Guess I'm here for my monthly post.
Nothing much has happened since I last spoke of Snowdonia. Anyway, the trip was great and I was really glad I took the step and went on it! Met really fun-loving and friendly people. And I really enjoyed the satisfaction of reaching the peaks, albeit the process was a little awkward and painful haha. I constantly, for that 2 days, had to live with the identity of being the slowest of the group and having to slow the leaders down because as hard as I tried, I couldn't go any faster than the rate I was going. But the experience also taught me that despite my physical (and cardiological) limitations, it's really a test of the mind. I knew that I had to make it to the top and there was no way I could have possibly given up halfway (because the stakes on my reputation are too high hahaha). And I did. I concluded that I have no problem going on hikes, I just need lots of time and little breaks in between. But I'll get there.
The 2 weeks of placement started off really slowly, but picked up after that. I learnt alot about neuroanatomy of brain injuries, cognitive communication disorders and thinking about functionality of communication performance. I still have lots of areas to develop, and I hope I will improve quickly enough before my clinic visit. This placement is my last ever in the UK, and I have to make it good!
I must say I've been quite disciplined since the year started, UNTIL reading week came. I think I exhausted my self-control over the past 5 weeks. I have been a total slump since reading week started, and I still haven't picked it up fully although I started doing work proper yesterday, which is, to my horror, a little late. I have so much to do on my list now I could feel suicidal.
What else did I do other than consume myself with watching TV? The new forensics is a little disappointing. I think the chemistry between the new cast is really not great. And half the time I can guess all the murderers haha but okay that's not the point. Somehow, the cinematography isn't as captivating as it used to be. The way they filmed it and cut the scenes made everything a little unrealistic. But I'm still watching it because investigation shows are so my-kind-of-thing. The new forensics technology is really really cool!
Watched fireworks on Guy Fawkes for the second year running. Initially I was on the verge of giving up on going because I really couldn't find anyone to go with. But at the last moment, the neighbour said that she hasn't been before and she doesn't mind going to have a look, which turned out to be brilliant! The fireworks display had really cool designs that I've never seen before in my life. Going for the Lord Mayor's Festival tomorrow. More fireworks yayyy!!! I love fireworks :)
Also went to watch Chicago. I expected it to be some sleazy dance show haha but I was pleasantly surprised. It actually had a plot and a proper storyline, and the way it was being presented was truly entertaining. I especially loved the scene of the trial towards the end. Everything was not bad except the lead (from Ugly Betty) was really not hot, and her singing sucked. She was SO annoying, unlike the second lead who gave off an air of coolness.
Started my volunteering routine with KEEN London last week. Determined to commit to it every week as much as I can! The cause is pretty meaningful, and I enjoy the interaction with the people there. Some children seem to have difficulty letting people into their world, but they might just need more time to build relationships compared to others. Giving them the time, opportunity and space to discover that for themselves could change their lives. Seeing them slowly get engaged into group activities is really a joy :)
I have lots to think about over the next few weeks, which will just get crazier. I have left my project alone for 5-6 weeks and it's time to pick it up again from where I left off (but first I have to figure out how). The 4003 presentation is retarded and I hate it so much because I'm really presenting on something I have absolute no passion for. I don't even know what it's asking for. I'm really really excited to go for the SKIP introduction session, which will hopefully inspire me and point me towards a meaningful summer. Then there is the Olympics Volunteer interview. And amidst all of that, more coursework, more readings and more placement.
Crap, I think it might be time to go back to work. :(