MI VIDA DUELE

I really feel like crying right now. For so many reasons. You couldn't have made it any worse...really, you couldn't have. Thank you.

If it wasn't for 'Degrassi' and 'Instant Star' I'd probably be sobbing a thousand unnecessary tears on my bedroom floor with no one to talk to because that's just what i do. Degrassi really is INTENSE and i love every intense moment of it! I didnt get to watch it at all last year because the wretched thing those idiots at HU call cable does NOT include THE N!!! But I'm almost totally caught up and this season is just plain NUTS! They have a new black girl on Degrassi and it makes me really mad because she's really ugly and its always been my dream to replace Hazel and be the token black girl because Hazel is the worst actress ever...and she has a big mouth...no, like literally. Her mouth takes up half her face and she's really ugly. Can i PLEEEEASE be the token hot black girl with a big booty that jimmy or chester falls in love with?!?! And then if I date Jimmy I can be all sympathetic cuz Jimmy is in a wheelchair. AND THEN we can get serious and there can be an episode about us having sex and he gets all emotional cuz he's crippled and he cant feel it or something LOL that would be HI-LARIOUSS!!! wow, THE N really does it for me. And 'Instant Star'! Damn, that show is good! I dont even wanna get started! But they really need to replace Shay because his lips are ugly lol ohhh yeah and 'Radio Free Roscoe' ended!! I was so happy when Ray and Lilly FINALLLLLLY got together though, after like 5 years of waiting. GEESH!

Ok, this ENTIRE entry really proves how much of a dork I am. I definitely sat home on a perfect Friday night watching THE N...my life is horrible without HU