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ily &hearts;

Created on 2005-11-17 11:04:00 (#8821061), last updated 2006-04-25

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Name:	ily &hearts;
Birthdate:	04-23
Website:	.::.kc<3.::.

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All Hail the Heartbreaker - the Spill Canvas.

I had the notion that you'd make me change my ways
My bad habits would be gone in a matter of days
I had the feeling that you'd open up my eyes
To a whole new world that had since been in disguise

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
But your undecisive mind shows me that
You are "just another girl"
I had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real
What if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
Maybe then you'd know how I feel

But that day will most likely never come for me
And it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
To everything you are

So tonight I'll sit and pick apart your pictures
And overanalyze your words
But the truth is that I've never fallen so hard
It's taking everything in me
Just to forget your sweater so far

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I can honestly say
That I never, ever, ever felt this way
Your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
These are the parts of your body
That cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
What's the point when my dreams are infected
With words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
As long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about you constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

So don't go worrying about me
It's not like I think about this constantly
So maybe I do, but that shouldn't affect
Your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door

I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll let you get the best of me
Because there's nothing else that I do well
I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
I guess that's how this one's gonna go I'll be the giver and you'll be the taker
You've got me down on my knees and I proclaim
All hail the heartbreaker

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give Janika more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

i love you.
promise fucking promise.

my name is janika, i'm fourteen years old. my birthday is on the 23rd april & that is when i will be fifteen. my birthday isn't an amazing occasion; it's on st. george's day, what releveance or interest there is in that random fact is beyond me. i have blonde hair, although it's a pathetic specimin of the blonde hair colour. i also have blue eyes, borderline grey. i like my eyes. its about the only standable feature of myself that i have. i wouldn't class myself as an average child, i have issues. which i deal with in the most inappropriate ways but that is something i try to change, but also find very hard. i have an amazing imagination, not in the sense that it is good, but that it can carry me away in an instant. i don't find this skill easy to put on paper to write stories or things, i contain it all inside my head. it's a relief in a way, to know i have somewhere to go. even if it isn't entirely real.
also, i am an msn-lj whore.

i love my friends & my music. i don't necessarily love my family, but that is up for debate for the moment. but i love my friends. some, i love but that is also something i keep to myself. i find it's an easy way to ruin a friendship. but my best friends adam (who rocks socks), clairey, linzi & danielle are what keeps me alive at times. as do all my friends, these just tend to understand more when i'm going through tough times. also, lucy whom i used to hate with a vengeance, has become an important aspect to me as we have an understanding of things. my music, is my saviour. my chemical romance are my boyfriend, i have seen them in concert & i fell in love. yes. avenged sevenfold are favourites of mine, as are greenday, fallout boy, bullet for my valentine, blink 182 & kelly clarkson. i envy my friends clairey & lucy as they are going to see her in febuary, in concert. i would kill for a ticket. the song cool - gwen stefani is a unique love of mine because i have discovered the lyrics. i love my movies & my tv. Lost is my all time favourite, charlie - dominic is my boyfriend aswell. i love travelling, the states is the best. i also love my animals, they are my babies. i love her aswell, but lets not go down that road.

i hate liars, well; we all tell a white lie, but i hate liars who mess people up. i also dis-like attention seekers, people who cut for attention particularly annoy me. i don't like thin people either, because i'm jealous cause i want to be like them. that goes for emo/scene kids aswell. but i love them, i am just jealous cause i strive to be like them, but fail miserably. i hate waking up early aswell, that is unhealthy. i hate being heart-broken aswell. a feeling i know too well, the feeling of 'being fallen out of love with'. thats the worst, when someone wakes up one day & just doesn't love you anymore.

i wish;
- to be happy, not have anymore problems. to be like any other normal person.
- i was thin, pretty, beautiful even. thats alot to ask.
- i was in love with someone who loved me back, & meant it.
- to marry dominic monaghan & gerard & mikey way. also kelly clarkson now gay/lesbian marriage is legal.
- for my wishlist to come true one day, the realistic wishes anyway. which could leave me with a hell of alot of unfulfilled wishes.