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Sunday, September 13th, 2009
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4:52 pm - growth
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Marcus Wong (the small one) just sent me a very funny message. Dearest rachel, as we all know, the following friday is one of our saddest days. So... On sat, can we have games day as well as pot-luck? Then, we can go for dinner as a cell to a classy place(: we WILL be SHAMELESS. JUST TO ENTERTAIN YOU!(: - Marcus(:
that made me smile a lot. =) i was searching for some photos on my laptop and i came across some of our old cell photos - actually, they aren't very old, just 2 or 3 years - but my gosh! the physical growth has been crazy, well, definitely secondary to their emotional/spiritual growth. but they made me smile a lot. this cell makes me smile a lot. ( transformation )
current music: Best I Ever Had - Vertical Horizon
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| Thursday, May 28th, 2009
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11:28 am - nobody said it was easy
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so i've more or less passed out my little farewell/all-the-best notes to the students, having written 75 of them (and a few more not done yet! hahah) over the past few days. yeah, despite all my complaints about being too free too tired too sian too drained about coming to school everyday, i have, on a whole, still enjoyed myself over the past five months. it's funny how MOE put the Teaching Scholarship interview just this morning, in which i spent majority of the half an hour with the interviewers talking about this experience. and i'm not sure what i'll do next, but there is still SSL for two weeks. and maybe to Mongolia?! AJ intends to go here. sounds like a good place after all our epic fail plans.
i guess tomorrow i will spam many photos with students since i haven't taken many over the year. so. watch this space. =)
current music: The Scientist - Coldplay.
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| Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009
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8:57 am
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=)
no long reflective post about the past 18 years, but i can safely say the last year has accounted for like more than half of my growth (in every aspect of my life) in total. if that can be mathematically done.
there is this multi-coloured striped Paperchase album that i would've taken a photo of every single page if i could. the words and the photos in it make me speechless, not just because the words are themselves, encouraging and motivating; but because the entire album represents a body of familiar faces, people who've come together to bless me so much; people who do not just belong to my cell, people whom i'm not even responsible for. when my parents ask who gave the album to me, i can only say.. "the church." sounds funny, but it blows my mind away that this church - and by 'church', i don't mean the building - has watched me grow since i was a primary school kid to who i am today. i'm definitely bringing this album whereever i go =)
of course, as it is tradition every year, no birthday is complete without wishing two of the closest people in my life a very happy birthday as well. (though for Chris, it's one day late.)
 happy birthday guys. my birthday wouldn't be half as fun or meaningful if i didn't celebrate with you! ( thanks manz )
current mood: loved current music: Hungry (Falling On My Knees) - WOW Worship.
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| Friday, March 6th, 2009
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7:52 am - a bit of Jason Mraz
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IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WON'T WORRY MY LIFE AWAY
i am in the midst of uploading videos! it was awesome. they started with Dynamo of Volition and with the high-five and high-tens =D and when he sang Live High both AJ and i went mad. and ballistic when we heard the opening chords of The Remedy. (when my phone rings now i feel happy all over again)
and even though i have probably watched almost all his live performances on youtube before (including the Wonderwall mixed into The Remedy) it just sounds so much better real-life. the acoustics didn't fail though i thought it might've, his opera voice for Mr. Curiosity probably melted everyone away, and he was pitch-perfect. nice. ( what a beautiful mess this is )
(and after that AJ and i were caught in the downpour for like 1.5 hours walking along Kallang and Nicoll Highway and i-don't-know-where and we ended up seeking shelter among the canoes and dragonboats in the Singapore Dragon Boating Association, sitting on top of a giant cooler while waiting for my gallant parents to come and rescue us. i love them. we were wrapped in towels in the backseat shivering like mad, but as AJ says, it certainly took our minds off worrying about this afternoon. and one to be added to the list of stupid things we do. so now, four hours of sleep later, i'm back in the staffroom again, but my fatigue doesn't take the shine off last night's awesomeness.)
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| Sunday, January 11th, 2009
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11:49 pm
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last night i couldn't sleep for a bit. and i remembered Pastor Derek talking about beautiful skies in his sermon. so i went on my Pictures folder and looked through folders to see what beautiful skies i had taken shots of. incidentally, i went to the Botanic Gardens today and had a nice time looking at the clouds.
anyhow, pictures of God's canvass: (they are arranged in order of date, i think) ( you walk on waves, you run with clouds, you paint the skies for me to see )
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| Wednesday, December 31st, 2008
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11:57 pm - to be broken
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is to experience failure, after failure, after failure. is to experience desperation. is to experience heartache. is to experience misery and loneliness. is to experience guilt, painful guilt. is to experience loss, a loss which won't ever return. is to experience deep hurt. is to experience immense, suffocating pressure. is to experience ostracization. is not to experience God, to feel spiritually dry. is to experience the cynicism when the worship songs you sing don't really mean anything anymore. is to experience numbness. is to experience a struggle like you've never struggled before. is when you experience temptation, and you fall. is when no one seems to understand, not even your closest friends. is to be far away, detached, from friends and from God too.
yet, a broken and contrite heart, Lord, You will not despise. - Psalms 51:17
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2008
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9:30 pm - Hong Kong
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| Wednesday, September 24th, 2008
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4:39 pm
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| Saturday, July 26th, 2008
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12:20 am
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| Sunday, June 15th, 2008
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1:08 am
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so, it's been a year since we moved into this house. HAHAH okay okay more importantly,
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| Sunday, June 1st, 2008
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4:19 am
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| Monday, May 12th, 2008
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12:10 pm
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| Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
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11:12 pm
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just got back, with like an hour or so more left to the day. it's always the anticipation that's the fun bit =)
nonetheless, i had a good birthday - maybe not as dramatic as past years or not as superduper-high or whatever - but still, i'm really just very thankful. the little surprises here and there made the mundane long day very nice to pass. it even kept me awake during tutorials when i really wanted to fall asleep hahah.
yup so though majority of the day was spent in school. still i enjoyed my day. my mum just called to tell me she forgot to buy my cake, but it doesn't really matter, i had a lot of cake already!
WELL. my last birthday wish -
DOUBLE CHAMPS FOR CROSS NATIONALS TOMORROW MY TEAMMATES. RUN RUN RUN =) and after that we go celebrate =D
(alright i'm gonna spend my last few minutes eating my dinner and writing cross notes!) thanks everyone, i'm truly very blessed. =)
current music: Flying Without Wings - Huang Yufang!
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12:09 am
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ten minutes into the day and i feel very touched!
<3 thank you everyone i am so honoured to have friends like you guys. from the simplest of words to the "can you come down now i'm at the guard house".
yufang's singing makes me want to cry, it is so amazingly beautiful.
you find it in the strangest places, places you never knew it could be
(and no birthday post would be complete without wishing RYAN THOMASZZZZZZZZZ happy happy happy 17th birthday to you too!)
current music: Flying Without Wings - HUANG YUFANG!
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| Monday, March 3rd, 2008
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11:33 pm
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MusicFeste is over! and this is the post-MF withdrawal symptom thing. i keep looking at the videos over and over again, and the tunes keep playing in my head.
anyway, BB got 2nd and Best Arrangement (go Gabriel!). and yup, as expected, MR won! i wish i knew how to upload videos but when i figure out how, i'll upload the videos. it was a mad rush from techrun to training and back for the performance itself. but thank God everything's all over now.
current music: Ju Hua Tai Remix - BB MusicFeste!
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| Sunday, February 17th, 2008
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8:55 pm - I AM HUNGRY
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my mum keeps reiterating that we shouldn't have late dinners / shouldn't eat heavy meals past 8pm lest we grow fat BUT WE HAVEN'T HAD DINNER YET because she is still working! i'm hungry hungry hungry.
anyway, i am reunited with my laptop! it is finally fixed after all the delays. yay =D
and to distract myself from hunger, Humanz Photos!  08A13A, HUMANZ PARTY =D (missing Joel, Shu-En and Aileen! =( )
current music: One Year, Six Months - Yellowcard.
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| Sunday, February 3rd, 2008
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12:56 am
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 ben, alvin pris, zhoumi, yufang, weiwen, norman, audrey, grace, tiff and i. [we are missing caisang, mabel, candice (and thaddeus)]. batch photo taken at J2 Farewell last year! (at my condo hahahaha)
=D
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| Tuesday, January 8th, 2008
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9:54 pm
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heh i think Esther and i were in class today suffering from post-T'itanic/Orientation blues >.>

this is our wonderful OG =) will write more about it when my keyboard is fixed.
current music: Semi-Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind
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| Monday, November 19th, 2007
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10:59 pm - don't stop me now, i'm havin' such a good time
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| Saturday, October 27th, 2007
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12:00 am
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