| friday the 20th. . ..and obligation day....fun =) |
[Apr. 20th, 2005|03:33 pm] |
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its been 2 freakin months since ive updated this,hehe...had to overcome all the stress from the finals last summer,haha...and now im on holliiday which is totally cool,haha...hangin out with old friends,my family,relatives and other stuff..illl be sleeping and eatin when im at home...im this stupid lazy weirdo doin crap,muhahahaha..totally freaks me out. . .itsssssssssssss coolld...wat else?..ive been playin basketball evry weekend with my cousins and bros sumplce.. ..oh ya here's the stupid part which is totally cool though =)
it was wednesday...i think its the day of obligation at church so my cousin and i went to mass...we actually played basketball b4 that...i was undecided to go to mass cuz im like this piece of shit lookin tired wearing shorts and this really loose shirt and a pair of sandals,it wasnt good,muhahaha...whereas my cousin was really casual and stuff...we were in a hurry so i decided to come along...as we reached church i told my cousin to stay with me outside cuz theres a dress code at the church here so ya,hehe...its totally weird but still girls wearing really tight and hangin clothes were hangin all over the place so the code wouldnt matter after all,hahaha =) so we stayed out and hang around 4 a while...my cousin was like "dude do u wanna see this really really hot girl from this school?"...and i was like "ya sure i do,muhahaha"..so we waited...we were gettin kinda impatient so we just decided to look 4 a place to eat stuff...on our way out the hot girl came..it was a totally cool coincidence,hahaha...we were like "fuck dude!..shes totally hot"..and i was like "remember the dress code the church had?...its total bull cuz she was wearing this really really short skirt and a really really really tight shirt!!!..."Oh my god!...muahahha"...my cousin was goin nuts swearing and till we got to the point of fantisizing about her!!!!...muahahhaha...totally fucked up chick...dude seriously she was totally hot..one hot white chick =)
wheeeww...that was long,hahaha...almost ran out there...after that we started walkin and looked around 4 a place to eat...finally we found 1 and ate noodles...haha...the taste sucks cuz it had no taste,muahahhaha =) .....after eatin we went back to church..this is the fun part but at the same time we felt kinda guilty doin it,hahaha...it was dark and drizzling alil...we were at the bench talkin bout stuffs....we got all bored so my cousin and i decided to get sum soda from this old vending machine,hehe...my cousin was like "dude wanna do sumthing cool?"...and i was like "ya sure"...so we started buyin a couple of sodas and started spraying em all over the cars we were trippin on,muahahhahahahahahaha...its totally weak!!!muahahahahhaha =).....it wasnt any ordinary soda though...it was grass jelly and its totally black and all sticky so it wudnt look good once it dried,hahahahahah....we were sprayin em all over...the knobs,the trunk,the rear&front mirror,side mirrors...we usually chose the light coloured cars so its coolll,hahahaha...we were laughing our asses out the whole night doin it,muahhahahahahha.....when we ran out of sodass, we saw this bottled juice lyin around and used it too.....4 sprayin!!!muhahahahahahhaha...we tried not to be too obvious by laughing and screwing around so each of as took turns to be on the look out...
wat sucks is...as i was sprayin it to this car this old man came alon and really saw me sprayin it all over...and i was like "oh fuck!!"...i tried not to be too obvious so i pretended that i was tryin to drink the damn juice,hahahahahha....but it was no use...i got caught...and we were like laughing all the way,muhahahahahaahhahah =) screwed totally,muhahahahahaha...im tired....ill continue this shit next tym,hahaha....god bless!!! =) and never do stufs like that at church,hahahaha....guilt and conscience kills =) dOink
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| need to update already. . .......... |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|02:26 pm] |
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its the lenten season and easter is approaching fast.....easter eggs and bunnies will be all over the place!!..nothin much to write but i have to...hmmm cant remember all the crappy stuffs ive been doin this past few days....im in school regularly doin nothing at the same time,bummer...seems like my brains empty 4 sum reason...some stuffs are coming back to me like this person....i dont know why,really....she left and now...i dont know =). ....umm lets see what happens though...another stuff that bothers my head....and oh...i met this reaallylyyyy cool girl last week...cant remember when,last week i guess...she's reaaaaaaaaallyyyy coool and totally hot though she denies it. . .. . . but she is really =) i get to talk to her sometimes when she gets lazy txting,hehe...stil i thank her all the time 4 letting me talk to her though im full of crap. . . ...she's really sweeet too!!!...totally solid!!!....im sorry if i posted this but its all true..hope she doesn't kill me though. .. ... what else??...ive been lacking of sleep these days...i dont know why...i think im getting used to it already...i hope not cuz ill be dead...im always sleeepy in school and blur most of the time....say all sorts of stupid stuff around which totally bugs. .. ..weird eh??...miss jet-skiing though!....yahOooooo!! =)
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| total shhhhhhhhittttttttt!!!!! |
[Mar. 2nd, 2005|01:27 pm] |
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ahhhhh...went to school freaking early this morning...eyes were still heavy and sleepy...can't even open them properly...but hey i can still see proper stuffs that were stuffs??././......im getting into this total shiiiit of bein in school...again and doin nothing...i feel so stupid and lazy and dumb and totally blank...well thank god i could still answer my literature exam yesterday =) ahhhhhhhhh......just feel so blank right now.....wanna go back to grade school,muhahahaha!!!....
i guess i still have a reason to be happy,hahahaha.....my baaaabyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!....
she's always around no matter what...thank god for *herrrrrrrrr*!!!!!!!!!!!.....hmmmmmm.... still i suck in school....have to be normal again or else im dead...friends might leave me cuz of my attitude and other weird stuff that i dooo...sorry guys,realllyyy....
this isn't total shiiiittttt but tootalll drama for shitsake!!!.....helpp me?!!!!!!!!!....i need to get a room and look4mysellllffff...... ...........god blessss...
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| scary valentine??....still got saved...thank god=) |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|12:54 am] |
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hmmm....update this....valentines day~!!..a day of love and hearts...didn't seem like valentines though after the unexpected tragedy that happened plus the experience that i hadd...
upon entering the malls on this day, almost every girl existed seem to be carrying flowers!!!...esp all the hot chicks around!!!fCuKers!!!hahaha =) anyways my friends and i planned a lil celebration at this cafe playing and me screaming my ass out....but of cors i had an alibi back at home jus to give me a lil time out,hehe =) bad?...got karma after...anyways so after playin, we ate dinner and thats over...so as i was slowly walking my way to the train station, the mall by the walkway was closed but i thought of another option...that is, entering the other mall but it was also closed!!!...fuck!..felt all screwed so i was like rushing my way pass by couples and strangers around...ahhh..thank god the other side of was still open...as i went in, i realized that there weren't much people and all the stores were closeddd...pretty scared so i asked the guard why...and he said that there was a bomb that exploded in a bus which totally freaked me out...unfortunately there was this "trustful stranger" that came along..and he seemed trustworthy...he came up 2 me and asked whether im ok and all that shit...till he accompanied me....sirens were everywhere,all noisy and stuff...so we rushed to the train station but when we got there...it was CLOsed..was like totally fucked up....so our only option was to take a bus and i was like "what?!!...the bus?!!...a bus just got bombed and we're like gonna take it?!!"...i think a cab would be much better...while waiting, i suddenly saw a chick classmate of mine by the roadside looking 4 a ride too....thank god she came along,hahaha =) so finally a cab came and 3 of us went in till we all reached home by ourselves,i guess?...thank god we were all safe esp me =)...it was really sad with what happened to all the victims and other innocents....FUCK TERRORISTS!!!...DAMN THEM TO HELL accdg to cartman or satan?...whoever...STILL FUCK THEM AND DIE!!!!!!...BURN IN HELL!!!...what a weird valentine and me posting this..hmmmmm...god bless =)
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| can't stay still. ........ |
[Feb. 8th, 2005|10:06 pm] |
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i dunno what in the world is happening to me?!!!!!>.....i feel so uneasy...stupid and weird stuffs entering my fucking head!!!!...all crap!!...i hate it!!!...it's like this disease that eats me inside out...im pretty scared,really....sometimes im just thinking that maybe this a punishment from up above cuz of my sins and all.....well if it is,its all my fault...just a way of telling me to change some stuffs in my life....for the better i hope....i just feel really bothered when this disease attacks me...guys its not a real disease or something...i just don't know what else to call it....or should i say "paranoia"...i dunno...i just hope ill stop this really really bad habit....scares alot...affects me alot.....i just hope that ill change all this...live my life the way it should it be...i dun wanna let any fucking crap get into my head of some non sense shit!!!...its sickening!!!!..its all bull and useless!!.....oh well...i really hope so....really bad...god bless
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| had this really really weird dream last night!!!!!!!.. ....... .... |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|09:57 pm] |
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hmmm...how should i start...just got back home school.....fucking hungry...ate like there's no 2moro,muhahahaha....anyways school suck! just got back the result for my DAtaNet exam which totally sucks!!!...felt kinda bad for my result but thank god i still passed =) need to do better next time or else im screwed!!!. .. .. shit i really had this weird dream last night...i heard sounds of my closet creaking and coins falling all over the place which got me to open my eyes.. .. ....it was really weird...i asked my cousin whether he was fucking around...he wasn't but playing around with the computer...the next morning as i mentioned that i heard coins falling...i saw 2 coins on the floor!!!...i was like, oh shit!!!!!..what the hell's happening?!!!....i dunno whether to freak out or be scared...all i felt was weirdness and all....still confused.....pretty weird dream!!...thank god its not some scary dream with people killing people or stuffs like that....thank god always =)!!!...ummm ya...thats itttttttttttttt...pretty fucked up day =(....god bless!
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| just bored...... |
[Feb. 1st, 2005|11:15 pm] |
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ummm...need to get this updated or else it'll be wasted again!...typical day with school and stuff...usual stupid things happened...it was damn early morning during accounting class and out of a sudden i couldn't breathe...i was feeling uncomfortable for some reason i dunno....but thank god my breathing was back to normal for the rest of the day,really =) then here comes datanet time!...subject which i always get sleepy,muhahahaha =) i couldn't answer any shit our teacher was asking!!..while my other smart friends kept on answering...fucking brain,im soooo forgetful!!!...totally bugs me,always!!..but luckily before the class ended i got to answer a question,finally!!...felt so out of place after that...then lastly,comes phillit...which is totally fun!..all the shit comes out...dirty stuff,good stuff,any stuff!muhahahaha....i was laughing the whole period,muhahahaha!!...ummm oh thank god i got home early,hehehe =) stupid terminal with loads of scary people and a scary environment....thanking god that im always safe =) finally got home, ate dinner, studied 4 exam then wrote this =) goodnight people!...ordinary day =) god bless!!!~~!!!!
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| shit always happens!!!! =) |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|09:34 pm] |
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good thing there's always options around the net like this one...another blog site...fucking blogger i signed up before sucks!...my webpage was totally blank for some reason i don't know =) oh well that's shit!..anyways suffering from this stupid flu that's killing me right now~....can't breathe properly,sneezing and sneezing like hell....really really painful!! =) oh well that's shit again!!....haven't really studied for my datanet exam tonight...saturday night was a really weird night..i dont know why...just went to school to take up the MOUS exam which really wasn't an exam,muhahaha...when there's help around,muhahaha =) good thing that review crap's over...then played,played,played cs....and oh, ate this really huge burger,muhaha(y am i telling all this crap?!)...then went home for church....i did went to church but didn't complete the mass which was weird...went off during homily...something im not used to during church...anyways this fucking flu and sneezing around sickness really is killing me right now!!!!!SHIT always happens!!!!...god bless people~~~ =)
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