urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:icantbe_her_ icantbe_her_ icantbe_her_ 2005-01-25T01:38:26Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:icantbe_her_:980 2005-01-25T01:38:26Z 2005-01-25T01:38:26Z my events of saturday...<br /><br />&gt; spent the arvo with the hottest boy, mitchell lol<br />&gt; toms 18th party :)<br />&gt; playboy bunnies (HOT) serving cocktails and shots<br />&gt; two fridges full of booze<br />&gt; grant getting drunk for the first time, so cute<br />&gt; beat mitchell in the daytona car game, oh yeh<br />&gt; fat/ugly/hideous/dyke stripper haha funny joke but not kool<br />&gt; left the party to go cruising lol and i fell asleep in the car at the holdy<br />&gt; two dancers dressed as cheerleaders, but i wasnt there so i missed them lol<br />&gt; an exotic dancer, missed this one too lol but i wasnt too fussed lol<br />&gt; cowboy cock suckers, flaming sambuca (cant spell), sex on the beach, cosmopolitan<br />&gt; way too much to drink, jas letting me sleep on him<br />&gt; grant spewing the first time he was drunk...yuck<br />&gt; mcdonalds mmm great drunk food<br />&gt; sleep<br /><br />many things happened inbetween but i just cant be fucked saying it all, the night went heaps slow but then fast was very weird need to do it again!! ah!!<br /><br />triple m's 2005 top song thingo is on atm... blister in the sun won!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:icantbe_her_:750 2005-01-20T23:32:29Z 2005-01-20T23:32:29Z i woke up this morning at 4.30 to my phone ringing and vibrating crazily<br />i picked up the private call thinking it would some weird person who likes to breathe down the line<br />(oh i miss the old days of being with optus)<br />but to my great surprise it was my boyfriend wanting to tell me he missed me<br />and was driving up to mine to see me<br />i eventually talked him out of this as he was fair drunk<br />but for the next few minutes or so i had to endure compliments and promises<br />the typical drunk lines of "you're beautiful" "you're sexy" "i want to be with you"<br />haha ive missed drunk phone calls from friends i reckon my last one was from penner and justine ages ago<br />the only problem is i know this guy likes me more than i like him<br />im not saying i dont like him but im still confused at how fast we came about<br />i dont like having control of relationships (there is always one person who has the upper hand)<br />and i have been use to being told what to do lately<br />anyway im happy lala and thats better than being miserable<br />i should really appreciate what i have and he is way too good of a bloke for me to break his heart<br /><br /><br /><br />how cools the little mood face, he looks stoned urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:icantbe_her_:446 2005-01-19T00:51:28Z 2005-01-19T00:51:28Z i thought i would start fresh and scrap my old journal<br />its a new year and i thought that this calls for a new beginning<br />this year im trying to be a new me<br />so yes this is my first post and hopefully many more to follow