|
[20 Oct 2007|07:15am] |
|
new lj. fortheseason
|
|
|
[08 Oct 2007|05:23am] |
|
it's my birthday! ♥
|
|
|
[24 Sep 2007|06:09am] |
i want silver swirly earrings like paige's/the ones from the grasshopper shop for my birthday.
ans scarves.
and a gift card to oldnavy.
yea, that' be great.
|
|
|
[12 Sep 2007|08:46am] |
I'm starting to wonder if I'm cut out for college.
In the past 2 days, yesterday & today, I've missed 2 classes.
Yesterday I over-napped and woke up at 4:39, 40 minutes into my Sociology class.
Today I was on Spring Garden with Gabbie, and we frantically ran to catch the 18 to get me back here since my Philosophy class started at 11:30.
I walked into my room at 11:25, and honestly, I just didn't even bother.
I'm so screwed. Fuck. I need to get my act together if this is what I really want. This is what I really want isn't it? I always thought so. Now, I have no idea.
|
|
|
[01 May 2007|11:00pm] |
|
|
| one check. one love. |
[05 Apr 2007|01:28pm] |
|
how many times can we watch him crumble,
before history repeats its self again?
So much to say, and yet..so few words. I still have a headache. But thanks to my hate of modern medicine, I refuse to go to the doctor's. I'll just figure out the trigger myself. And save 300 bucks.
Talked to J last night. Wasn't that akward. But he essentially invited himself, and infringed on my spring break plans. I shot him down. I only told him what I was doing because I knew he was going to be out of town. ytdhytdkuyht. Fuck.
I cleaned some more today, because Seth comes a week form tomorrow. I'm not nervous. Yet. Hah.
I think I've lost my green sweater forever. Which is really sad, because I only wore it once. To Farmington. It was my favorite too.
waiting on a heartbeat
that you stole from me.
|
|
|
[04 Mar 2007|09:53pm] |
|
MAKE ME CARE.
|
|
|
[03 Mar 2007|06:05pm] |
yeah.
snow day yesterday.
uneventful.
not a fan of snow days.
i don't want to talk to anyone lately.
ugh. i hate this.
i think i like this kid.
but i don't want to say anything,
cause 980 other girls like him & hit on him alllll the time.
also, i should prolly stpo flirting with guys who have girlfriends.
even though the iniate it.
i need my fucking lisence.
htdhdtrur7ydhff.
everything sucks.
whats worse is that i can't tell a soul.
|
|
| the tent goes up, the tent comes down, and all they see is the show. |
[22 Feb 2007|01:47pm] |
and some of the clowns are happy
and some of the clowns are sad
but underneath
there's another expression
that the makeup isn't making
|
|
|
[14 Feb 2007|07:40pm] |
you know,
i'm really good at keeping secrets.
because i have so many of my own.
|
|
|
[13 Feb 2007|04:09pm] |
i wish everyone would stop calling me their 'best friend' or hell, even their 'friend'.
I can't really say i am anymore.
no one knows me anymore.
and i miss everyone so fucking much that it hurts. it seriously hurts
i don't even know myself anymore. it'd be nice.
it'd also be nice to have these said 'friends' care.
none of its going to happen.
i'm just going to let it go.
|
|
|
[28 Jan 2007|01:02pm] |
'ello loves.
its been a while.
and with all thats been going on, who can blame me?
this college stuff sucks.
i thought i had made my mind up, and now im not so sure.
but at the same time, i keep wondering if i'm reconsidering for all the wrong reasons. i have noo idea.
i really want to go to SMU.
but i'd essentially have to start over from scratch.
i love it there though.
i'm also afraid i'm being biased because i don't have as much information on the other schools as i do from St. Marys.
and i'm sorry this entire entry is about college, but i can only handle one thing at a time, yanno.
k.
|
|
|
[03 Jan 2007|10:29pm] |
sometimes i want to be with you because you remind me of him.
only 200 miles closer.
|
|
|
[01 Jan 2007|08:24pm] |
its 2007!
never fear. real update later.
ughhhhhh. =\
|
|
|
[16 Dec 2006|05:41pm] |
I've come accross some conclusions, tonight.
For once, all is well.
|
|
|
[02 Nov 2006|10:04pm] |
|
If you don't have a song
To sing you're okay
You know how to get along
Humming
Hmmm
If you don't have a date
Celebrate
Go out and sit on the lawn
And do nothing
'Cause it's just what you must do
Nobody does it anymore
No I don't believe in the wasting of time,
But I don't believe that I'm wasting mine
If you don't have a point to make
Don't sweat it
You'll make a sharp one being so kind
And I'd sure appreciate it
Everyone else's goal's to get big headed
Why should I follow that beat being that I'm
Better than fine
|
|
|
[24 Oct 2006|01:45am] |
|
hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate.
|
|
|
[22 Oct 2006|12:41pm] |
i need to get over this.
i'm afraid of what will happen if i don't.
|
|
|
[21 Oct 2006|11:46pm] |
i hungout with sarah b. today.
she's grand.
i'm seeing jas tomorrow. =]
this weekend has been good so far.
my 6-week reports came today.
honors, baby.
i'm pumped.
i got my hair done last night. sara [at jf] pretty much fucked it up. but she said it should fade in a few washes. if it doesn't i'll have to bleach it out and re dye it. ughh.
we closed on the house yesterday too.
this weekend has just been grand =].
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|
![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
inkspills__'s journal