10Z

OMG I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED I CAN'T EVEN STAND IT! I'M SHAKING! I'M SO HAPPY AND EXCITED!