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[13 Feb 2005|07:09pm]
I've been sick ever since Friday. I know all I have is just a cold but its annoying me and I want to be better now. Today I probably set a new record for how many times i've sneezed. It sucks so bad. I feel lousy. I hope tomorrow doesn't suck (seeing as how its valentines day and all. Derek still doesn't know if I want to go out with him or not (seeing as how I stil have yet to write him back) I don't know. Having an ED and hating myself so much. I don't know if theres room in my heart to love someone. And if I did say yes it would be unfair seeing as how I really don't like him, or know him. I hate how I was just put on the spot. We are great friends, what if I say no and we stop being friends? or what if i say yes and it turns out we dont like each other and never talk anymore?

hes great but i don't know if i should go out with him. he seems just... too perfect and i don't think i'm good enough for him.
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[11 Feb 2005|07:04pm]
I hate playing games. I'm tired of fake smiles.
I'm tired of trying too hard.
Image is everything.
and when it comes down to it i'm nothing
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[08 Dec 2004|12:45pm]
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM JUST LET PEOPLE BE WHO THEY ARE. AND IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT, DON'T QUESTION IT
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[23 Jul 2004|10:59am]
Im buying a digital camera today and I was wondering what kind you think I should get. If you have any suggestions it would be greatly appreciated.

Money isnt a factor right now, but Im looking for one that will take pretty good pictures.
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[12 Jul 2004|09:32pm]
Im starting vegan today.
This is something ive been trying to do now for a while.
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