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[May 7th 2009|1.20pm] |
I think I'm the only one of my firends that made it through freshmen year and finals with out taking Adderal.
YEAH COLLEGE!
Let's dance to joy division,
And celebrate the irony,
Everything is going wrong,
But we're so happy,
Let's dance to joy division,
And raise our glass to the ceiling,
'Cos this could all go so wrong,
But we're so happy,
Yeah we're so happy.
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| Gotham Gala |
[January 25th 2009|3.36pm] |
Maeve keeps asking me if I had fun at the Charity Ball...and I did have fun.
But I would have so much more fun if Shane had stayed.
I'm upset that only saw him like two times. He lookd very cute in his formal outfit. I was going to talk to him when I started to feel sick and then that was all bad, so I had to run away and then when I got back and recovered from the incident he was gone. He didn't even say godbye.
I had fun dancing with Sophia and Maeve, but Maeve kept dancing with James, and VINCE. She was like freaking in between the two of them. haha. It made me a little jealous, because Vince is really hot and nice, and I like him, but can't have him because of Shane, and I don't think he likes me.. I kind wish she would just get with him or James. She keeps complaining about not having a boy.
After the dance we walked to PDR but the line was HUGE and then they closed. As we were walking we saw Vince and Phil and friends walking to the film stage for a 'dance party' and I wanted to go, but didn't want o invite myself or go by myself and Maeve didn't want to go.
Erin, and Sam, and Lexi had ditched us for UCLA and they had gotten back but were being very moody and annoying. So we walked to Iggys cause its open till 3. We ran into Gus there who was really drunk. At first Maeve and were going to ignore him because we didn't know that, and he usually gets annoyed by us and our friends when we are drunk. I kept texting Shane who went to the film stage thing, and I really wanted to go, but he wasn't like 'inviting' me or anything and I wasn't about to walk over by myself. But it would have been so much fun to party on the sound stage. And hook up on the catwalks. That is one of my goals this semester. Hook up with shane on the catwalks in the sound stage. So cool.
But anyway we sat outside Iggys with Gus and he played songs on his iphone and sang along. He played 'We didn't Start before the fire' and it took me back to the beginning of the year. Then he said he was going to see Repo tomorrow and Maeve and I wanted to with him. It was back on tour one last time and this time everyone was going to go and dress up and sing along ala Rocky Horror. Then he played Repo songs and sung along. Repo is SO good. I really did want to see it again as we agreed with him to go, I got really excited but I kinda knew we wouldn't end up going because it was the Out Cold party that night. I think I'll buy the DVD tho. SO GOOD.
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[January 19th 2009|2.06pm] |
hooked up with Shane again on the bluff last night...from like 4am to 6am. We were really going at in on that bench, which is surprisingly really good for making out on.
He facebooked me this morning like "haha time to put on a turtle neck." lawls.
I feel like there is no way this could end well though. Especially since I want to be / am also friends with his friends.
Like I don't want to date.
and I kinda like Vince too. But now I can never hook up with him because...well not okay to hook up with two ppl that are bffs....
arugh. I'm good at teh awkward!
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| And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me? Can you make this last? This plane is all I got. |
[December 1st 2008|9.21am] |
I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done
We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away, had to give you away
And we spent four days on an
Island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect...
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised
I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what's playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up
Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah
So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don't think
That you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn't far
And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...
Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised
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[September 21st 2008|10.03pm] |
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I spent 170 bucks in two days. Fucking college...
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| LAME SAUCE! |
[August 28th 2008|11.43pm] |
It upsets me immeasurably that LMU has no anime club. or video game club.
Even though the first would be full of weeabos, and the second full of gross halo nerds.
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| !!!!!!!!! |
[July 25th 2008|8.01pm] |
posting from my macbook pro! which i have hooked up through the Ethernet cable, because we don't have wireless at home. Gosh it is so cool.
But it's going to be a pain to deal with transferring everything and setting it up as my main computer!
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| this song is amazing. |
[July 20th 2008|11.00pm] |
I hear Jerusalem bells a ringing
Roman cavalry choirs are singing
Be my mirror, my sword, my shield
My missionaries in a foreign field
For some reason I can't explain
I know Saint Peter won't call my name
Never an honest word
But that was when I ruled the world
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| GAH |
[July 11th 2008|11.37pm] |
this song is amazing:
Come my sunshine
Into the light
Don't wear lipstick
You look alright.
Come my morning
Into focus
Come my sunshine
Through the locus.
Come my sunshine
Into my life
Be my salt dish
In a jackknife.
Come my spring time
through the cold night
Scatter crows
in fields with gold light.
Come my new love
Into the frame
Promise I am
Done with head games.
Come my horses
With a new song
Lights have been
Burned out for too long.
Come my sunshine
Over treetops
Melt the lonely,
Loveless cyclops.
Come my new cup
Dripping honey
Come my lover
Come my morning.
I surrender with a fall
Into the emptiness we all
It's not the right trouble to find
But it's what's inside
It's what's inside.
Come my sunshine (X4)
Come my sunshine
Into the light
Don't wear lipstick
You look alright.
Come my heaven
Into focus
Come my sunshine
Through the locus.
I surrender with a fall
Into the emptiness we all
It's not the right trouble to find
But it's what's inside
It's what's inside.
It really sucks that I now associate the comas with Zack though. Muse too.
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| durrrrrrrrrrrrrr |
[June 7th 2008|11.24am] |
I wish I was more excited about the Cast Party. I just feel gross and exhausted.
also. this is going badly. shit. I knew this would happen. Why does this always happen to me. I need to find a solution again. I'm so upset over this, and I don't really think I can talk to anyone about it because I can't explain it.
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| Belle of the Ball? |
[May 4th 2008|10.02pm] |
I got my Prom Dress:
it's kinda funny that I wanted a short one, because I didn't end up with one.
It's kinda over the top.
I REALLY like it.
The only problem is it's going to be hard to dance in. But I managed last year in a long dress.
also I think I'm going to look rather silly with Miguel. Especially because I'm wearing heels.
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looking back I would probably be better off with a dress like: )
Damn me and my need for poofy.
there were some really hot short dresses too.
I kinda regret this.
whatever, Leah and everyone else will be hotter then me in their short dresses, and everyone will tell them how hot and gorgeous and pixie like they are, but I'll look like a princess.
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| this makes it real. |
[April 22nd 2008|10.37pm] |
our play has flyers!
shit it's official!
I'm freaking out.
I'm in it.
It's good, I promise, there is violence, swearing and 'sexual content' in the play.
totally worth $5.
I'll sell you tickets.
lots of entries today for some reason. Scatterbrained.
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| The minor fall, the major lift |
[April 7th 2008|10.24pm] |
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I honestly love this song:
I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?
It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty
in the moonlight
overthrew you
She tied you
To a kitchen chair
She broke your throne,
she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe I've been here before
I know this room, I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you
I've seen your flag on the marble arch
love is not a victory march
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
There was a time you'd let me know
What's real and going on below
But now you never show it to me do you?
Remember when I moved in you?
The holy dark was moving too
And every breath we drew was hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
I don't know why but recently I've been listening to it a lot. I like the Rufus Wainwright version best, but itunes fails and doesn't have it, so I like the Jeff Buckley version okay.
It's just super pretty and relaxing, but also sad.
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| Top Ten List |
[March 30th 2008|11.18pm] |
Gina was challenging everyone to write 10 ten books lists... It's harder then it looks...
1. Good Omens, by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman
2. Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahnuik
3. Water for Elephants by Sara Gruen
4. Rosencrantz and Guildenstern are Dead by Tom Stoppard
5. Song of the Lioness Quartet by Tamora Pierce
6. His Dark Materials Trilogy by Philip Pullman
7. Hitchikers Guide to the Glaxy by Douglas Adams
8. Catcher in the Rye by J.D Salinger
9. The Alphabet of Thorn Patricia A. McKillip
10. Neverwhere by Neil Gaimen
11. I am the Messenger by Markus Zusak
12. Peter Pan/Alice in Wonderland
which is why mine is 12.
Only ONE book on that whole list is from school. Ironically, it's one everyone hated, except me. I love R&G are dead. So cute.
What is sad right now is that I don't want to go to bed because I don't have Twilight waiting for me to read like I did last night. Once I get into a reading kick it's hard to stop.
Anyway, if anyone reads this, Top Ten Books, if you're up for the challenge.
Give me them.
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| kasfgghj |
[March 6th 2008|7.44pm] |
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I'm at school now! On my ipod! And I bored and hungry in project design. I just want to go home and play ff12
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| Quotes |
[February 23rd 2008|8.25am] |
The golden rule is that there are no golden rules.
- George Bernard Shaw
Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it.
- Jane Wagner
I have enough money to last me the rest of my life, unless I buy something.
- Jackie Mason
We're not lost. We're locationally challenged.
- John M. Ford
Fortune can, for her pleasure, fools advance,
And toss them on the wheels of Chance.
- Juvenal (55 AD - 127 AD)
An adventure is only an inconvenience rightly considered. An inconvenience is an adventure wrongly considered.
- G. K. Chesterton (1874 - 1936)
A compromise is the art of dividing a cake in such a way that everyone believes he has the biggest piece.
-Ludwig Erhard (1897 - 1977)
Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans.
- John Lennon (1940 - 1980), "Beautiful Boy"
The ability to delude yourself may be an important survival tool.
- Jane Wagner
In mathematics you don't understand things. You just get used to them -Johann von Neumann (1903 - 1957)
A prose writer gets tired of writing prose, and wants to be a poet. So he begins every line with a capital letter, and keeps on writing prose.
-Samuel McChord Crothers
Ask yourself whether you are happy and you cease to be so.
-John Stuart Mill (1806 - 1873)
We are bits of stellar matter that got cold by accident, bits of a star gone wrong.
- Sir Arthur Eddington (1882 - 1944)
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[October 17th 2007|11.29pm] |
ha so one of the featured articles in Yahoo is:
"How to get your girlfriend into video games"
Do you dream of sitting side by side with your girl, playing video games together?
It makes me laugh.
Do I really have to explain why...
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| Motion City Soundtrack |
[December 13th 2006|10.44pm] |
is amazing, and comming out with a new CD soon I think.
I'm betting I allready have these songs in my LJ somewhere... but they are good enought to be here twice.
Make Out Kids Lyrics
They carved the message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.
She's into math and magazines,
Director's cuts and gray-cell green
Armed with an eye for contradictions,
She sees completely through me.
I'm fond of twin peaks afternoons
Inexpensive wine,
With cordon bleu..
Armed with a plethora of insecurities, we keep each other amused..
and then we sing..
horray for the madness, we are better by design,
Let's hope we never have to say goodbye..
Say goodbye.
Snowed in, sleep over winter break,
Cocktails and miniature mistakes,
Lights out, we're covered in each others' warm embrace..
And then we sing..
horray for the madness, we are better by design,
Let's hope we never have to say goodbye,
Say goodbye. [x2]
If we keep swimming, maybe this will never die. (never die) [x4]
We fail to keep in touch these days,
I'm liquid cold, she's murder grey,
Hollowed by circumstance that pushed us both away.
They carved a message deep within our broken hearts that failed to mend:
Make out kids never had a chance to be best friends.
Everything is Allright
Tell me that you're alright
yeah everything is alright.
oh please tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
Give me a reason to end this discussion,
To break with tradition, to fold and divide.
'Cause I hate the ocean, theme parks and airplanes,
Talking with strangers, waiting in line.
I'm through with these pills that make me sit still.
Are you feeling fine?
Yes, I feel just fine.
Tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
oh please tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
I'm sick of the things I do when I'm nervous
Like cleaning the oven or checking my tires Or counting the number of tiles on the ceiling.
Head for the hills, the kitchen's on fire!
I used to rely on self-medication.
I guess I still do that from time to time.
But I'm getting better at fighting the future.
Someday you'll be fine.
Yes, I'll be just fine.
Tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
oh please tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
Give me a reason
(I don't believe a word)
To end this discussion
(Of anything I heard)
To break with tradition
(They tell me that its not so hard)
to fold and divide
(It's not so hard)
So let's not get carried
(Away with everything)
Away with the process
(From Here to in-between)
of elimination
(The long Goodbyes)
I don't want to waste your time.
Tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
oh please tell me that you're alright.
yeah everything is alright.
(Alright)
Tell me that you're alright.
(hi, everything's great)
yeah everything is alright.
(hey, everything's fine)
oh please tell me that you're alright.
(hey, everything's great)
yeah everything is alright.
Hey, everything's fine.
Hey, everything's fine.
Hey, everything's fine.
Hey, everything's fine.
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These songs actually remind me of Sora and Riku, but maybe that just because I was thinking about them when I was listening to this. I dunno.
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